Feel my pain, bare my burden
Let me give you the suffering that you've created
Feel my insecurities, explore my mind
In the deepest darkest part
you will find
Can you get through the night?
It's a dare you should try
For my mind is a never ending maze
A constant battlefield
Be me I will say, get in my mind
Go ahead
You'll survive, you'll get out
But feeling a bit sane after that?
Oh I doubt not
Jan 30, 2017
Jan 30, 2017 at 7:05 AM UTC
These burst of emotions
deep inside, trapped within
suicidal thoughts, full of sins
i'm drowning with emotions
that i do not understand
make it stop i begged
but it won't heed to my command
so i stare at my reflection
of what had i become
i am a slave to my own feelings
i am numb*
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 3:45 PM UTC
She's losing hope, she had lost her way
Every path that she takes turns
dark with a shade of grey
It seems like everyone she knew
never stayed, left words unsaid
Her heart just sank to the thought
of how easily she was forgotten
Somehow all the promises they made
meant nothing but to be broken
People who once she knew
were now strangers
Were they the ones who had changed
or was it her who pushed them away?
She's no longer capable of trusting anyone
because the person that she once trusted
betrayed her, she was bitterly gutted
The only person left to trust is herself
but the dark soul inside her
kept on whispering bad things
telling her she's no longer needed
that she's not worth it
and she was just a big mistake instead
Constant battles with her mind every day
the nights were the worst
she was always wide awake
Trying her best to make the thoughts stop
the pain she felt was unbearable no doubt
She was alone, no one to care for her feelings
It's better that she's gone maybe then they will notice
She found a way to make her problems disappear
and on the last day, she said
her goodbyes to the ones she loved
That night sat a broken angel waiting to be rescued
then she said farewell and away she flew
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC
I wish to sell my feelings for a dollar or two
Because I don't know how much longer I can go through
It's better not to feel then dealing with the pain
All it's good at is making your heart ache
I'm trying my best to act like I don't care
but in the end I'm the one that ended up feeling despair
"It's okay. I'm fine, there's nothing to worry."
Things you say to them when they tell you "I'm sorry"
So the same question I ask myself each time
What did I do to deserve to be treated like this?
Or maybe they have forgotten that I even have feelings...
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 12:30 PM UTC
when there's something wrong
she listens to sad songs
and sits on her bed
holds her pillow
wraps herself
and cries
when the whole world is against her
she has no one to be on her shoulder
so she sits on her bed
holds her pillow
wraps herself
and cries
when she's too scared to say a word
she thinks it's better to hide
because people like to judge
so she sits on her bed
holds her pillow
wraps herself
and cries
she tried to be tough
trying to face her life
but she's not strong enough
she can't hold the tears
so she sits on her bed
holds her pillow
wraps herself
and cries
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 4:27 PM UTC
i don't have much
but i'll give you my heart
though it's broken not whole
but darling i promise you
i'll love you with all my soul
i don't have much
but i'll give you my loyalty
and love you unconditionally
i know how it feels like to be cheated on
so darling trust me
i would never do you wrong
i don't have much
neither i'm beautiful nor i'm pretty
i even have scars on my body
and darling you don't have
to change for me
when i look at you
only perfection is all i see
i don't have much
but if you need someone to talk to
even at 3 am
i'll be there for you
to make you feel better
tell me your problems
and darling i promise i will listen
i don't have much
but i'll try my best to make you happy
feeling your world
with joy and laughter
no more troubles
no more worries
just you and me darling i promise
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 12:01 PM UTC
My past is haunting me still
Harassing me against my will
If only i could erase my past
Wouldn't my mind be much happier perhaps?
But it's still there, it's going nowhere
Imprisoned in my mind
Waiting for the right time
To torture me again and again
Pain after pain till i'm going insane
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 6:21 AM UTC
When loneliness consumes you
that's when your true feelings
and thoughts start
to push through
In the deepest darkest part
of your mind
Questions after questions
begin to feel up inside
What's worse is you still hope
for them to go away
But the harder you try
the longer they stay
You've lost your sanity
you've lost all control
What's left are your awful thoughts
and your numbing soul
Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC
Give me a time machine
I want to go back to
the beginning
All the things that were
left unsaid
Now they are just thoughts
in my head, lying dead
All the things I should
have done
To avoid being the person
that I have become
And all the people I would
wish to never meet
They are the reasons why
I cut deep
If only I could turn back time
I would undo all these
mistakes of mine
But now it's too late
my heart is full of regrets
Seems like my future and
everything is pitch black
Take me back to the time
before i became a wreck
Can i please have my old self back?
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 1:42 PM UTC
There are so many things
i wish that i am
and i wish that i am not
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 8:56 AM UTC