T'was fun
Somehwere i've never been
Forming bonds i've never had
Trying things i've never tried
Fallacy in my reality
Driving under the sun
Then I came back home
But
Somewhere
Perahps another reality
I am still driving
I never left
I can sense it
Also
It might have never happened
But If you ask around it did
Mar 27, 2021
Mar 27, 2021 at 12:39 PM UTC
I'm not entirely here
I'm trapped somewere
Living half aware
Hanging between the realities
Sitting in a room
A waiting room
Yellow and warm
Tense and eternal
Safe but never ending
Reality twisted
Overactive imagination
There is no door
But I can leave at any time
Only one way
Find my inner peace
Mar 27, 2021
Mar 27, 2021 at 12:34 PM UTC
I sent you a cry for help.
In pain both physically and emotionally.
Sick as a dog.
Feeling hopeless and morose
Alone with my demons
Wanted to know you cared for me
I wanted to debate the universe with you
I wanted to be hugged
I wanted to be told everything was fine
Instead you made *** comments about my body and got insulted when I asked you to listen.
Down the drain all the "I love you" I got went.
What happened?
Last I checked I wasn't only a toy to you.
Or was I.
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 9:19 AM UTC
In the morning he bought a shirt
It was so pretty and fluffy
Then he went to eat a cake
So much sugar!
In the afternoon he hid the shirt away
He never liked this color anyway
He went down to the bridge and stared down
So hopeless!
For supper he went to his favourite restaurent
The tingling sound of ustencil
The cacophony of sounds
So energising!
At night he met his neighboor
She is so annoying!
He ran away after the formalities
So angry!
How was his day?
Oct 31, 2020
Oct 31, 2020 at 7:50 PM UTC
The corridors are long and loud
Every door is an excuse to forget
Sitting down at my desk I mimic
Turning up my music to destroy reality
Getting up to be happy
Anxiety pumping my adrenaline
So many variables around me
So little will to play them
Budging fate little by little
Leave me alone
Oct 31, 2020
Oct 31, 2020 at 7:06 PM UTC
Ask me your questions
Guess my answers
Analyse my desires
Make sad faces
Show me how much you've suffered
Tell me it's okay
Give me tips I've heard
Let me leave as empty as I came in
Oct 31, 2020
Oct 31, 2020 at 6:47 PM UTC
The acidic substance runs down my troat
I'm shivering from the heat
My head is pressing against itself
My imagination is hurting me
It is no longer a safe space
The future is grim
I don't know what's happening
Get me out of here
I'm not okay
Oct 31, 2020
Oct 31, 2020 at 6:42 PM UTC
Scream of distresses
Flood of fears
Burst of laughs
Ideas piling up
But who to tell?
who cares?
what does it matters?
Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 7:05 PM UTC
Like a cake it sliced happily
Hours after hours
Flowing and flowing away
A wave of tick red energy
Death might have been near
At least i tought it was
My body was sad
It cried
But my mind felt relief
Pain would finnally stop
Nothing would ever matter again
Nobody would hurt me anymore
I'd be safe
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 5:54 PM UTC
Smile at me
Get to know me
Make me fall in love with you
Then laugh at me
Hurt me
Drain me
Leave me
It wasn't your fault
It was mine
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 5:50 PM UTC