Falling in love
resembles a concoction
of emotions
Isn't it very easy
to let yourself fall?
What makes it hard
is knowing that
someone
extends their arm
to catch you
I fell hard
A fast drop
that I haven't even
given myself a chance
to get ready
I shattered
into smaller fragments
Destroyed
but I am the one
who's feeling sorry
My apology
must have been
a good remedy
to glue myself
back together
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 2:44 AM UTC
I could have
filled the gaps between your fingers.
I could be the one
you can talk to on the phone--
from dusk to dawn.
My shoulders are ready for you to cry on.
But even if I muster the feelings
you wouldn't have the same for me.
Undeserving,
I thought to myself
I hate the feeling that I am just an option
you have not selected.
It hurts
how you think
I'm not the one for you.
For my eyes, you were the only one.
Without question
Without hesitations
But I guess you will never know.
You missed out.
But thank you for not choosing me.
I realized,
it's not you
I deserve.
I've learned
the one that needs love
the most
isn't you,
but myself.
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 1:40 AM UTC
I like how the wind bristles against your fur
I know it whenever you purr
Your tiny paws are adorable
You're cute even if you get in trouble
I'm excited to go home that night
I expected you'll be there,
waiting for me at the door
You're not the type who smiles
You're not the type that greets "hello, hooman"
But I love you so much
I fill your bowl with treats
hoping you would come back
I leave the door latch open
just in case you go back
My room
is now silent and dark
Nightly, I wept
I can't help but sob,
knowing you're gone
I miss you
Come home
Jul 19, 2017
Jul 19, 2017 at 3:52 AM UTC
My arms
are created
to support you,
not to push you away.
These hands
are meant to hold yours;
not to slap your face
nor break your heart.
My fingers
are made
to fill the gap
between your fingers;
not for touching
the parts you don't like.
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 3:53 AM UTC
The room is filled with fumes
My lips can't kiss yours
but it smooch
the cig's ****
as I huff and puff;
I can almost finish
this pack.
Let me go back
to feeling
the heat of your body.
Do not let me
get burned
by the flames
of my cigarette.
Our steamy nights
turned to
smoking time alone.
I don't use
my mouth on you
anymore.
I blow
circles of smoke
instead.
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 5:51 AM UTC
Let's pretend our inside jokes
won't make you laugh
Just pretend you didn't stare
and I'll pretend I didn't know
Will it be hard to try?
We can pretend our friends
didn’t try to set us up
Let's pretend that we didn't like it
and I am not your type.
Will you go home and cry?
Just pretend the kisses were unpassionate
Pretend we didn't enjoy cuddling
since my bed was empty the morning after
Will you hug your pillow tight?
We can pretend you didn't reach for my hand
Although I love it when you
wrap your fingers around mine
Continue on pretending
Pretend like there's no connection
No spark
Like nothing's happened
Let's just pretend we never met
Let's pretend we didn't care
I said I'm okay,
pretending to feel better
Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 1:24 AM UTC
Am I mute?
I am lost for words
without the ability
to utter why.
I am feeling empty.
Am I deaf?
I am struggling
to find my inner peace,
that my ears hurt
from the silence.
Am I blind?
My eyes are wet
from crying.
My emotions are the reason
why I am drowning.
Am I crippled?
I tried to raise my hand
but it trembles.
I desperately need some help
Am I dead?
My chest heaves
and my lungs burn.
I struggled to find
some air.
**It is hard for me
to breathe anymore.**
Apr 19, 2017
Apr 19, 2017 at 12:30 PM UTC
You don’t have to be lonely
I will kiss your sadness away
Let me soothe your senses
Relax and take a deep breath
I will gently caress your soul
and slowly touch your heart
Does that make you feel good?
What do you think
if I say,
“I want to explore you.”
I see you nod your head.
Now, let me take a peek
of your views
Then I will give you
an impression
that will last
Do you want me to stop?
I can feel you
urging for more
I will strip down
your worries
Did I say I am good
with persuasion?
I want to bring you pleasure;
I will drive you mad
Let our bodies heat up
as I stroke your desires
We will be sweating out
as we exercise our intellect
Oh, I see
you’re already dripping
with emotions
Are you craving for more?
Let me hear you implore
I want you
to open your mouth
and blow my mind
I will eat you
until i’m down
to your core
I surely want
to have a taste
of your aspirations
I can hear you breathing heavily
as I push my ideas
in and out of your mind
I will go deep
into your thoughts
until you moan
with satisfaction
—–
**Yes, babe—
I will penetrate your thoughts
And I will **** your brains out**
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 2:27 AM UTC
Him: Do you still think of me?
Her: Back then, yes.
In fact, all the time.
But not now, not always.
Him: I still think of you.
Her: Do you think of me
because you miss me?
Or did you miss me
just because you remembered me?
It’s the same thought but different feelings.
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 1:39 PM UTC
You will soon realize
that there are more people
willing to use their hands
to undress you
but only a few
would reach out
their hand
to hold yours.
You will see
how many fingers
would want
to touch you
than entwine their fingers
with yours.
Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 10:27 AM UTC