I'm trying now
To think about,
The thing I just forgot.
Where did it go?
It was right here.
And now I am without.
It's hiding now.
From me, I guess.
It must have run away.
I wish it would stay
Here with me.
I didn't want to play.
Is that it, there?
Behind the couch?!
I wish it would stay put.
I quietly
Run up to it,
And touch it with my foot.
Oh, my God!
It isn't mine!
It angrily kicks back.
"What the F,
you doin' B?!"
It verbally attacks.
I cower now,
Behind the desk.
"Leave me be and go away!
I didn't mean
to startle you.
Where is my thought? Which way?"
Just then it reoccurs to me.
Oh, right.
That's what it was!
I think it now,
Inside my head.
"Man, that's a good buzz!"
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 4:01 PM UTC
Did I love you with all of my heart? Guilty.
Did I take care of you from the start? Guilty.
Did I help you learn and play and grow? Guilty.
So why then, now must you go?
Was I not enough? Guilty.
Wasn't I tough enough? Guilty.
Perhaps I left the leash too long? Guilty.
The choices you made were all wrong.
Am I fading now into the dark? Guilty.
Did I never even make a mark? Guilty.
Did I try and cry and fight and yell? Guilty.
Now you're leaving me right here in hell.
Was there something more I could've done? Guilty.
Will I be looked down on by everyone? Guilty.
Will I cry all through the night and day? Guilty.
How I truly wish that you could stay.
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 3:37 PM UTC
I love you so much it hurts
I try to hold back
But in strength I do lack
Cause the tears still come out in spurts
_
I try to be optimistic
Even though I am crying
I know you'll be fine
My feelings for you are intrinsic
_
I feel you from far away
My heart, well it dies
A little inside
But my head does still know you're ok
_
Hopefully now we can mend
I yelled and I tried
You fought and I cried
But I know that this isn't the end
_
Now sorry is all that is felt
Your face is let down
And I now wear the crown
Of a mother engulfed in guilt
_
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 2:38 PM UTC
I know that you were lying
There was, of truth, a trace
I saw it in your eyes
It's on your stupid face
I heard your words, dishonest
Between your teeth they pace
I think I'd like to slap you
Right on your stupid face
Presently, I ponder
Your lies fall with such grace
If only I could stop them
And shut your stupid face
My ears, forever crying
Now I have lost the race
Your lies will never falter
I hate your stupid face
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 12:16 PM UTC