rainbow:
fractal of light-
fractured thy young life ,
left love forever a widow.
glint of rainbow wings;
my god ridicules thy feelings,
inclinational - grotesque - happy dealings;
moral, illicit love stings.
go into thy loveless living sleep.
shards of light fractals, daggers in thy heart,
fractures of thy soul, strewn apart.
you shan't keep love from The Deep.
Sep 6, 2017
Sep 6, 2017 at 10:06 PM UTC
*It’s 2 am and you’re on my mind
Well of **** course you are
I’ve loved you for years and
You always have someone else
I know they don’t actually care
You’re just a pretty girl to them
Just someone to fill up space but
You’re too caught up in this “love” to
Notice how he treats you
That isn’t love but I know how you throw them away too
I don’t want to just be thrown away
When you mean so much to me
Yeah you say you haven't ever felt that way about someone before
He’s ******* you over and he only likes you for those pictures you sent him
It breaks my heart to see you like this
I want you so terribly but I don’t want to get hurt
You just skip from one boy to another at the blink of an eye and
I can’t just be an extra
Youre my best friend and I want what’s best for you
I’m not in love with your beauty like all of them I’m in love with you
Your personality and your smile and your spirit
I want to tell you this but I just ******* can’t
I’m a selfsh ***** but I can’t get over you
but I can’t help hate every single one of your boyfriends
Because they have the most precious tresure in the world
but all they do is treat you like ****
All I do is write bad poetry and overthink everything about you
Why didn’t I tell you so long ago….
Stupid secrets and stupid girls
I’m just happy being near her but not too close
I want nothing more than to kiss her under the stars and mend her insecurities
But what if she doesn't want it
What would that make me?
A hopeless lovebird stuck on an island of tragedy and woe
I want you but do you even care for me?
Why can’t humans just be honest instead of all these ****** up codes and secrets and love and lies and broken hearts over girls who never even know you love them*
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 2:37 AM UTC
It’s 2 am and you’re on my mind
Well of **** course you are,
I’ve loved you for years and
You always have someone else
You'll always be a part of me,
that beautiful girl with the
spirit of a ranging wildfire
You'll always chase these phantoms of
"love" from boys who don't truly care
I don't know what to think of
those sleepless nights or
the pages of horrid poetry I've written or
the headaches and heartaches that I keep to myself
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 2:31 AM UTC
I hate this feeling of rotting from the inside out. It's like there's this sickness so deep in my bones that nothing can cure it. It's not constant, but when there are no distractions or pressing issues, it just feels wrong. I can't do anything productive, and I hate that so so much.
I guess it's my own fault though... but some things are just so deep rooted, it's going to be something that will be there for my entire life. I guess I just need to realize that there will always be a part of me that is broken. Maybe I can heal from all of this and actually be free, but nothing can fully heal this.
Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 12:33 AM UTC
To whoever this concerns:
I'm gay.
*I hope you won't
hate me,
and I'm
very
sorry
for what I've done to your
expectations,
but I can't bring myself
to ache for the
soured taste
on your
tongue.*
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 7:15 PM UTC
What's worse,
loving someone and watching them loving somebody else
or
being loved and not being able to love them back the way they need you to
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 8:17 AM UTC
Her.
Her smile
Her voice
Her eyes
Her love
Her laugh
Her warmth
Her existence,
My everything
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 8:13 AM UTC
*For darling, I love you
To you, my heart I confide
For only you, my evening hue
Oh, let your young soul decide,
My sweet morning dew,
Will you be my bride?*
Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
im the **** up,
the messed up mistake.
im the punching bag,
the useless wannabe.
im the broken *******
unworthy of a mother’s love.
im the letdown,
the family regret.
im the worst at my best,
im an all over reject.
im the one you throw out,
the burden of the bunch.
im a monster.
the monster you made.
Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 9:14 PM UTC
*I fell in love with the goddess of self-hatred
She kissed me with lips of cold razors
as I went under her spell,
unaware of how I fell
I fought against my friends
and turned cold against past lovers,
unable to make amends,
as my eyes turned to stone,
she took hold within*
Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 8:40 PM UTC