AlfredDBeetham - Hello Poetry

Seeing you at first glance Hearing your laugh I’ve never felt this way I thought it was normal But it shouldn’t hurt this much Taking this long to forget you is the hardest task I’ve ever had to do I’ve had my chances but I guess the amount was limited I should have shown that I cared I should have embraced you But I didn’t I heard about your confusion and tears I hurt you The pain inside from the mistakes I made are unbearable The reason I went to the other side of he world was selfish I tried to forget you Three months of crying and anger You’re far from reach But even if you were next to me you’d be further than you were before Even if you gave me another chance I don’t think I’d deserve it I crossed lines trying to forget what I could have had Hurting others in the path should be unforgivable People know I fear the word love But if I were to truly say it With real meaning I’d say it I’d say it to you Only now can I realise what it means Not nothing meaningless But something that hurts for years knowing you can’t have it Some thing that makes you laugh Smile and dance Something that gives you true happiness I guess there’s not much else to say Hopefully you find some one who appreciates you Someone who doesn’t take more than one chance to realise it was meant to be more than just friendship But also I hope you find someone who truly respects and appreciates you for the person you are I don’t know when I’ll get over you But words on paper seem like a great place to start trying

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May 2, 2020

May 2, 2020 at 1:38 PM UTC

J

Seeing you at first glance Hearing your laugh I’ve never felt this way I thought it was normal But it shouldn’t hurt this much Taking this long to forget you is the hardest task I’ve ever had to do I’ve had my chances but I guess the amount was limited I should have shown that I cared I should have embraced you But I didn’t I heard about your confusion and tears I hurt you The pain inside from the mistakes I made are unbearable The reason I went to the other side of he world was selfish I tried to forget you Three months of crying and anger You’re far from reach But even if you were next to me you’d be further than you were before Even if you gave me another chance I don’t think I’d deserve it I crossed lines trying to forget what I could have had Hurting others in the path should be unforgivable People know I fear the word love But if I were to truly say it With real meaning I’d say it I’d say it to you Only now can I realise what it means Not nothing meaningless But something that hurts for years knowing you can’t have it Some thing that makes you laugh Smile and dance Something that gives you true happiness I guess there’s not much else to say Hopefully you find some one who appreciates you Someone who doesn’t take more than one chance to realise it was meant to be more than just friendship But also I hope you find someone who truly respects and appreciates you for the person you are I don’t know when I’ll get over you But words on paper seem like a great place to start trying

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Cuando yo te miro Eres la cosa mas bonita Nadie es como tu Ojala que tambien piensas que somos amigos Seria triste perderte Me disfruto de hablar contigo. Ya se que estar saliendo con un Chico mayor Y solo quiero que saves que eres un gran amiga mia.

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May 1, 2018

May 1, 2018 at 8:26 AM UTC

Amistad

Cuando yo te miro Eres la cosa mas bonita Nadie es como tu Ojala que tambien piensas que somos amigos Seria triste perderte Me disfruto de hablar contigo. Ya se que estar saliendo con un Chico mayor Y solo quiero que saves que eres un gran amiga mia.

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Not only do they see Or make life so interesting Their also a way of showing yourself to some one The colours of the texture Sometime their too dark or too light But sometimes their unique Unique in a good or bad way But the way I’m talking is good Yours are something I have now words for It’s not the colour Or maybe it is I don’t know It seems to be something from a movie Your eyes aren’t of this world That are magical. Sadly you aren’t mine And sadly I’m too far away for me to express my feelings Although we are in the same building It’s a maze to get to your heart. But that’s another story A different story.

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Apr 30, 2018

Apr 30, 2018 at 3:54 PM UTC

Your Eyes

Not only do they see Or make life so interesting Their also a way of showing yourself to some one The colours of the texture Sometime their too dark or too light But sometimes their unique Unique in a good or bad way But the way I’m talking is good Yours are something I have now words for It’s not the colour Or maybe it is I don’t know It seems to be something from a movie Your eyes aren’t of this world That are magical. Sadly you aren’t mine And sadly I’m too far away for me to express my feelings Although we are in the same building It’s a maze to get to your heart. But that’s another story A different story.

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Your rosy cheeks Your flawless features And your beauty mark Oh how it amazes me to see See how perfect you are The art you make is stunning Your are amazing Although love would have been expressed to you before I no longer feel it I do not know why I feel the word friend is great It makes me happy to know To know that friendship is something I’ve obtained but my views sometimes change when I am around you Your laugh is a dream to me But I feel like I should keep this emotion away from you Just in case I lose you too.

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Apr 25, 2018

Apr 25, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC

Friendship

Your rosy cheeks Your flawless features And your beauty mark Oh how it amazes me to see See how perfect you are The art you make is stunning Your are amazing Although love would have been expressed to you before I no longer feel it I do not know why I feel the word friend is great It makes me happy to know To know that friendship is something I’ve obtained but my views sometimes change when I am around you Your laugh is a dream to me But I feel like I should keep this emotion away from you Just in case I lose you too.

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How do you forget? Forget something you love so much. My love for you is too much. I already want it gone Something like you and me Would never happen. Watching you as you watch me. Why is it making me hurt? My love for you is too strong I am weak. Answers need to be given for what I know To forget what we once had, a kind of friendship. Nothing to you but something to me. The sight of your eyes are stars The stars to my night. Now they are gone None can replace what was once there. The feeling of love A word so easy to say But hard to obtain. Haven’t you ever thought how? How other people do it? Love one another. Each person has a different story to tell Some of wonder Some of drama Some of love And some of heart break. I wish I could travel in time, To where everyone else is. I’m still in the past. I’m not on the same page, Maybe I’m too different, Or everyone’s more different than me. I don’t want to be a burden. Love is too strong, there are ways to stop it, But as I’ve said before I am too weak, It is a part of me But I always try and hide it, So here it goes Canda Munani (I love you)

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Apr 16, 2018

Apr 16, 2018 at 1:46 PM UTC

Khuyay

How do you forget? Forget something you love so much. My love for you is too much. I already want it gone Something like you and me Would never happen. Watching you as you watch me. Why is it making me hurt? My love for you is too strong I am weak. Answers need to be given for what I know To forget what we once had, a kind of friendship. Nothing to you but something to me. The sight of your eyes are stars The stars to my night. Now they are gone None can replace what was once there. The feeling of love A word so easy to say But hard to obtain. Haven’t you ever thought how? How other people do it? Love one another. Each person has a different story to tell Some of wonder Some of drama Some of love And some of heart break. I wish I could travel in time, To where everyone else is. I’m still in the past. I’m not on the same page, Maybe I’m too different, Or everyone’s more different than me. I don’t want to be a burden. Love is too strong, there are ways to stop it, But as I’ve said before I am too weak, It is a part of me But I always try and hide it, So here it goes Canda Munani (I love you)

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Your glassy exterior makes you wanted Your looks are deceiving. My taste buds tingle to your smell, I scoop you into my mouth. Your warmth shows creaminess Your taste is indescribable Sweet and gooey It is hard to believe you are made of nuts I’ve had a lust for you for a while I finally have you You are mine.

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Apr 16, 2018

Apr 16, 2018 at 1:30 PM UTC

Nutella

Your glassy exterior makes you wanted Your looks are deceiving. My taste buds tingle to your smell, I scoop you into my mouth. Your warmth shows creaminess Your taste is indescribable Sweet and gooey It is hard to believe you are made of nuts I’ve had a lust for you for a while I finally have you You are mine.

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It digs deep Unpleasant and hurting I want it gone. You are a star Amazing to see But too far to touch Or be close to. I wish for my mind to be Erased.

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Apr 16, 2018

Apr 16, 2018 at 1:25 PM UTC

Unwanted Love

It digs deep Unpleasant and hurting I want it gone. You are a star Amazing to see But too far to touch Or be close to. I wish for my mind to be Erased.

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Close ups determine something’s true self You can discover it’s details It’s flaws and beauties. When you look from a distance It may look ugly or pretty But once close to It could be the exact opposite, It misguides you As if it were a visual or physical lie.

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Apr 16, 2018

Apr 16, 2018 at 1:22 PM UTC

Close Ups

Close ups determine something’s true self You can discover it’s details It’s flaws and beauties. When you look from a distance It may look ugly or pretty But once close to It could be the exact opposite, It misguides you As if it were a visual or physical lie.

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Not all truths are truths to be told, Secrecy is an understanding hidden, From those around us. Secrecy is a truth that should be, Said or held captive in the minds of The people we love. Secrets are our trust and friendships, Our life is full of them. They give the anxiety of lust, Lust for knowledge, Knowledge of understanding. But sometimes they aren’t told, And our lust is strengthened by the Things kept from us. A secret is like a puzzle It takes a longtime to resolve, But once it’s all put together The image is then shown to us, The whole image The truth And depending on its looks It can be either beautiful or ugly And because of this. Secrets are the things we keep From one another to avoid Havoc and scandal. But it doesn’t just cause disaster It gives hope It gives desperation It gives happiness, Happiness of finding out a secret That was meant for you A surprise A happy one of friends and family.

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Apr 16, 2018

Apr 16, 2018 at 1:14 PM UTC

The Ideology of Secrecy

Not all truths are truths to be told, Secrecy is an understanding hidden, From those around us. Secrecy is a truth that should be, Said or held captive in the minds of The people we love. Secrets are our trust and friendships, Our life is full of them. They give the anxiety of lust, Lust for knowledge, Knowledge of understanding. But sometimes they aren’t told, And our lust is strengthened by the Things kept from us. A secret is like a puzzle It takes a longtime to resolve, But once it’s all put together The image is then shown to us, The whole image The truth And depending on its looks It can be either beautiful or ugly And because of this. Secrets are the things we keep From one another to avoid Havoc and scandal. But it doesn’t just cause disaster It gives hope It gives desperation It gives happiness, Happiness of finding out a secret That was meant for you A surprise A happy one of friends and family.

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I’m confused Why does it confuse me? Its so small but so heavy You look away What did I do We were so close We talked We laughed. Time has passed We both have changed And now I must face what I have done Stupidity controlled me You may think it’s unimportant But to me it was I failed you And I must face what happens next.

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Feb 26, 2018

Feb 26, 2018 at 8:22 AM UTC

Stupidity

I’m confused Why does it confuse me? Its so small but so heavy You look away What did I do We were so close We talked We laughed. Time has passed We both have changed And now I must face what I have done Stupidity controlled me You may think it’s unimportant But to me it was I failed you And I must face what happens next.

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