You cling so tight
Wanting to keep me as your own
As I get close to others you hold tighter
Growing jealous
But when I was yours
When no one else could have me
You didn't care
You didn't see me
You cheated and lied and ran
And I had to deal with it
Not seeing or talking to you for two months before you apologized
But if I don't text you for one week
You threw a fit
Why
Because you are a selfish boy
A boy who has anger and feelings
I'm expected to care for you
While my anger and feelings are irrelevant
You want me to get on my knees for you
When you want and when I refuse
You call me mean
You! call ME mean
Like it's mean to put myself first
To be heard
To tell you to shape up or leave me alone
Selfish boy
Selfish boy whom I can't ignore
No matter how angry or the feelings we have
I stay
I talk to you
I care for you
I come back
Like I have never done for anyone else
I try to make you feel okay even if I'm not
I miss you when I'm not around you
My selfish boy
Apr 19, 2021
Apr 19, 2021 at 2:17 PM UTC
Hold my hand as you do, love
Keep me close as we walk
This valley and shadows can't hold us forever, love
It's just a matter of time
Watch the clock
Because while we suffer so much today
Tomorrow and for two years
Unaccaptance and loneliness
After that we will be together so stay here
It will all be worth it eventually
Apr 19, 2021
Apr 19, 2021 at 1:59 PM UTC
Don't give complete faith in someone else for your happiness
You should be happy on your own in case you lose them
This I know
This I understand
But this I also forget when my happiness declines
My love gives me a reason to live
When now looks o bleak
When I lost faith in myself I know they have not
When it looks like I've failed in everything
There is no hope left
I think about mi amor
Think about how they love me
How they would miss me
How I have not mess us up
So, while I know I'm supposed to separate
My happiness from relationship
It's irrelevant when my wanting to live alone
Is oveceeded by them giving me a reason to live
Mar 30, 2021
Mar 30, 2021 at 11:05 AM UTC
I'm so happy with who I'm with now
But that doesn't mean I forget
It doesn't mean I can't remember
Of how he felt
He is so bad for me
That's why I chose to ignore him
But at the same time
So good
As a friend when he wasn't a lover
I miss him so much
But can't tell him
Out of pride, respect of the one I'm with, or something else
I simply can't
But to speak with him in person
To see him and be his friend
Cause we are no longer lovers
But I miss everything about him so
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 10:37 AM UTC
I want to be your protection
Want to keep you safe
Want to hurt who dares to judge you
Cause my darling, you are perfect
I want to tell you you are amazing
Beautiful, and kind
Want you to believe me when I say
You are worth your breath of life
But all I can do
Is hope my words get through
On the other side of a screen
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 7:33 PM UTC
They say there is no end to the love I feel
That love has no limits
Is this what I feel for them... Love?
I think about them constantly
Have thoughts in day and dreams at night
Wishing they were here with me
Driving be crazy is the distance
I want to feel them more then anyone
Want to tell them about my day
Never have I wanted to text someone as much
As I do for them
But I have been with so many people
People who did lead me astray
Left me broken when they had enough
And now I'm with them
Is this what love feels like
Like there is no one else that can hold your attention
That distance doesn't mean a thing
Except for making nights lonelier knowing they are so far away
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 7:31 PM UTC
She wasn't enough for him
Never enough for her
Not enough for them
The love she wants to share but can't
Because the love she has ends
Splits-- she can never love just one person
It's never enough
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 7:27 PM UTC
Drowning in the waters of hate
All she did was breath
She was walking on the shore of sociality
Pushed in by confidence
But once she went into the waters
Down she was dragged by the monsters
These monsters have names
Their names are: words and action
Words and action living in the water Hate
And now she is drowning
All she did was breath
Why is the monsters drag her
Her mother said she should have warned her
The waters and monsters don't like girls her color
So they will drown her until she dies unless she fights and makes herself untouchable
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 12:28 PM UTC
I am America
One born free
American in my raise
Living in a country where so many wish to be
I am America
With house family and education
Democracy through and through
Where so many are able to be dreamin’
But I am also America
When treated inequally
Women, the black and gay
White men claim to be better than me
I am America
The country where we starve
Where if you’re not perfect you’re less human
Everyone fighting for their brother’s love
This is America
Free and opportunity
Inequality and poor
All lead by our chosen successful democracy
I am America
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 12:24 PM UTC
He thinks the world is against him
He looks over his shoulder
He is seeing ghosts
Of all his past lovers
Scared out of his mind
He huddles in a corner
Scared to open his eyes
Now he is getting colder
'Put an end to this pain'
Is all he can think
"There is no one to save me"
Frozen with no idea what to do
His roommate comes in his room
Worried for his friend
Not knowing what to do
He simply bends down to hold him
He is not alone but the one scared doesn't know that
He screams and runs away
After that, no one knows what happened
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 1:27 PM UTC