AM_stardust_spirit - Hello Poetry

I want every spec of his gathered stardust His hands around my waist I want every inch of the constellations scattered accross his back Tracing my fingers along each freckle of his to the next I found the map that guides me home Each time I'm lost Hopelessely I was always waiting for someone to help me make the stars align He did not accept that I was dead as all my blood turned into wine He is the last star I needed to find in order to connect the dots amongst my own galaxy It all made sense now Each page I bled my poetry of pain from the past All the half loves, shades of grey, fragments of my heart shattered on the floor and rose tinted glass All of my ghosts, all of the lies, why my stardust never truly collided with anyone else Each night I spent begging the moon to send me him, all of the lonely nights spent alone in my favourite room, why everything I didn't want revealed the truth All of my words I wished one day would be appreciated, restless nights kept awake praying that someone like him existed It was within my chaos I learned I desired a soul like his, he was the calming sound of the rain Pitter-pattering of trickles down my spine Wherever his fingertips brush against me Meeting him was coming home after a long, long, search for a blue moon Only his love is once in a lifetime, surreal and safe to succumb to.

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May 7, 2020

May 7, 2020 at 4:06 AM UTC

Soulmate

I want every spec of his gathered stardust His hands around my waist I want every inch of the constellations scattered accross his back Tracing my fingers along each freckle of his to the next I found the map that guides me home Each time I'm lost Hopelessely I was always waiting for someone to help me make the stars align He did not accept that I was dead as all my blood turned into wine He is the last star I needed to find in order to connect the dots amongst my own galaxy It all made sense now Each page I bled my poetry of pain from the past All the half loves, shades of grey, fragments of my heart shattered on the floor and rose tinted glass All of my ghosts, all of the lies, why my stardust never truly collided with anyone else Each night I spent begging the moon to send me him, all of the lonely nights spent alone in my favourite room, why everything I didn't want revealed the truth All of my words I wished one day would be appreciated, restless nights kept awake praying that someone like him existed It was within my chaos I learned I desired a soul like his, he was the calming sound of the rain Pitter-pattering of trickles down my spine Wherever his fingertips brush against me Meeting him was coming home after a long, long, search for a blue moon Only his love is once in a lifetime, surreal and safe to succumb to.

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I still remember Scattering Stars Accross the Canvas You once Caused me To Hate Decorating my Darkness Masking it With Art Always Was my Strong Trait Defeatedly, I still Crumbled At the Knee Of your Black clothes & Red Rose. -it's a good thing I'm a lot stronger now. I wish we could try again

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Oct 19, 2019

Oct 19, 2019 at 6:44 PM UTC

Scattered Stars☆

I still remember Scattering Stars Accross the Canvas You once Caused me To Hate Decorating my Darkness Masking it With Art Always Was my Strong Trait Defeatedly, I still Crumbled At the Knee Of your Black clothes & Red Rose. -it's a good thing I'm a lot stronger now. I wish we could try again

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I still remember Frollicking in the garden with you Falling in love with Magical colorful lights Your hand entwined in mine Sweaty palms Widened pupils & Your pretty eyes Infront of mine A fairytale, As psychedelic Trips usually are That's what you were One big trip An illusion An idea of who I thought you were What I thought we were What I was to you Wasn't enough Didn't mean more Than the next party We escaped to It wasn't until Frollicking in the garden Past cold fingertips & Warm coffee sleeves A beautiful family Holding hands Fresh baby face All theirs to hold Did I realize That's what I Wanted Instead -It was within that one moment I wanted to escape to reality for a change.

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Oct 8, 2019

Oct 8, 2019 at 2:34 AM UTC

Lsd butterflies

I still remember Frollicking in the garden with you Falling in love with Magical colorful lights Your hand entwined in mine Sweaty palms Widened pupils & Your pretty eyes Infront of mine A fairytale, As psychedelic Trips usually are That's what you were One big trip An illusion An idea of who I thought you were What I thought we were What I was to you Wasn't enough Didn't mean more Than the next party We escaped to It wasn't until Frollicking in the garden Past cold fingertips & Warm coffee sleeves A beautiful family Holding hands Fresh baby face All theirs to hold Did I realize That's what I Wanted Instead -It was within that one moment I wanted to escape to reality for a change.

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There is a Fine-line Boy Between Soaking in Self-Interest As your Standard Of decisions & Healthily Doing you Is it really Unhealthy to Love With your Entire Soul Or to Drain Someones Instead? -When I packed my bags I took my empathy with me.

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Sep 26, 2019

Sep 26, 2019 at 12:14 AM UTC

вυттєяflу flαgѕ♡\

There is a Fine-line Boy Between Soaking in Self-Interest As your Standard Of decisions & Healthily Doing you Is it really Unhealthy to Love With your Entire Soul Or to Drain Someones Instead? -When I packed my bags I took my empathy with me.

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Naked Under the ᎷᎧᎧᏁ ☾ Manifesting My world Into the ways I want to & After I Shower myself In the ｓｔａｒｓ ☆ I won't Come back To you. -but I bet it was fun while sαcяιғιcιηg my soul.

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Sep 16, 2019

Sep 16, 2019 at 10:38 PM UTC

Waves II

Naked Under the ᎷᎧᎧᏁ ☾ Manifesting My world Into the ways I want to & After I Shower myself In the ｓｔａｒｓ ☆ I won't Come back To you. -but I bet it was fun while sαcяιғιcιηg my soul.

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Reconnecting With his Body was Like Stumbling back Upon the map That guides me Home Each time I'm lost His strong Arms around My waist Constellations In his eyes Yearning for His soul After Being in your Embrace.<\♡ ι ωιℓℓ αℓωαүs нαvε α ғιяε ιηsι∂ε вυяηιηg ғσя тнαт мαη.

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Sep 8, 2019

Sep 8, 2019 at 8:17 PM UTC

fire inside

Reconnecting With his Body was Like Stumbling back Upon the map That guides me Home Each time I'm lost His strong Arms around My waist Constellations In his eyes Yearning for His soul After Being in your Embrace.<\♡ ι ωιℓℓ αℓωαүs нαvε α ғιяε ιηsι∂ε вυяηιηg ғσя тнαт мαη.

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as I lay awake robbed by the ghost of you again I submit to haunted daydreams longing river flowing wet dreams fairytale facade ever endings & terrified of each corner of the universe we used to dance.

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Jul 23, 2019

Jul 23, 2019 at 1:36 AM UTC

ѕтσlєи ѕlєєρ

as I lay awake robbed by the ghost of you again I submit to haunted daydreams longing river flowing wet dreams fairytale facade ever endings & terrified of each corner of the universe we used to dance.

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she was not herself ever, but my god was she ever clever. her personality was lost by the way, you could tell that during each day-to-day. she feared every moment she had to speak, her vocal chords ached and always felt weak. she wanted to blend in and disappear, she never knew how to make magic appear. ... It was all an accident. <\♡ the way she found fatality when she looked for her personality.

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Jul 17, 2019

Jul 17, 2019 at 9:07 PM UTC

multiple personalities

she was not herself ever, but my god was she ever clever. her personality was lost by the way, you could tell that during each day-to-day. she feared every moment she had to speak, her vocal chords ached and always felt weak. she wanted to blend in and disappear, she never knew how to make magic appear. ... It was all an accident. <\♡ the way she found fatality when she looked for her personality.

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You were always around with your head in the clouds Feeling so high above me while knowing you never loved me

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Jul 17, 2019

Jul 17, 2019 at 8:50 PM UTC

floating