0h-the-guilt
I'm Kyrstin, I'm 18, a dancer, and I like girls. I wish I could say I'm a simple person, but I'm not. I live in a small town in Pennsylvania and I wish I don't. I know there’s something out there for everyone we just have to find it. I enjoy meeting new people, and finding different ways to spend my free time. I don’t know that I want in life, but I’m sure I’ll figure that out soon enough. / / / “I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” / ― Edgar Allan Poe
I will never forget your love for trees.
How you lit up whenever you thought they looked beautiful.
Even during the winter,
When they're cold and bare,
You always saw in them,
Their full beauty.
And I think that's why I love trees, too.
Because you are so passionate about them.
Your passion flew to me and it lit a spark,
Igniting my love for them.
They are so peaceful.
They are always there.
Whether it's freezing cold,
Or extremely hot.
They are still living,
Breathing,
Existing.
They have eternal beauty.
Just like you.
Mar 19, 2014
Mar 19, 2014 at 4:56 PM UTC
I hope you know
That you are
My exception to love.
I haven't let myself
Love anyone but you
For years.
I used to think
That I wasn't capable of loving.
Then I met you.
And all my worries
Flew away.
Feb 22, 2014
Feb 22, 2014 at 9:08 PM UTC
Nothing shines quite as bright
Than your eyes
In the moonlight.
Your heart,
It beats to the rhythm
Of our love.
The sunrise,
Is nothing compared
To your everlasting beauty.
Your soul,
Is more trusting
Than the love from
A mother.
You're absolutely everything
To me in this harsh,
Harsh world.
Please don't leave me,
Because all I need
Is you.
Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 9:07 PM UTC
And now I bid you
goodbye.
farewell.
adieu.
I'm finished with your
shenanigans.
You tore me down,
broke me into
pieces.
But now I'm doing
me.
I'm letting you go.
Because it's tiring
crossing oceans
for someone
who won't cross
a puddle
for you.
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 1:59 PM UTC
It's funny
how
something so simple
can seem so
complicated.
When the tide kisses the
shore,
do you ever think
why?
Maybe it's because
I love you.
Maybe it's from the
love
you gave me.
Or maybe it's because
you left me
without saying goodbye.
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 11:53 PM UTC
You tore me down,
tore me to pieces.
When you left
all I could think of
is where did I ******* up?
Did I do something to
push you away?
Was it me who
made you feel this way?
Oh, please let me know.
Was I the reason
you hadn't stayed?
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 11:50 PM UTC
I am the moon and sun
above all love
and against all evil.
My will is to never
let one fall
to the depths of hell
without showing them
how much it means
to be loved.
I control the tide,
the weather too,
and when it's time,
you'll go to be
free.
My thoughts are
leaves
blowing in the wind,
and flowers
growing towards
the sky.
I will keep
you safe,
and I'll hold on
tight.
For I am the moon and sun,
above all love
and against all evil.
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 11:45 PM UTC
I am a hopeless romantic,
looking for someone to hold.
I grasp my heart,
so tender and frail,
searching for someone foretold.
I could tell you to stay,
but that's all on your own.
We choose our own destiny,
whether that is too bold.
We believe we're not good enough
for one quite told ,
but that just shows,
we're searching for someone to hold.
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 9:01 PM UTC
Your eyes,
they shine
like the moon
above the sea.
Your soul,
is more wondrous
than a giant
in the clouds.
You heart,
is more loving
than a mother to her newborn baby.
And I think that is what
drew me to you.
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 8:41 PM UTC
I know sometimes I don’t say the right things but I really am trying my hardest. You’re such a beautiful soul and you deserve the world.
I’m in love with you but I know that does not mean much because your heart is broken and I’m just broken.
I want to give you my all, but it’s tiring giving everything to someone who won’t give it back.
Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 6:48 PM UTC