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Sep 2021 · 78
Nights are good
SweePea Sep 2021
I feel powerless,
Lately I have been too self less,
The desire for sleep has increased,
I have been feeding my inner beast
I dream of flying to middle East
Then after a while I'm thinking about the evening feast,
My efficiency has decreased,
I feel like I'm in debt of happiness ,
And I'm paying my dues with my happiness.
Everything seems blurred ,
I'm listening to juice wrld
Sometimes I think I'm so bad
I can feel my heavy head
With all the thoughts and idea
I'm surfing in the waves of social media
My book feels thicker than an encyclopaedia
I like exploring but I'm bored
I'm about to explode
Okay I exploded,
Now I feel light and unloaded,
Pheww...
Yeah I definately feel better,
I'm reading the old letters
Listening to memories,
It's already 10 in the night
I'm happy to see my bed and pillow
Imagining the looks of an armadillo
Now I'm in the garden full of flowers
Running and looking for shed because of rain shower
Aaahh the cool breeze
I'm at my ease
I wish time could freeze
Ooh my god this is heaven indeed
Just breath and breath
Just let me sleep....
Jun 2021 · 78
Keep Going
SweePea Jun 2021
Take breaks but don't break.
May 2020 · 77
Live the Life
SweePea May 2020
If you die everyday
you won't have a life ,
But if you have a life
you will never die.
May 2020 · 119
Among the Stars
SweePea May 2020
The person I loved once , has become one among the stars
stars which are far and high shining in the sky.
And the ones sitting next to me , leave with scars
All those memories startled me ,
It felt like the cool breeze during the summer
the breeze of memories which sometimes freeze my emotions
while sometimes it felt relieved and peaceful
like siting under the tree when the sun is high and bright
or like a beautiful night under moonlight  
or may be peaceful sound of the sea and it's endless sight.

Sometimes I wonder why ,
All the loved ones goes away
while the ones we care never stay,
why is it when I am crestfallen
Everything seems broken ,
and what I like the most is taken.
May be it's for greater good ,
I guess it's about moving to adulthood.
well the world becomes realistic,
where people might assess you with statistics.

There are things that can't be shown ,
things that can't be told ,
May be it means you are finally grown ,
may be it's about getting bold.
well the blame is on time
It alters like everyday ,which changes from morning to dawn
dawn to night
But unlike everyday changing from morning to night
time isn't same every time.
sometimes it's good sometimes bad,
sometimes it makes you smile while sometimes it makes you sad.
sometimes it makes you cry ,
sometimes it motivates you to try.
May 2020 · 62
Mother's day
SweePea May 2020
Once I was attending a magic show ,
I wondered how he did it kept thinking and a thought crossed my mind,
That I have someone similar in my home ,
She is always there when I'm alone.
she always waited with an umbrella outside the school in the rain ,
Always sits beside me when I'm in pain.
Sometimes I fell ,
Sometimes I cried ,
She always protects me like the peral protected by the shell.
When we go to market she walks on the traffic side and keeps me on the other side.
She always knows where the things are ,
She will always love me even if I had a scare.
It's her food ,
That makes my mood ,
Even if I'm rude ,
She acts like cool dude.
It's like magic everything and anything just like that.
Well it's the month of May ,
I wish you happy mother's day.
Sep 2019 · 117
I don't know why
SweePea Sep 2019
well the weather is good here ,
why don't you come over.

Soon it will rain ,
just get back home before I go insane.

I will go get coffee arranged ,
until then why don't you get changed.

Here you go,
a cup of coffee with sugar little low.

Anyway she puts her coffee aside and sips from mine ,
I love it and still don't know how did I get her without any pick up line.

The coffee does taste sweet after her sip,
sometimes when she is away I hold on to her clip.

I am happy when you are by my side ,
a little ups and down our relationship is like roller coaster ride.

I like to disturb her when she brushes her hair ,
I like how she handles  my emotions with care.

There were times when I was angry and she was scared ,
but in end of the day I gave her a hug and a cute teddy bear.

I love when she puts on my t-shirt ,
never a day went when I was sad and hurt.

I am not afraid to walk alone ,
but when you are around I can take everything on my own.

She's the apple of my eye ,
she loves me a lot and yet I don't know why...
Aug 2019 · 196
Just keep going
SweePea Aug 2019
It's not upto you if people see you shining ,all you can do is to keep shining just like the sun no matter how cloudy it gets out there.
Aug 2019 · 121
I just can't
SweePea Aug 2019
You are like the clear blue sky ,
No matter how hard I fall for you I won't make it there.
Jun 2019 · 150
Untitled
SweePea Jun 2019
Just the memories stays forever ,
And not the people.
Jun 2019 · 109
Shadow of love
SweePea Jun 2019
Some people say I haven't loved ,
They say I walk on the street alone.

Well I have loved ,
Walked on endless road with her.

I had a crush back then,
After the examination of class tenth.

She took my breath away,
In no time I had fallen for her.

I was happy and about to explode,
When I saw her everything got slowed.

She was  cute ,
Looked beautiful in every suit.

Finally we were together,
I held her hands and she held my heart.

She was a beautiful and funny girl,
For me she was purer than a pearl.

There were times when she was angry,
But I held her tightly and persuaded her every single time.

We used to meet near the edge of a quite and  beautiful beach,
Where we were alone holding hands and no-one could reach.

The wind was soft and cool,
So I wrapped my arms around her.

Moon was shining bright ,
Like the sun in the daylight.

My hands were cold ,
Her eyes were warm.

That day we talked all night,
Laughing about that silly fight....

I kissed her in the fore head,
She held me tightly.

Everything was fine ,
Until the clock struck nine.

When my alarm went on,
I woke up and sat cluelessly.

My heart throbbed ,
As all my happiness were robbed.

I thought and thought endlessly,
I felt bad as I couldn't do anything.

Tears rolled down my cheeks,
For a moment I felt like I was sick.

But then a sweet voice called my name,
And she appeared
I asked her if it was a dream, she smiled....

And poured coffee in my cup,
I whispered if it's a dream don't wake me up.....don't wake me up.
May 2019 · 395
The Birthday Blessings....
SweePea May 2019
The time will be tough,
Road may be rough.

Anyway I promise to support you,
No matter how many people agree even if there's few.

So don't look back just keep walking,
If you feel alone just keep talking.

Because I'm listening to each n every word,
Even if you say things that may be absurd.

Just keep smiling the way you are now,
No matter how big the problem is never decide to bow.

Keep shining like the moon,
I wish you get what you desire very soon.

Hope this day brings you success,
Happy birthday to you in excess....
May 2019 · 112
When I was a child
SweePea May 2019
There was a time when I was happy,
Thinking about completing my copy.

Life was simple life was good,
I was happy because of food.

Waiting for my bus,
There was no other fuss.

Music n cartoons were my friends,
Didn't care to chase the latest trends.

Whenever I got stars on my cheek,
I kept dancing like a freak.

I called my friend on my birthday,
I gave them chocolates even if it's Sunday.

This is the childhood story of my life,
Enjoying with friends and cutting cake with knife.
May 2019 · 402
Faces..
SweePea May 2019
People often change,
Like wheather they have various range.

I totally understand it's the situation,
But atleast you can call me on some occasions.

The world is f i l t h y and dark,
Now see where we are.

I'm done with fake clowns,
Everytime I trust my face truns frown.

It is for sure friendship had cost me a lot,
People now a days are emotionless just like a bot.
Jan 2019 · 301
Move on
SweePea Jan 2019
It's better to be alone ,
Relationship doesn't work when distance is long.

May be you need to fall down sometime,
Chill making mistake isn't a crime.

Those days are no more there ,
Everyday I feel it's not fair.

But this is the truth of life ,
We'll be together forever was just a lie.

I know I'm broken badly,
It's gonna be okay gradually.

Just give yourself some time,
Sit back, relax and sip juice of lime.

Thinking about it won't change it,
The pain of separation won't wear a little bit.


I loved you like hell,
I still remember your smell.

I was ready to take the pain,
Wait outside even in heavy rain.

But now I guess I need to move on,
Why cry for someone who's already gone.
Jan 2019 · 370
Love of Summer
SweePea Jan 2019
It started in summer,
My heart was on fire
In the morning the birds whisper .
everytime I say those words she called me liar.

we were together her cheeks got red ,
and her hands were around my chest
dreaming about the future in my bed
I still remember that night because it was the best.
  
Making promises to stay ,
to be with each other for eternity
and make the life awesome everyday
to hold your hand during maternity

I promise to grow old with you,
love until my last breath
these are just memories may be few
but I wish to make many more with you.
Dec 2018 · 159
Bluff Or Love
SweePea Dec 2018
It's easy to bluff
Then truly falling in love.
Dec 2018 · 135
Spark in the darkness
SweePea Dec 2018
I thought the world to be black and white,
But people here say to be quick and quite.

It's the people who keeps punching others on face ,
They don't realise they are destroying their own place.

Sometimes I think we shouldn't trust anyone ,
But keep hope may be there is still good inside someone.

Learn to judge people before it's too late ,
Or else you will be their favourite  bait.

I know the world is ***** and dark ,
Still live with hope to start your day with a new spark...
Dec 2018 · 132
Broken heart...
SweePea Dec 2018
I know it's been a year,
But there's no pain that love can't bear.

There was never a time when I didn't think about you ,
Lots of fight but there were good moments too.

Well these long distance is said to be tricky ,
You are sometime happy sometimes freaky.

Never before been with someone,
Always counted you in the list of loved-ones.

Everytime I spent with you was fun,
You were my beautiful moon and hotter than Sun.

Then suddenly you left me all alone,
I don't know why but feels like my life was blown.

There's never been a time when I didn't called you,
But you never picked my call which made me feel blue.

I was walking down the street,
Thinking about you like a freak.

Now I think you have moved on,
And there's nothing for me to hold on.

I'm happy that you are at your peace,
Now a days relationships are like lease.
Dec 2018 · 112
A new start
SweePea Dec 2018
Well it's the Monday morning ,
As usual the sun is dazzling and burning.

A new chapter of my life was about to start ,
I did purchase all the things from shopping mart.

As it was my 1st day in college ,
I could see many kids with infinite knowledge.

Obviously I was new and so I had no friend ,
Everyone was well dressed as they followed the latest trend.

As the days in the college passed, I met a boy ,
He was crazy but his company was one thing that I really enjoy.

Oh!! Wait let me introduce him to all of you ,
He is funny ,smart and one among the few.

Now the boring college hours seems to be fun,
We have some similarities just like moon and sun.

Hope our friendship never fades away with time ,
I wish after 4 years we would be sitting together and sipping expensive wine..
Dec 2018 · 144
Back to school
SweePea Dec 2018
We are the blessings of God ,
In our home we are
all might lord.

Always lost in the world of imagination ,
Building castle of dreams by mental creation.

Life full of happiness and some lies ,
Memories beautiful like butterflies .

Some people laugh while some cry ,
Few talk and make my brain fry.

Some caught behind trees holding hands ,
But they are together because of their friends.

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