AdelaideLondon - Hello Poetry

i am more lonely than you think i am and i am not happy and this poem has no poetic flow or rhythm its just the heavy weight of empty words punctuationless sentences formed to be barely coherent i am lonely and i am sad

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Mar 5, 2018

Mar 5, 2018 at 3:15 PM UTC

lonely

i am more lonely than you think i am and i am not happy and this poem has no poetic flow or rhythm its just the heavy weight of empty words punctuationless sentences formed to be barely coherent i am lonely and i am sad

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Dear God, forgive me for i have sinned I have lied, manipulated and disguised. Loved, liked and hated, I have bled my sins onto paper -poured the words out of my soul- yet somehow, these thoughts these problems these worries still go unsolved. I told them I didn't care 'beat me to death if you like!' 'kill me a thousand times over' I have lost my will to fight Yet my body is filled with anguish and pain and morbid passion Stuck in this mortal body that I hate who am i to complain? I have refused to believe that pain is relative ten arrows that do not **** a wolf-mother only one needed to **** her cub, a daughter When I am that she wolf why am i so ungrateful that I wish to die and perish from that one arrow? Dear God, forgive me for i have sinned End Note: If not, just take me away from here. I'm pretty sure I'm going to hell anyways.

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Oct 29, 2017

Oct 29, 2017 at 5:43 PM UTC

Forgive Me For I Have Sinned

Dear God, forgive me for i have sinned I have lied, manipulated and disguised. Loved, liked and hated, I have bled my sins onto paper -poured the words out of my soul- yet somehow, these thoughts these problems these worries still go unsolved. I told them I didn't care 'beat me to death if you like!' 'kill me a thousand times over' I have lost my will to fight Yet my body is filled with anguish and pain and morbid passion Stuck in this mortal body that I hate who am i to complain? I have refused to believe that pain is relative ten arrows that do not **** a wolf-mother only one needed to **** her cub, a daughter When I am that she wolf why am i so ungrateful that I wish to die and perish from that one arrow? Dear God, forgive me for i have sinned End Note: If not, just take me away from here. I'm pretty sure I'm going to hell anyways.

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What if I'm sick of it? What if I'm sick of the role you have so eloquently written for me? What can I do if you are obsessed with colouring in the lines while I yearn to draw outside of them? What if I go off script and say something foolish, dumb -stupid even. What if I want to let go of it? Let go of the loneliness that accompanies the burden of being perfect. What if you realise that the higher you set your expectations for me, the further you will fall. I am not ready to carry that responsibility. I am not ready to be perfect.

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Oct 29, 2017

Oct 29, 2017 at 5:30 PM UTC

I Am Not Ready To Be Perfect

What if I'm sick of it? What if I'm sick of the role you have so eloquently written for me? What can I do if you are obsessed with colouring in the lines while I yearn to draw outside of them? What if I go off script and say something foolish, dumb -stupid even. What if I want to let go of it? Let go of the loneliness that accompanies the burden of being perfect. What if you realise that the higher you set your expectations for me, the further you will fall. I am not ready to carry that responsibility. I am not ready to be perfect.

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It was for you You YOU It was all for you But when the time came and i was behind bars for crimes i did not commit you turned your back not bothering to bring justice to my name I lied for you killed for you loved for you -but i guess your thanks was just temporary- Because as I stand here, the cold axe kissing my neck, i see your eyes boring into mine they show nothing no hint of remorse regret or guilt And the axe lifts and in my last moments i feel it coming down feel the tears on my face the price of your love was my demise

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Oct 2, 2017

Oct 2, 2017 at 3:32 PM UTC

The Price Of Your Love

It was for you You YOU It was all for you But when the time came and i was behind bars for crimes i did not commit you turned your back not bothering to bring justice to my name I lied for you killed for you loved for you -but i guess your thanks was just temporary- Because as I stand here, the cold axe kissing my neck, i see your eyes boring into mine they show nothing no hint of remorse regret or guilt And the axe lifts and in my last moments i feel it coming down feel the tears on my face the price of your love was my demise

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Nobody goes out asking for it. When I walk out, I am a statement not be ignored but not be taken advantage of. When I walk out, -I'm telling you right now- what you should see? is one hell of a woman what you shouldn't? is a candy bar that exists only for your desires. Nobody goes out asking for it. I never asked you to follow me. I didn't want to talk. I never did anything to fall victim to ****** assault. I want ya'll to hear me, Imma say it real short. None of you deserve to fall victim of ****** assault. So this is a message to all you men womanizers liars 'you told us we would be safe'ers haters scarers self-esteem lowerers NOBODY GOES OUT ASKING FOR IT and if you are a guy? believe me when I say that when you followed me and made that comment i didn't like it and believe when I tell you one thing I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT.

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Jul 3, 2017

Jul 3, 2017 at 3:17 PM UTC

Nobody Goes Out Asking For It

Nobody goes out asking for it. When I walk out, I am a statement not be ignored but not be taken advantage of. When I walk out, -I'm telling you right now- what you should see? is one hell of a woman what you shouldn't? is a candy bar that exists only for your desires. Nobody goes out asking for it. I never asked you to follow me. I didn't want to talk. I never did anything to fall victim to ****** assault. I want ya'll to hear me, Imma say it real short. None of you deserve to fall victim of ****** assault. So this is a message to all you men womanizers liars 'you told us we would be safe'ers haters scarers self-esteem lowerers NOBODY GOES OUT ASKING FOR IT and if you are a guy? believe me when I say that when you followed me and made that comment i didn't like it and believe when I tell you one thing I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT.

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When I was at school, I sat inbetween two best friends. They would pass notes over me talk over me. Like I didn't exist. Like they didn't care. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends, I wouldn't try and talk to them smile at them. I wouldn't dare. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends so when the teacher asked 'Who's partner?' They'd say "Us Miss!" I'd say 'Nobody Miss' But she wouldn't hear. So on a dreary Thursday -periods three and four- I would sit by myself in Music class all alone by the piano. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends. isn't it sad how I seemed to look forward to their conversations? Don't look at me like that. I didn't have any other ones to look forward to. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends. I wouldn't blame them for not liking me. no one really did

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Jun 29, 2017

Jun 29, 2017 at 4:06 PM UTC

Between Two Best Friends

When I was at school, I sat inbetween two best friends. They would pass notes over me talk over me. Like I didn't exist. Like they didn't care. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends, I wouldn't try and talk to them smile at them. I wouldn't dare. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends so when the teacher asked 'Who's partner?' They'd say "Us Miss!" I'd say 'Nobody Miss' But she wouldn't hear. So on a dreary Thursday -periods three and four- I would sit by myself in Music class all alone by the piano. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends. isn't it sad how I seemed to look forward to their conversations? Don't look at me like that. I didn't have any other ones to look forward to. When I was at school, I sat between two best friends. I wouldn't blame them for not liking me. no one really did

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Wipe away my memory like I was never there. Rip away the walls around my heart, until the flesh is bare. **** me till I bleed to death Cry for me in despair. Search for me in your memories, when I was never there. You will cross that threshold my dear of death, a pond so shallow I shall be waiting for you my dear over at the deathly Hallows

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Jun 29, 2017

Jun 29, 2017 at 3:56 PM UTC

At The Deathly Hallows

Wipe away my memory like I was never there. Rip away the walls around my heart, until the flesh is bare. **** me till I bleed to death Cry for me in despair. Search for me in your memories, when I was never there. You will cross that threshold my dear of death, a pond so shallow I shall be waiting for you my dear over at the deathly Hallows

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They say it takes skill to wield a knife you have to hold it right at the right angle in the right way at the right time But you, I doubted that you had practice You had, the clumsiest hands I would ever know. But when the time came, -like an expert- you wedged that knife into my very soul

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Jun 25, 2017

Jun 25, 2017 at 2:45 PM UTC

To Wield A Knife

They say it takes skill to wield a knife you have to hold it right at the right angle in the right way at the right time But you, I doubted that you had practice You had, the clumsiest hands I would ever know. But when the time came, -like an expert- you wedged that knife into my very soul

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jihad jihadis what was it? who are they? *Not a bunch of crazy war-fuelled black-clothed extremists.* *Definitely not a man a hater ploughing a van through innocents leaving them with an early encounter of death.* *Absolutely not Bombers Killers Murderers ISIS* Struggle. That is the meaning of Jihad Jihadi Someone who struggles. Muslims, People Who Struggle Who need to wake up for dawn prayers Who struggle with school work Who want to increase their faith Who are terrified of being on another hater's hit list Who walk around bearing the slurs about their religion Who need to feed kids Who want to go to school Who have armslegskneesheartsfaces ------are human do they sound like killers?

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Jun 20, 2017

Jun 20, 2017 at 3:20 PM UTC

Jihad

jihad jihadis what was it? who are they? *Not a bunch of crazy war-fuelled black-clothed extremists.* *Definitely not a man a hater ploughing a van through innocents leaving them with an early encounter of death.* *Absolutely not Bombers Killers Murderers ISIS* Struggle. That is the meaning of Jihad Jihadi Someone who struggles. Muslims, People Who Struggle Who need to wake up for dawn prayers Who struggle with school work Who want to increase their faith Who are terrified of being on another hater's hit list Who walk around bearing the slurs about their religion Who need to feed kids Who want to go to school Who have armslegskneesheartsfaces ------are human do they sound like killers?

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Dear Baby Of Mine, I swear to God I would have loved you. held you fed you cared for you Why did you decide to take away the sleepless nights and cries. Why did you take away the wasted money and baby wipes. Why did you take away the nagging voice, and stripes drawn across the wall. I would have been angry when you did that. But I would still love you! You didn't come to life. Yet I held you at night, already in love but You didn't come to life. You died. A small human. You died. barely old enough to hear. You died. With in me. And nothing could stop you. Oh Baby Of Mine! WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU Where Are You Where Are You where are you where are you whereareyou whereareyou Oh Baby Of Mine I swear to God I would have loved you.

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Jun 18, 2017

Jun 18, 2017 at 11:17 AM UTC

Baby Of Miscarriage

Dear Baby Of Mine, I swear to God I would have loved you. held you fed you cared for you Why did you decide to take away the sleepless nights and cries. Why did you take away the wasted money and baby wipes. Why did you take away the nagging voice, and stripes drawn across the wall. I would have been angry when you did that. But I would still love you! You didn't come to life. Yet I held you at night, already in love but You didn't come to life. You died. A small human. You died. barely old enough to hear. You died. With in me. And nothing could stop you. Oh Baby Of Mine! WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU Where Are You Where Are You where are you where are you whereareyou whereareyou Oh Baby Of Mine I swear to God I would have loved you.

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