I see no life behind those eyes
I see no fear
I see no love
I don’t see stars anymore
I see no sparkle
I see no light
I don’t see stars anymore
All I see is a sky without stars and a sky without stars is a life without love
Apr 28, 2021
Apr 28, 2021 at 2:24 AM UTC
my home is where my heart is
just a few have the keys
so I let them in
but most have the wrong key
some lose the keys, never to return
some find their way to a different home
I want to let them in
but when I do
my anxiety crawls
and the doors open to walls
the one that I long for, has not found the key
while I ponder and wonder in a room full of thoughts
sometimes I can hear the clanging of keys next door
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:14 AM UTC
She is like the Moon, she won't let go of her sea
she lifts up waves between you and me
waves of wrath and war
that form a wall of tears that separate the land and the sea
then the sun casts a spell on the moon
and the past lovers made peace
but each night the moon changed 9 times
tossing and turning
alone and in the dark
without her sun
so the moon made love with the sun
and they formed the stars
they came and they went
but they were always there reminding her
that one day the moon might find her sun again
Jul 31, 2019
Jul 31, 2019 at 9:21 AM UTC
She waves goodbye to tomorrow
Waiting for the worst
And she flies into her sorrows
Until there's no return,
Until there's no return.
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 5:25 AM UTC
Faith where have you gone?
And God, we haven't talked for so long
What if, what if, what if my life is waisted?
worries, worries leave me alone
you don't deserve to steal my time no more
Fear is me, it turns my back on forgotten dreams and fantasies
Oh forget the painful sorrows of yesterday
And now my feelings, i pour them away
and thats another sip, another sip
Drown my tears into a bottle of gin
Yet i'm still here, i'm still here
And i don't know if i desire to stay
But surely thats for another day
Are we going to die? Thats for certain
One more day won't hurt?
May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 9:20 PM UTC
you were the scar of my life
a worst mistake that I cannot hide
like a washed out memory or forgotten pain
you left a mark that I gained
I'm healed but it still remains the same
a brutal reminder of what I went through
and I will carry it till the day I die
after all it was all that I had left of you
because i'm a survivor of your pain
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 7:20 AM UTC
A world of dreams
Awaits for me
In the distant light
Or near future
Among the stars
My dream is one of the many stars that shine upon the night sky
Big or small
Same or different
Impossible or possible
Far or reachable
Some are there to be desired
Some left untouched and just admired
Every night I look up, they are there
Everyone’s dreams covering the night sky
Reminding us that our dreams exist
Giving us a sense of hope that we may achieve them
But also a sense of disbelief as they seem so far away
There they were
We just have to reach them
My oh my
My star may look very small among many others
But through my darkest nights it fills me with light and hope.
Because if i didn’t have these stars what would decorate my night sky? Or more so my life? My life of beautiful dreams
But when night turns to day
And morning sets in and the stars fade away
It’s back to reality
And the stars disappear like a forgotten dream that wasn’t meant to be
But when nightfall creeps in again
A glimmer of hope crosses the night sky
A shooting star
And that is when
I’ll know I will have achieved my dreams
Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 6:13 AM UTC
My favourite song is the love of my life
I want to dance with him
Sing along with him
Love and listen to him on repeat
I can never get him out of my head
Even if I tried he’s always on my mind
How could anything be so perfect?
The way he makes me feel
Can’t be explained
Because when I hear you it feels like home
And when you speak I hear the sounds of angels echoing a thousand times
On repeat
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 7:20 AM UTC
And as I looked at myself in the mirror,
I no longer felt like anyone.
Like my body was just someone I invaded,
like my soul was apart of something else
something bigger.
I felt scared but I also like felt nothing at the same time.
And in that moment I looked at myself, into my eyes and no longer saw me, but a figure of my imagination
standing their impersonating me....
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 8:53 AM UTC
i know you are somewhere out there
somewhere far away
and as i look through the stars that orbit the sky
not a single one can be compared to you
not even the sun
my oh my
a thousand miles away from me
seems so far
but i know you are right here in my arms
As nightfall caves in
a heavy weight of darkness covers my skin
but only one star remains
and that is you,
a light that shines when darkness gives us the blues
lightening up the dark
giving me a sense of comfort when i don't have you
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 8:27 AM UTC