Ghost of sins chasing me whenever I try to remember your face ; asking for forgiveness,but it worthless: haunted,afraid .
echoes of my past self still wants to breath,
thick layers of mold are filling my eyes,
smell of heaven looks far away.
cracked lips dried from love, trying to touch the neon of light .
seeking the greatness looking for mercy ,
lost beneathe,
I dig for corners to hide,
running to a place I didn't found ,
catching the chances that left me one behind,
beginnings for warm hugs that I lost ,
tearing hard without my real eyes ,
screaming loud silently ,
lord forgot to light my way , wake me up to fight alone ,
thoughts looking into my heart ,
flowers bloom in my grave are saved ,
curses engraved in my arms along.
May 17
May 17, 2026 at 5:36 PM UTC
Tearing burned pain , it filled my place with loneliness ,
demons took what's inside with wet ashes ,
heart of the ocean recall the lord , healing the lost spirits ,
hanging the tongue from the shattered words ,
fire shine the blind eyes,
fear target us by our fate to the rise,
weak bodies wander in lord's ground,
slaves in lines of the book,
it covered the world and lifted behind,
broken bones made for the angels touch,
Hearing the light coming to be judged forced.
looking into the lovers escaping the god's hands,
made by faith and fake strength .
I adore , the shadow of love that spotted with ghosts at the night war.
Red anger possessed the soul of the innocent faces eternal,
romanticising every tremble of death luck,
their sins wouldn't forgive them , sharpening the angels of hell river .
Black mystery discussing the end of human suffer .
You only know what you're allowed to , but never the veins of the future later .
Heaviness on your cheeks erased by god's tolerance
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 12:14 PM UTC
Snow blooms in my heart,
Shattered glass tears up on her cheeks,
Winds whispers,
catches her breath as it mine.
Her pink lips draw the whole city with love.
Scary darkness curled her lashes when she looked at me.
Our distance built a flower on its silent core.
Her name is a moment will vanish.
Afraid to call her name but,
shadow of cowardice wins before me .
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 5:05 PM UTC
Crawling in a road full of nails.
Hearing the harsh winds trying to end me.
Every drop of rain burning ice.
My fingers are gone with snow whispers.
Sky anxious at December nights ,
Loved the way as the people peacefully screaming,
****** eyes dancing in the trees's houses.
Spirits standing in the edges of a shaky bridge .
Dec 25, 2025
Dec 25, 2025 at 2:22 PM UTC
I got to end the misery ,
but beauty shouldn't fade .
All my passion has vanished .
Secretly hiding from myself ,
I don't want to know ,
but still discovering .
My words won't express the emotions,
but my eyes will.
You hear my soul screaming
trying to heal .
Dec 19, 2025
Dec 19, 2025 at 8:19 AM UTC
Every scent of fire burned under pressure.
Never escaped certainly saw me for a last time
dreaming in my world.
Time tides my neck every time as i follow it rules,
drowning in tears of my moon.
Each hope that I have has gone with my overthinking above,
shadow of my creep still spy on me if
I did the thing or i keep procrastinate .
Necklace that i built,
it broke more like a minute it disappear.
My spirit wander in your reflection eyes ,
I feel it.
I hold my future in the other hand afraid to fall.
Weight of memories cant take it,
I recall it to stick with me .
Dec 4, 2025
Dec 4, 2025 at 2:43 PM UTC
I wander in your difficult mind ,
floating trying to solve each piece together .
Both emotions and your eyes are different not matching at all ,
Every thought you think tides me .
Your heart calls moon and nights
to calm your burning depress .
Every step to get closer from you pushes me away
I see the ghost of death
breath insides you .
Nov 21, 2025
Nov 21, 2025 at 3:13 PM UTC
π·πππ bleeds through my arms ,
regardless of what π ππππ
I πππππ π
π it πππππππ .
Nov 15, 2025
Nov 15, 2025 at 9:20 AM UTC
Feeling so lonely as
the cold enters my throat, deeply ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ
and takes what's inside.
Leading my core to endless suffer,
Stabbing each part that's alive.
Smoking the pain in winter's night,
and swallow the regret that
being born in this dark space.
Devil stick his horns into my ashes ears .
Nov 12, 2025
Nov 12, 2025 at 1:02 PM UTC
Feeling so behind in this life,
everything I touch doesn't work right.
Darkness filling my heart with a pure emptiness.
Feels pathetic, brain with filthy mind,
trying to understand and solve it but it keeps moving slow.
My feet are blue, can't walk straight to what's supposed to be.
Oct 31, 2025
Oct 31, 2025 at 10:11 AM UTC