Truth
Something that can't be spoken easily
Something that cause judgement
Something I need to tell
Something that hurts so bad
Truth
Why is the truth so hidden?
Like a bad thing
Why do we are supposed to believe pretty lies?
Is the right thing always that bad?
Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 11:06 AM UTC
I don't even know his face
I don't even know if I like him
I don't even know if he is my dream prince
But I don't care anymore
His very existence can make me smile
His fatherly words, as if I'm his daughter
Already enough to make me feel loved
Even though I've been fooled before,
Somehow I trust him fully
Even though I vowed to never love again,
Maybe this is my second chance
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 10:01 AM UTC
Get me out from this hellhole
Stop stalking me
Stop making me insecure all the time
Stop bothering me
Stop making me feel watched
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 9:40 AM UTC
Depression
I know how to cope
Yet I can't cope
Uninterrupted sleep
Yet I can't
Because dad will wake me up
Sounds of nature
Yet I can't
Because mom will turn off my computer
Aromateraphy
Yet I can't
Because mom hates lavender.
Dec 13, 2017
Dec 13, 2017 at 2:32 AM UTC
A pat on the shoulders
Can't reach me anymore
Emotional music
Can't reach me anymore
Love
I can't reach out anymore
Friendship
I can't reach out anymore
I keep becoming a worse person
Day by day
I keep becoming a hopeless sould
Month by month
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 11:22 AM UTC
Twenty-two years ago
My mom made a big mistake
She gave birth to me
A cursed child
There is no such thing as happy birthday
Why do everyone keep saying happy birthday to me?
Well, at least there is a good thing
I'm one step closer to death now
So, I guess I should be happy.
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 1:10 AM UTC
I'm supposed to look forward to it
I'm supposed to look at the future
I'm supposed to be happy
But all I see is a dark tunnel.
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 8:51 PM UTC
It started at zero
Positive, Positive and Positive
and Negative, Negative and Negative
Back to zero
Negative, Negative,
P̶̤͗o̷͚̊̚s̴͉̈i̴̗̥͌̓ț̶̨͋i̴̧̽͋v̷̨̤̌̿e̸̥͒,̴͚͍͒ ̴͚́̈P̵͎͕̔͂o̴̠̬̓ş̴̐́i̷͙͗͆ͅt̷͙͍̅͆i̴͎̔̅v̷̠̙̔è̶͇
Negative, Negative,
The needle finally breaks
Now it stuck at zero
Forever
Unable to think negative again,
And unable to think positive again
Is that a fair price?
Dec 9, 2017
Dec 9, 2017 at 9:59 AM UTC
It’s gone
Everything…
Feels like…
I can’t open my mouth
Without letting my tears flow
I have thousands of words ready
Yet I can’t say a single word
So close, yet so far
Somehow I regret it
Like… I’m here but my soul isn’t here
I don’t know, I don’t even feel sad
But somehow I know
I will cry for no reason
I don’t feel like I’m here
But I don’t want to go home
Is this… a void?
I’m still aware about everything
I’m aware that I’ve changed a lot
This will be better if I just face it alone
I’m afraid
This may be the last time
And my last impression is just silent
Happy music, Happy songs
Sunrise’s voice
Won’t pierce me anymore
Happy memories
Disappears one by one
Close friends
Drift apart one by one
It’s not them
It’s me
Dec 8, 2017
Dec 8, 2017 at 6:34 AM UTC
Unable to think of anything...
Unable to feel anything...
Unable to cry
Unable to smile
Like an empty shell
Yet still breathing
No light in the eyes
Yet the eyes are still wide open
Dec 8, 2017
Dec 8, 2017 at 5:59 AM UTC