16faced - Hello Poetry

you know that feeling that you get often but not often. you feel parts of it constantly but only sometimes do you get the whole effect. that feeling that starts in your stomach- feels similar to a punch. it takes the breath out of you for what seems like an eternity of time, and before you can remember to breathe again, you become focused on this punch. it's expanding now. up your esophagus and all the way down to your abdomen. you can almost picture it as a big deep thick dark fog just spreading throughout your body. you fall to the ground gasping for air while blinded by all of the warm salty tears that snuck up on the back of your eyeballs ever so subtlety it's the worst feeling i've ever felt. its embarrassment.

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Aug 19, 2017

Aug 19, 2017 at 1:06 AM UTC

embarrassment

you know that feeling that you get often but not often. you feel parts of it constantly but only sometimes do you get the whole effect. that feeling that starts in your stomach- feels similar to a punch. it takes the breath out of you for what seems like an eternity of time, and before you can remember to breathe again, you become focused on this punch. it's expanding now. up your esophagus and all the way down to your abdomen. you can almost picture it as a big deep thick dark fog just spreading throughout your body. you fall to the ground gasping for air while blinded by all of the warm salty tears that snuck up on the back of your eyeballs ever so subtlety it's the worst feeling i've ever felt. its embarrassment.

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Manipulative Yeildless Fundamentalist Awful Taunting Habitual Liar Egotistic Reckless

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Aug 4, 2017

Aug 4, 2017 at 10:32 PM UTC

my father

Manipulative Yeildless Fundamentalist Awful Taunting Habitual Liar Egotistic Reckless

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the voices aren't scary but the walls kind of are they creep and they stare and they laugh when you're scared they follow you everywhere- they're marvins bestfriends! when he's not around, the wall surely is. they creak and they croak they act as a cloak they hide the evil until it's ready to choke choke. choke. choke. Stop! get out of my ears! please just leave my brain exit my fears! i won't **** my mom no matter how much you ask! wait what did you just say about my *** i'm fat? what do you mean mom said i look pretty and lean i know it's her job but she only says what she means! look dan, daisy, marvin, and sam! i love myself just the way i am huh? you can't read my thoughts.. wait what you can? ok fine i admit it i hate all of my skin my hair, my stomach my legs and my hips yeah, you're right! i can be thin! thinner than the ****** blade of grass i left last winter to twirl in the wind yeah! i won't need razor blades if my collarbones can cut diamonds and shave ice! all of my ribs showing?? that'd be nice honestly i agree you're totally right the stomach acid does make my lips look nice a pretty pink. pretty orange, pretty red, pretty purple i remember when the blood i coughed up was only an orange but now it's a red, a beautiful crimson red! the same color i bled out onto my bed red roses used to blossom out of my forearm oh what a gorgeous purple! or is that a blue? now i see yellow now white now black! black. black. black. oh good i've woken up what a dream! wait mom, why am i hooked up to a machine? get this ******* tube out of my nose! you guys this isn't funny, i wanna go home!

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Jul 31, 2017

Jul 31, 2017 at 12:47 PM UTC

which is worse

the voices aren't scary but the walls kind of are they creep and they stare and they laugh when you're scared they follow you everywhere- they're marvins bestfriends! when he's not around, the wall surely is. they creak and they croak they act as a cloak they hide the evil until it's ready to choke choke. choke. choke. Stop! get out of my ears! please just leave my brain exit my fears! i won't **** my mom no matter how much you ask! wait what did you just say about my *** i'm fat? what do you mean mom said i look pretty and lean i know it's her job but she only says what she means! look dan, daisy, marvin, and sam! i love myself just the way i am huh? you can't read my thoughts.. wait what you can? ok fine i admit it i hate all of my skin my hair, my stomach my legs and my hips yeah, you're right! i can be thin! thinner than the ****** blade of grass i left last winter to twirl in the wind yeah! i won't need razor blades if my collarbones can cut diamonds and shave ice! all of my ribs showing?? that'd be nice honestly i agree you're totally right the stomach acid does make my lips look nice a pretty pink. pretty orange, pretty red, pretty purple i remember when the blood i coughed up was only an orange but now it's a red, a beautiful crimson red! the same color i bled out onto my bed red roses used to blossom out of my forearm oh what a gorgeous purple! or is that a blue? now i see yellow now white now black! black. black. black. oh good i've woken up what a dream! wait mom, why am i hooked up to a machine? get this ******* tube out of my nose! you guys this isn't funny, i wanna go home!

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