found myself
but who am i kidding
this is not who i want to be
but when will the vicious cycle end
of not being who i want to be

i feel like no one gets me
no one cares how i feel
no one cares about my feelings toughts or anything else i do
hell no one would care if i died tonight
no one woud turly miss me
why is it when i feel happy
everyone makes me unhappy
all over again
i feel used
i feel like i will never win the race
when will it all just stop
why dont i feel normal
and why wont this pain go away
so i can feel okay inside for once
okay inside for once

cant everyone be happy for me
i mean he makes me happy
why cant people be happy
well i guess people arent happy with me
but thats okay
i know i matter to no one at all
so why not just be happy alone

accepting world ha
no i have friends who no one accepts
and im not accepted cause im bi
but thats okay
but my friends
they have pasts only I know about
most of it my mom dont even know nor will she ever
just dont judge people based on their past
give them a chance!

be positive they said
it will be fun they said
yeah mmm nope not for me
i will admit i am a negitive nacy
bi ******
ugly
*******
and i have 0 common sence so at least i have the ***** to admit and not run from it!

the flag of the United States is not a disgrace
people risk their lives for it
some loose them or dont come back the same
so even if you dont believe in what the flag stands for
STAND put your hand on your heart and stop trying to be an outcast in society
some of us have family that have served
so think of all the people you are disrespecting as you kneel at our precious flag
that means so much more that the lives lost in vietnam
but it represents our freedom and the people who fought and still fight for it
do you not want the freedom we have here
I take it you do so that means dont disrespect our flag and the people who served for it!!!

I swear I will be there always
I will love you unconditionally
you are welcome here
this is your sister and your brothers
I am your mom and this is your dad
though you don't have to call us that if you don't want
but always know we will love you... always I swear