Alittlealot - Hello Poetry

This Beautiful Boy And my heart hops in my chest as he breezes by me The air seems warmer and my mind foggier, Like the hot, humid day waiting outside the doors of the air-conditioned gym He stands only a mere few feet away and his gaze circles the room I can’t help but laugh at his bored expression as he sits in a ray of light coming from the window He’s an angel with a halo around his head and white wings anchored into the space between his shoulder blades My stare makes the ends of his light brown hair catch fire, cut short from when it brushed across his shoulders only a few months ago, the tip of a brush splattering paint on the back of his neck His shoulders that spread out wide against the confinements of his shirt, scorching heat tears open small holes and burn his skin red His legs, tufts of blonde that are almost invisible, catch my eye in the light, disintegrating into the air, and the soft skin of his knees blister and pop As they move toward his chest, the colors of people around him twist and blur into nothing Until it's just him and the light blue shorts sliding up his pale thighs His whole body is on fire His pretty thighs melting, his pretty thighs burning, his pretty thighs his pretty thighs his pretty thighs Bright images flash behind my eyes and my mouth goes dry Please don't glance back at me, I won't be able to look away

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Mar 21, 2021

Mar 21, 2021 at 11:16 PM UTC

just last year when we were here

This Beautiful Boy And my heart hops in my chest as he breezes by me The air seems warmer and my mind foggier, Like the hot, humid day waiting outside the doors of the air-conditioned gym He stands only a mere few feet away and his gaze circles the room I can’t help but laugh at his bored expression as he sits in a ray of light coming from the window He’s an angel with a halo around his head and white wings anchored into the space between his shoulder blades My stare makes the ends of his light brown hair catch fire, cut short from when it brushed across his shoulders only a few months ago, the tip of a brush splattering paint on the back of his neck His shoulders that spread out wide against the confinements of his shirt, scorching heat tears open small holes and burn his skin red His legs, tufts of blonde that are almost invisible, catch my eye in the light, disintegrating into the air, and the soft skin of his knees blister and pop As they move toward his chest, the colors of people around him twist and blur into nothing Until it's just him and the light blue shorts sliding up his pale thighs His whole body is on fire His pretty thighs melting, his pretty thighs burning, his pretty thighs his pretty thighs his pretty thighs Bright images flash behind my eyes and my mouth goes dry Please don't glance back at me, I won't be able to look away

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Someone's brother, someone's son Someone’s lover, or maybe none The real him smiles for a picture, surrounded by his sisters Laughs with his friends, crossing the street during the day While I wake up in the middle of the night from the nightmare Nightmare. Of someone’s brother, someone’s son Someone’s lover, or maybe none Sleeping in my bed, Naked, red What was that you said? That boy is someone’s brother, someone’s son Someone’s lover, or maybe none Naked and red and dead in my bed

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Mar 21, 2021

Mar 21, 2021 at 11:11 PM UTC

red

Someone's brother, someone's son Someone’s lover, or maybe none The real him smiles for a picture, surrounded by his sisters Laughs with his friends, crossing the street during the day While I wake up in the middle of the night from the nightmare Nightmare. Of someone’s brother, someone’s son Someone’s lover, or maybe none Sleeping in my bed, Naked, red What was that you said? That boy is someone’s brother, someone’s son Someone’s lover, or maybe none Naked and red and dead in my bed

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I wonder what you would have thought of my stupid words Maybe you would have appreciated the sheer amount of times i’ve come here Sitting down on a bank beside a blank dead body of water What would you have told me ? To pursue this tiny flame of potential, or to blow it out and lock it up. You would have known I can’t do that, the gas seeps out of every crevice There's no way to prevent the spark that lights everything on fire. I wonder what you would have thought about my stupid words.

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Mar 21, 2021

Mar 21, 2021 at 11:08 PM UTC

i wish you could have gotten to know me before you died

I wonder what you would have thought of my stupid words Maybe you would have appreciated the sheer amount of times i’ve come here Sitting down on a bank beside a blank dead body of water What would you have told me ? To pursue this tiny flame of potential, or to blow it out and lock it up. You would have known I can’t do that, the gas seeps out of every crevice There's no way to prevent the spark that lights everything on fire. I wonder what you would have thought about my stupid words.

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I really can't stop thinking about you. You and your thighs and your hips and your *** and i want you in my bed so bad it physically hurts to think about you with someone else. You, who everyone fawns over and who everyone adores, face down buried in pillows as you forget what your own name is. *&$^@ !#&$^&/ I really can't stop thinking about you. You, with your amazing personality and you're an angel to everyone but me. You, who I wake up to dreams about you riding me and wanting me and screaming my name for me for me for me for me. I really can't stop thinking about you. You, who's good at everything, who's beyond talented and dedicated, I really think you have an amazing future ahead. But for right now, I really can't stop thinking about you in my bed.

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Jun 16, 2019

Jun 16, 2019 at 1:37 PM UTC

Him

I really can't stop thinking about you. You and your thighs and your hips and your *** and i want you in my bed so bad it physically hurts to think about you with someone else. You, who everyone fawns over and who everyone adores, face down buried in pillows as you forget what your own name is. *&$^@ !#&$^&/ I really can't stop thinking about you. You, with your amazing personality and you're an angel to everyone but me. You, who I wake up to dreams about you riding me and wanting me and screaming my name for me for me for me for me. I really can't stop thinking about you. You, who's good at everything, who's beyond talented and dedicated, I really think you have an amazing future ahead. But for right now, I really can't stop thinking about you in my bed.

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just lie down and breathe just take my hand be calm it'll be over soon but its never over i have this person at the back of my heels hes always chasing me im running and i trip he kicks me on the ground until im bleeding theres no hiding from him hes everywhere outside, in the air, underground, across the world Everywhere

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Sep 29, 2018

Sep 29, 2018 at 12:10 PM UTC

StRESS

just lie down and breathe just take my hand be calm it'll be over soon but its never over i have this person at the back of my heels hes always chasing me im running and i trip he kicks me on the ground until im bleeding theres no hiding from him hes everywhere outside, in the air, underground, across the world Everywhere

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Its an empty space in the middle of your being It grows and grows Until one day you will maybe patch up that space And be whole Its not easy Not everyone can But its always there, Either way Gnawing at you Until maybe there's nothing But empty space

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Sep 29, 2018

Sep 29, 2018 at 12:00 PM UTC

Loneliness

Its an empty space in the middle of your being It grows and grows Until one day you will maybe patch up that space And be whole Its not easy Not everyone can But its always there, Either way Gnawing at you Until maybe there's nothing But empty space

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Its not a feeling i can describe Its everything and nothing Too little and too much At the same time I'm everywhere and nowhere Thinking that im not Disconnected from a mind Floating off Just drifting

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Sep 29, 2018

Sep 29, 2018 at 11:57 AM UTC

Untitled

Its not a feeling i can describe Its everything and nothing Too little and too much At the same time I'm everywhere and nowhere Thinking that im not Disconnected from a mind Floating off Just drifting

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