I believe God put inside us
The desire for connection
And in a few people he removed that possibility
So they must endure suffering
How long can one endure?
We can only wait patiently until we die
God please help me be connected to what's good for me.
God fill this void inside me. And if it cannot be filled, then remove these human desires from me and let me be an alien.
Sep 20, 2023
Sep 20, 2023 at 6:12 AM UTC
The world is so ****** up that
I'd rather stay in my corner.
As lonely as it is, nobody can hurt me.
I am hurting but I AM SAFE.
Maybe that makes me a coward,
Or maybe it makes me a hero.
Those who protected their good hearts
They do it with a noble intention.
In a world full of hurt people who hurt others
What a rare thing a kind heart is
Sep 20, 2023
Sep 20, 2023 at 6:04 AM UTC
She's sort of beautiful
I see her from afar
And as I get closer
I see she isn't all that beautiful
And that the beauty I saw
Was my minds longing to appreciate
Another human being
Perhaps the way I've looked at her, is the way I wish someone would look at me.
A funny thing the mind is, often times he's not your friend
How the mind creates stories
When there are none.
Aug 1, 2023
Aug 1, 2023 at 6:27 AM UTC
The mind becomes perverted
By it's trauma and loneliness
You start to wonder who you were
And who you are is more unclear
Aug 1, 2023
Aug 1, 2023 at 6:22 AM UTC
Life thrusts me into a path,
Of violent solitude.
Solitude clothed as loneliness,
A friend dressed like an enemy.
A sheep dressed like a wolf.
I am searching for myself.
Who was I before I drowned the pain
With intoxication and in absolute vain
Jul 28, 2023
Jul 28, 2023 at 6:35 AM UTC
The thoughts are so loud
But there are no decibels.
They deafen me
Yet you cannot hear them.
Criticism in its tone
Trauma in its vocabulary.
I've relapsed
Apr 20, 2022
Apr 20, 2022 at 6:17 AM UTC
Most men are starved of affection
Most men are barred from attention
To a man this is normal
But to a woman it needs a mention
Because they don't understand
This terrible loneliness at hand
That only comes with being a man
An average man.
Apr 18, 2022
Apr 18, 2022 at 2:39 AM UTC
I open my chest
My heart
It Falls onto the page
Still beating
I empart emotion
Into the lifeless canvas
One life for another
The poem now lives
But I do not
Apr 14, 2022
Apr 14, 2022 at 11:48 AM UTC
O earth!
Why do you call me back
I want to live
So stop calling me to death
O earth!
I fear your cold embrace!
I want to live
Apr 14, 2022
Apr 14, 2022 at 9:51 AM UTC
Perhaps I will throw myself from an ocean
Dashed upon rocks
An **** of blood and bone
What ends shall a man go
To quieten his soul
I try to tame the roaring blaze inside me
But it flows out of my eyes
From fire to water
Tears gush forth like springs
Watering my beard
Like thirsty flowers
Apr 12, 2022
Apr 12, 2022 at 9:55 AM UTC