14848023 - Hello Poetry

I just want to LOVE without the HURT. I wanna see without the GUILT. I wanna listen without the WORRY . I wanna feel right not UNCERTAIN. I wanna feel alive not JUST HERE. I wanna breath without GASPING FOR AIR. I wanna sleep with out the training LONG THOUGHTS. I wanna be me without the CRITICISM. I wanna have friends without the JUDGMENT. I wanna grow without the NEGATIVE. I wanna fill the fire without the BURN. LOVE is me. HURTING pain is killing me. The GUILT is killing me. Being UNCERTAIN makes me feel uneasy. I don't like JUST being HERE. GASPING FOR AIR when crying hurts sometimes. LONG THOUGHTS just get me into insanity. The CRITICISM of life is hunting. JUDGEMENT shouldn't belong to anyone. NEGATIVE suddenly became me BURNING though thoughts on how to be better.

0

Apr 8, 2021

Apr 8, 2021 at 1:01 AM UTC

Without

I just want to LOVE without the HURT. I wanna see without the GUILT. I wanna listen without the WORRY . I wanna feel right not UNCERTAIN. I wanna feel alive not JUST HERE. I wanna breath without GASPING FOR AIR. I wanna sleep with out the training LONG THOUGHTS. I wanna be me without the CRITICISM. I wanna have friends without the JUDGMENT. I wanna grow without the NEGATIVE. I wanna fill the fire without the BURN. LOVE is me. HURTING pain is killing me. The GUILT is killing me. Being UNCERTAIN makes me feel uneasy. I don't like JUST being HERE. GASPING FOR AIR when crying hurts sometimes. LONG THOUGHTS just get me into insanity. The CRITICISM of life is hunting. JUDGEMENT shouldn't belong to anyone. NEGATIVE suddenly became me BURNING though thoughts on how to be better.

22

Death is silent Can you hear me still breathing I'm not underwater my heart is suffocating Killing my partner in her sleep I wonder what she's dreaming Her blood almost matches her red lipstick stain I wonder if she's still dreaming Her hair was so light and brown But now it looks dead and ***** brown I wonder can she feel me near her I lay down right beside her Whispering sweet things As she lays dead I smile and not weep I grab her head that's no longer attached I pull it into my chest and rub her dead back My love, she just hurt my feelings I didn't mean to **** you I just don't want you to hurt me again I still love you I really do For now I rest in peace what a lovely silent death But for I wish your hair didn't look so dead.

0

Dec 16, 2020

Dec 16, 2020 at 4:57 PM UTC

psychopath love

Death is silent Can you hear me still breathing I'm not underwater my heart is suffocating Killing my partner in her sleep I wonder what she's dreaming Her blood almost matches her red lipstick stain I wonder if she's still dreaming Her hair was so light and brown But now it looks dead and ***** brown I wonder can she feel me near her I lay down right beside her Whispering sweet things As she lays dead I smile and not weep I grab her head that's no longer attached I pull it into my chest and rub her dead back My love, she just hurt my feelings I didn't mean to **** you I just don't want you to hurt me again I still love you I really do For now I rest in peace what a lovely silent death But for I wish your hair didn't look so dead.

23

You wanted to run so bad Your legs tripped over itself You wanted to speak and be heard You stutter when you talk You sound so low I can't not hear you You wanted to hear You hear everything but yourself Your wanted to see everything You don't do anything You wanted to be human You followed everyone else Society didn't approve so you got the gun Don't pull the trigger just be you Society already got the bullets waiting for you I mean anything out of the ordinary never stays to long )

0

Nov 19, 2020

Nov 19, 2020 at 5:22 AM UTC

You

You wanted to run so bad Your legs tripped over itself You wanted to speak and be heard You stutter when you talk You sound so low I can't not hear you You wanted to hear You hear everything but yourself Your wanted to see everything You don't do anything You wanted to be human You followed everyone else Society didn't approve so you got the gun Don't pull the trigger just be you Society already got the bullets waiting for you I mean anything out of the ordinary never stays to long )

15

I get so high I can't feel my anxiety I get so high I can't feel depression I get so high I'm my only friend I get so high my playlist never ends I get so high I escape into wonderland I get so high I can't speak my mind I get sober and want to cry I get sober and I'm sucidal to the mind I get sober my reality is just a lie I get sober and I really just want to die I get sober and I overthinking I get sober and can't eat I get sober insomnia is my friend I get sober I don't know what day it is I get sober waiting for the day to end I get sober wishing I don't need to be high I get high not ever wanting to be sober

0

Oct 29, 2020

Oct 29, 2020 at 4:59 AM UTC

Marijuana

I get so high I can't feel my anxiety I get so high I can't feel depression I get so high I'm my only friend I get so high my playlist never ends I get so high I escape into wonderland I get so high I can't speak my mind I get sober and want to cry I get sober and I'm sucidal to the mind I get sober my reality is just a lie I get sober and I really just want to die I get sober and I overthinking I get sober and can't eat I get sober insomnia is my friend I get sober I don't know what day it is I get sober waiting for the day to end I get sober wishing I don't need to be high I get high not ever wanting to be sober

17

9-5 is my chain My 2 days off is my freedom of space Out of 7 days I can't tell If I'm living only for 2 days Working and living is to separate things

0

Oct 29, 2020

Oct 29, 2020 at 4:49 AM UTC

Middle class

9-5 is my chain My 2 days off is my freedom of space Out of 7 days I can't tell If I'm living only for 2 days Working and living is to separate things

6

Don't get conscious of what you're doing look at what you're doing actually see is it worth it are you going to get a feeling from it? do you not want to do it anymore ? do you know why you're doing this ? you know why your about to die ? you know you don't like this world it's not accepting of who you are you gave up and pulled the trigger You killed yourself You said goodbye to society goodbye to friends goodbye to family You said goodbye to the sun of the moon of the Earth that you once lived on now you're gone the only thing I hate about death is I would like to ask the person who died are you finally happy that your dead and gone.

0

Aug 21, 2020

Aug 21, 2020 at 7:52 PM UTC

Death note

Don't get conscious of what you're doing look at what you're doing actually see is it worth it are you going to get a feeling from it? do you not want to do it anymore ? do you know why you're doing this ? you know why your about to die ? you know you don't like this world it's not accepting of who you are you gave up and pulled the trigger You killed yourself You said goodbye to society goodbye to friends goodbye to family You said goodbye to the sun of the moon of the Earth that you once lived on now you're gone the only thing I hate about death is I would like to ask the person who died are you finally happy that your dead and gone.

14

You're hurting me I don't feel comfortable in my own skin anymore Your hurting me I feel the wind blowing a cross my face My lugs are harsh with all the smoke That feels the blue sky Your hurting me The metal doesn't agree with my body Why are shooting me You're hurting me You took away my freedom Playing don't feel safe anymore Your hurting me It's not my fault I was born this way .

0

Aug 11, 2020

Aug 11, 2020 at 3:00 PM UTC

My skin hurts me

You're hurting me I don't feel comfortable in my own skin anymore Your hurting me I feel the wind blowing a cross my face My lugs are harsh with all the smoke That feels the blue sky Your hurting me The metal doesn't agree with my body Why are shooting me You're hurting me You took away my freedom Playing don't feel safe anymore Your hurting me It's not my fault I was born this way .

14

We're are my parents ? Why didn't they raise me ? Who am I ? Am I like them ? Was I a mistake and just forgotten? How do you pronounce mom and dad Or daddy and mommy ? Do they know I'm here ? I want them ? Do they want me ? Please reach out to me. I'm sorry for not being your blessing and the miscarriage you was think about When having me . To : daddy and mommy 💔

0

May 5, 2020

May 5, 2020 at 5:29 AM UTC

orphan child thoughts

We're are my parents ? Why didn't they raise me ? Who am I ? Am I like them ? Was I a mistake and just forgotten? How do you pronounce mom and dad Or daddy and mommy ? Do they know I'm here ? I want them ? Do they want me ? Please reach out to me. I'm sorry for not being your blessing and the miscarriage you was think about When having me . To : daddy and mommy 💔

14

you said you know me why i keep explaining myself 4 years of knowing me u seem to just disappoint me why did you want me you do not have me now why you say you love me when love doesn't live in your heart you cold-hearted ****

0

Dec 12, 2019

Dec 12, 2019 at 4:19 PM UTC

waste

you said you know me why i keep explaining myself 4 years of knowing me u seem to just disappoint me why did you want me you do not have me now why you say you love me when love doesn't live in your heart you cold-hearted ****

9

(why) is the curiosity question isn't it do we ever really get the answers to the questions we ask the most in this world. no explanation to the way you are? no telling who you are? curiosity is my world and i dont know why.

0

Nov 29, 2019

Nov 29, 2019 at 3:08 PM UTC

answer

(why) is the curiosity question isn't it do we ever really get the answers to the questions we ask the most in this world. no explanation to the way you are? no telling who you are? curiosity is my world and i dont know why.

5