I want something i cant have
Something ive had before, soft and tender,
Something that isnt mine
Something thats on my mind
A woman
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC
I am in pain
I ache
I bleed
Dry
Tired
Weak
You are a failure,
Your world lives in a mirage
How much did you think it would help
Guilt and disgust for yourself
Leave it be, or dig deeper,
Your ambition has blindly lead you to a cliff
Hear i am to open my eyes and jump
Dec 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018 at 2:09 AM UTC
I hope you know
Theres a Poloroid of you
On my wall.
4 years and 13 days to the date
You disappeared,
I loved you then
You danced across wood floors
Dropped jaws
You spun me up in your silk
You made me feel flawless from a hundred miles away
I wished I could spend every day with you
I still do
I don't know where you are now,
the world swallowed you whole
Im tired
And cold
And you brought me warmth
I just wondered if you where wondering
That after all this time
If I still kept that Poloroid of you
On my wall
Mar 9, 2017
Mar 9, 2017 at 4:48 PM UTC
I'm alone now
Night sounds
Cicadas chirp incessantly.
The rain falls so softly
I know that no one's around
Blackberrys on the ground,
Wilting
The wind curls around me
No shelter
The echos bounce around me
No sleep
When I get home, they'll be nothing to eat
But my good intentions
Mar 9, 2017
Mar 9, 2017 at 3:25 PM UTC
18 months in a brick shed with a tin roof
6 more in a wood box too cramped to breathe
Another year
Living in fear
In a room with no lock
And in 3 more weeks
I'll get my own place
No doors that don't close
No windows that don't open
I spent three years of my life in moldy decrepid rot
And now after removing a thot
I find myself in a happy space
A dog named squirt and a kitchen two steps wide
My girlfriend looking at me with pride
4 months ago I'd never imagine
That today's the day I move to my own
Mansion
Feb 24, 2017
Feb 24, 2017 at 1:42 AM UTC
Crystal parts
Broken hearts
I've been hiding all my fears
In this pipe
For far to many years
Feb 3, 2017
Feb 3, 2017 at 12:07 AM UTC
So you've moved on,
I mean I know it didn't take you this long
But I still haven't
When i think about you it still hurts where my heart used to be,
But that's ok
You needed to go your way
I just wish that your was a path that didn't go straight through someone else's ****
I wish you had the corage to end it
Before you rolled Me over
And ****** me with my heart
But that's ok I get it
We all make mistakes
And what breaks me one day builds me up the next (I've been told)
I just hope you make the right choices
I hope you find the right faces
And go to to the right places
Just promise me you'll never forget
Jan 28, 2017
Jan 28, 2017 at 11:10 PM UTC
I wish that sleep wasn't a thing
So I could spend all night talking
And I wish your breathing
Didn't sound like snoring,
(through a microphone)
And though I know your hear with me
On the phone
I wish more then anything
That I wasn't home alone
Jan 28, 2017
Jan 28, 2017 at 4:12 AM UTC
I'm a little more then lost right now.
A little more then scared
I thought I knew who to trust
But now I see no one cares
My heart is aching
My future is shaking
I'm about to loose it all
But I know your smilling
Deep down,there's no hidding
You never really cared
Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 9:12 PM UTC
Dabble baby,
I'm your supply,
You'll never know a guy who will get you
Quite this high.
Smoke Me,
Drink me,
Snort me too.
Slip me onto your tongue,
Under the sun,
You'll trip, it's true.
The longer you use me
The more you'll see
No one's abused the supply
Quite like me
I'm dead and cold and dark and blue
I've sold my soul for a fix you know it's true
So now nothing makes me happier
Then poisoning your mind,
Don't stay in my life too long baby
I'm just a fix, you'll find
For all the broken things inside you
You know you'll never fix
I'm just the duck tape
To stop you loosing your mind
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 2:49 PM UTC