Rage likes to bubble
Right at the surface
Boiling my heart
Destroying all purpose
“No one wants to hear your broken drivel”
Repeated by the people
“Hey talk to us if your heart should shrivel”
******* hypocrites.
Soaking my body in sugar
Dripping long after due to the fire
Sealing my words away
Throwing my feelings onto the pyre
“Keep moving through all your pains and aches”
Repeated by the people
“You should stop if you start to break”
I want humanity to die.
Though nothing’s truly wrong
I’m clawing at my wrists
Though my life is “great”
The hell creature persists
“You need to speak to someone”
Then they point at the devil
“Why out of all these words you say none?”
**** you I’m done.
Jul 2, 2019
Jul 2, 2019 at 4:13 PM UTC
I want to not be me
I'm a boring girl you see
So put me in the world of fantasy
A girl with better hair
A maiden true and fair
Who caught her hero in a love affair
Perhaps an edgy girl
Who hates the whole **** world
A badass princess of the underworld
By putting on a mask
I'm put up to the task
Of becoming whoever they may ask
So uncanny and strange
So quick to simply change
Yet pretending to be perfect all the same
I wish to be perfect
No matter the effect
And my reality I do reject
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 8:27 PM UTC
Come one come all to the darling show
As a small girl swings to and fro
Back and forth through the inky sea
And lights to bright for her to see
Making a mockery of herself
A disgusting creature is she
Oh how I hate the circus trapeze
The swinging brings me to my knees
My costume flutters as I glide
With my monster that I must hide
Clawing away at my frozen lungs
And tearing me up inside
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 10:34 PM UTC
Let me go to sleep
And dream a perfect dream
Without a whisper nor a peep
Nor a tear along the seam
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 3:17 AM UTC
He's doing it again
Getting loud and scary
A monster in his den
Tearing apart fairies
My eyes are both flooding
He tells me it's a mask
The fear continues budding
My mind is in a cast
It's time to run away
But he says otherwise
His words destroy the gray
It's painful black and white
The law may be escape
But he tears that to shreds
His maw is left agape
Lying, spinning threads
I whisper as a scream
A damsel in distress
Please trap me in a dream
And leave him with a guess
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 4:04 PM UTC
You're playing that song again
With the guitar and the breaking voice
You're sleeping until ten
Your tired wavering choice
You did your best for me
Gave me some place safe to play
I wish you couldn't see
Why I want to stay
Sixteen is six from ten
The number to rejoice
The rips along the hem
Your crying creaky voice
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 11:50 AM UTC
It's supposed to be my birthday party
I'm not really paying attention
But it should be my birthday party
My mind is fading into fiction
Why celebrate my life?
My friends are all playing together
I'm not playing with them
They are still playing together
Pajamas tearing at the hem
Why celebrate my life?
It's not even my birthday now
It was some weeks ago
Born as leaves began to fall
And now there's falling snow
This isn't about ME at all
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 2:40 AM UTC
Up up up
Up the numbers go
Raising high my spirits
Drowning out my woe
Higher higher higher
Reaching to a peak
Then crashing down to none again
And leaving me to weep
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 3:40 PM UTC
Hiding all alone
Behind frozen fallen trees
It's right behind you
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 7:26 AM UTC
A freezing cold temper
And a heart made of gold
Born with the winter
Her mask is quite bold
A silent soft slumber
And an emerald soul
Born with the summer
Her mask has a hole
An ego does splinter
With words that are bold
Blade right down the center
And hands become cold
Of golden and umber
And flowers of coal
The somber newcomer
Plays a princess' role
The dance of the masquerade
Of flowers both living and dead
Cold hands of she who has prayed
Take up joyous dance instead
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 9:01 PM UTC