*I remember that day,
You said you'd stay
But look where we are today.
Both of us have gone a separate way.
Your words still leave me hanging,
Somehow the wounds are still hurting
They say time will do the healing,
But I'm still feeling the pain and suffering.
I'd tell myself, It's over and it doesn't matter,
I still reminisce our petty late night chatter,
Your contagious whimsical laughter.
I feel that wasn't the right answer.
You said you cared and loved
I took your word for granted.
Thinking it was truthful and believed,
Instead I was playfully deceived.
Time, effort, have gone to vain,
It all went down the drain,
Causing an immense pain,
Which scarred me to love again.
Your fabrication and dishonesty,
Maybe I'm losing my sanity.
I don't need an apology
For someone I'd call a phony.*
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 2:19 AM UTC
Watching you meet another guy
Can't help but lie,
Trying so hard to deny,
That was a solemn goodbye
Is it my fault for holding on
Reminiscing of the times that had foregone
Is it wrong to dwell on
Or should I just let bygones be bygones
I've been looking for a remedy
Someone else I could rely
But I'm not sure if my heart's ready,
I still get a little envy.
Jul 3, 2016
Jul 3, 2016 at 3:06 AM UTC
People try to right the wrongs in me,
Eventually I have to agree.
After I make my change,
Oddly, it’s always kind of strange.
People end up catching on my bad habit,
Change doesn’t happen too rapid.
*but eventually people WILL change*
Jan 19, 2016
Jan 19, 2016 at 10:18 AM UTC
*The thought of losing you,
Was unbearable knowing it’s true.
I’m still unsure of what to do,
Should I just let go too?
It’s so confusing to think,
Every happened with a link.
Time with you, went by in a blink.
Maybe we just didn’t sync.
My feelings are so mixed,
Somehow there’s something that can’t be fixed.
My mind still thinking a midst
More time is what I wished.
I’ve made a million mistakes,
If there was another chance, I’d retake.
But these scars will remain.
At least until my life’s bane.
One chance was all I had,
Took it for granted, don’t be mad.
Kind of felt a bit glad,
That you didn’t feel sad.
Whoever the other guy may be,
I hope he opens his heart to see.
The beauty in you that has yet to flee.
Just that someone, will never be me.
My mind said that, It’s over.
My life needs a turnover.
Deep down, in my heart.
I know that I still love you.*
Jan 14, 2016
Jan 14, 2016 at 11:54 AM UTC
I got friends and family who care,
They were always there.
At least they were.
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 9:37 AM UTC
I never really understood,
The point in being good.
They tell you to be nice,
Or you’d pay the price.
They tell you to be subtle,
Don’t cause any trouble.
You’d make life tougher,
And leave more people to suffer.
Whoever is that dude,
Just don’t be rude.
Get rid of that attitude
Then you’ll find gratitude.
They tell you to be helpful,
Or you live a life regretful.
You can reduce all the hate,
Now wouldn’t that be great?
They tell you to be caring,
Be a wonderful blessing.
Always lend an ear,
To remind them you are here.
All the poems I ever wrote,
No one came by with a boat.
When my feelings sunk deep,
I just cried myself to sleep.
I don’t understand at all,
I tried to be nice
I tried to be caring
I tried to be helpful
I tried to be subtle
I tried not to be rude
I tried to be there for people
I tried.
I don’t get what this is all about
But **** this, I’m out.
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 5:13 AM UTC
The world is just a big reminder,
Nothing ever goes as you desire.
The situation always seem tighter.
Your mind seemingly going haywire.
Nothing to cling onto,
No one out there to save you.
Fallen to a deep abyss,
Yet you can't resist.
However, you should never give in,
This wasn't how it has been.
No matter what situation life puts you under,
Is never too major for you to get over.
Everyone will always remember,
That one fighter.
The survivor,
You.
Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 11:57 AM UTC
I just love the way she talks
When we stand beside and walk.
I love that smile of hers
It's not like the other girls
I love her laughter
It makes everyday so much better
I love the way she looks into my eyes
She doesn't do it to any other guys
I love everything about her
Because I love her.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 10:47 AM UTC