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my babies times two
my love times two
my fight times two
my life times two
your smile times two
i miss you times two
i love you times two
i know you're alright
part of me will always be with you times two
dont cry
don't whine
be happy times two
i love you times two
i miss you times two
tina lombardo Sep 2018
If heaven had a place where i could go to visit you i would go in heartbeat
just to hold you again
to talk to you again
to kiss you again
to hug you again
to say i love you again
so i'll just sit here staring up at the sky knowing that  one day i'll see you again.
tina lombardo Oct 2018
Hello my love
Hello my friend
Hello my happy
Hello my sad
Hello my depression
Hello my sun
Hello my night
Hello my nature
Hello my drink
Hello my drug
Hello my woods
Hello my life
Hello to all
Hello again.
Not that good of poem but figure I post it anyway
tina lombardo Sep 2018
Lost soul was walking around through the darkness passing person by person to have her light touched she needed to live other day but all she could find was lonely girl who felt nothing at all but longing for her light so she could be free from her pain
Maybe one day she will find her light but until then her soul will play with her demons.
Home alone

Thinking your home alone
Talking to yourself bout why
You start watching and wondering why
You hear a sound
You hear a bang
You start to think you have to fight for your life
But still wondering why
You dont see anything
You keep walking and watching
Turn the lights on
Nothing there
You hear a knock you get scared
Again nothing there
All the noise you heard was a from a ghost name mel
Now you find the time to settle down
Sleep now
tina lombardo Jan 23
Walking the streets
Hiding from the cold
Hungry all the time
Sleeping anywheres
Feeling like you  want to died
Some do with out knowing
Clothes are *****
Water supply
Blanket pillow to hide
Panhandling for money
Eat from time to time
People calling you names
People afraid of you
Now you  really wanna cry
Shelter to shelter
Pimping sometimes
Money tight
People lie
One day everything will be fine
Hurt
As I lay here
I wonder why
I wonder how
I wonder how long
I wonder how much more
I wonder nothing
I feel it
I see  it
I dont want it
But it always follows me like a stalker on full moonlight night
Time doesn't let it heal
Times doesnt know how just let's it stay
Crying seems to help but what are you  crying for
Love?
i
tina lombardo Nov 2018
i
i sit and think of something to say
i stand and think of something to say
i walk and think of something to say
i lay down and think of something to say
i talk and of something to say
you make me nervous
you make me laugh
you make me feel happy even if its for one sec
you look my way
you walk my way
you talk my way
but yet you don't come my way
something i just made up
tina lombardo Sep 2018
I close my eyes to the world for no one wants to understand me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one wants me around
I close my eyes to the world for no one want needs me
I close my eyes to the world for no one see me laying down looking up at the moon and the stars
i close my eyes to the world for on one takes time to say what needs to be said
I close my eyes to the world for no one has tame me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one can take down my wall
I close my eyes to the world for no one can hurt me
I close my eyes to the world for no one will ever be true
I close my eyes to the world
tina lombardo Nov 2018
I cried inside
Poem by me
When you hold me I cried inside
When you told me I cried inside
When you  talk I cried inside
When you walked on by I cired inside
When you held me I cried inside
When  I say hi I cired inside
When I talked I cried inside
When I asked why I cired insdie
Only time I didnt  cry was when you hold me tight and then I asked why and then I cried.
tina lombardo Dec 2018
I don't wanna be here no more
I don't wanna feel anymore
I dont wanna deal
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna love no more
I dont wanna hold on no more
I don't wanna say it
I don't wanna be here no more come take me
I don't cry for help
Maybe I should **** myself
Maybe I'm not listening
Maybe I should run so far away to scream
Maybe maybe maybe
But we know I wont
Maybe i can be where people know
Maybe just maybe but who ******* knows
Time heal what heart wants nope not mine i rather died then feel this
Maybe maybe sleep will help
tina lombardo Feb 11
Words mean nothing
Words are lies to hide
Words go from time to time
Words can only go so far before they die
So why we do cry
We try and we try  to believe at that time
Vribes when you are around dont lie
They dont hide
They stay around from time to time
Never having questioning it
will never die
Vribes know each other even when you dont want to
Engery is everything
Engery is what two people have
can lie all you want it will not hide.
tina lombardo Feb 10
I dont wanna feel

I dont wanna feel it
I dont wanna see it
I dont wanna know it
I dont wanna talk it
I dont wanna say it
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Numbs it for a while
Maybe numb it for good
Days and nights
I dont want feelings
I wanna be nothing
tina lombardo Apr 22
I know that you  are nervous
I know that you are werid
I know that your smile makes me happy
I know that all eyes are on me
I know that your lips are mine
I know that you put blame on yourself
I know that your damaged with pain
I know that your quite
I know that you have unspoken words to say
I know that you want to rebuild
I know that you love hard
I know all of that and still have love for you .
tina lombardo Nov 2018
i like that your lonely  like me i must be a fool
i like that your broken like me i must be a fool
i like that your sad like me i must be a fool
i like that you're happy like me i must be a fool
i like that your angry like me i must be a fool
i like that your **** like me i must be a fool
i like that your listening to music like me i must be a fool
i like that your hungry like me i must be a fool
i like that your liar like me i must be a fool
i like that your fighter like me i must be a fool
i like your warrior like me i must be a fool
i like your emotional roll raster like me i must be a fool
i like your like me i must be a fool
tina lombardo Mar 21
I love you

I love you
I love you more
I love you
I love you near
I love you
I love you  far
I love you
I love you  before
I love you
I love you now
I love you
Days and nights go by
I love you
Sun turns to moon
I love you
I dont think I ever will stop
I love you
tina lombardo Jan 24
I make no ******* sense
I feel things
I know things without knowing anything
I make no ******* sense
I talk an it comes true
I can tell an it comes true
I make no fuckimg sense
I'm loving
I'm caring
I'm not far away
I make no ******* sense
I see things in my dreams
Feels things in my dreams
I make no ******* sense
I write what I feel
I write what I see
I write to be free
Again I make no ******* sense
I'm kind soul
Sweet heart
***** when need be
I dont need a crowd to be free
Smoking trees
Drinking holy water
I make no ******* sense
Alone time
Walking free spirited
Thats is where I'll be
I make no ******* sense.
tina lombardo Nov 2018
i try so hard to stay away
i try so hard to walk away  
i try so hard to think a certain way
i try  so hard to make to them see
i try so hard to lay a certain way
i try so hard to not think of what if
i try so hard to just want to be happy
i try so hard to do but i can't your all  i think about
i try so hard to want to be with you
i try so hard to dream of you
i try so hard to run away
i try so hard but i cant
i try so hard but one day i know that it was all dream i made up in my head cause we both know it will never be
tina lombardo Nov 2018
i use to feel happy
i use to feel sad
i use to feel altogether
i use to feel  all alone
i use to feel loved
i use to feel lonely
i use to feel here
i use to feel there
i use to feel gone
i use to feel forgotten
i use to feel aloud
i use feel quite
i use to feel safe
i use to feel everything now
i feel nothing
tina lombardo Nov 2018
i was born in 1982
i was lonely childhood
i was lonely high school years
i was lonely child
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was in loved with the wrong one
i was lonely
i was a mother
i was called names
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was in loved again
i was beaten
i was lonely
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was happy
i was sad
i was angry
i was happy again
i was sad again
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was happy yet again
i was sad so sad again
can't seem to get out of it i just wanna died
i was happy again
i was sader again
i was lost so lost
i was happy happy happy
now im ..........
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
tina lombardo Dec 2018
I write for it brings me peace
I write for it has no time
I write to be happy
I write to he sad
I write to tell
I write an write
I dont need a reason
Its none of business
I keep to myself
I feel no rush
I want it go away
I can pretend so well
I maybe a actress you will never tell
I lie to cover your feeling
I lie to cover your wants and needs
I want to sleep and let it all come out in my dreams.
tina lombardo Nov 2018
i'm becoming more of a homebody
im becoming more open
i'm becoming more  silent
im becoming more happy
i'm becoming more sad
i'm  becoming more not caring
i'm becoming more watching
for my eyes see more than i speak
tina lombardo Oct 2018
i'm only human don't get mad when you ask for my opinion
i'm only human don't get mad when i wander off
i'm only human don't get mad when i make mistakes
i'm only human don't get mad when i walk away
i'm only human don't get mad when i  turn the other way
im only human dont get mad when i say how i feel
im only human dont get mad when i take time
im only human dont get mad when i do something different
im only human dont get mad when i kiss
im only human don't get mad when  i love
im only human dont get mad when i yell
im only human dont get mad when i think
im only human don't get mad when i drink
i'm only human don't get mad when i stop
im only human don't get mad when i had enough
im only human
Idc
tina lombardo Mar 21
Idc
I dont care

You think I care what you think
You  think I care what you say
You think I give a **** I dont
Jealousy is **** word
You  wanna be ***
I can be a *****
Fake is half this town
The rest of them are clowns
The real gets hated
The fakes get horned
I hear alot
I see alot
Jealousy is a bad word
Karma a *****
So sit and wait
Maybe I'll  be there maybe I wont
Cant make them stop
But I'll sure as hell will stop them
Jealousy is not my friend
Im
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Im
I'm happy.
I'm sad
I'm glad
I'm mad
Im confused
I'm laughing
I'm lost
I'm found
I'm loved
I'm hated
I'm pain
I'm scars
I'm abuse
I'm beaten
I walk
I sit
I lay
I stand
I cry
I dont
I sleep
I dont
I feel like I have no one
But yet I  do .
tina lombardo Jan 24
I'm here
Not for a long time
I'm here to help
I'm here to see
I'm here to talk
I'm here to love
I'm here to like
I'm here to feel
I'm here to hold
I'm here
But not for long time
I'm here prove
I'm here to hide
I'm here to play
I'm here to fight
I'm here to live
But not a long time
tina lombardo Jan 15
i'm more then my hair
im more than my skin
im more than these lips
im more then these eyes
im more then these hips
i'm more than this body
i'm more than this talk
im more than you know if you could the time to see
In a stoner's mind
**** in hand
Pipe on time
Smoking a rise
Laughing all the time
Muchies all around
High as clouds
Dont make a sound
Passing out
Wake up
Bake  up
tina lombardo Nov 2018
in my dreams your there
in my dreams you're talking
in my dreams you're laying there
in my dreams your standing there
in my dreams im watching you there
in my dreams im watching you sleep
in my dreams i'm holding you there
in my dreams i think how lucky i am
in my dreams im happy
in my dreams i have no worry
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
in my dreams i with you there
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
but in my dreams i do n its back to reality and i wait for night again hoping to have the same dream
tina lombardo Jan 15
inside my head i feel
happy
sad
glad
mad
bad
empty
hurt
tears
pain
lost
gone
scared
fear
fight
time
hope
love
life
death
sleep
awake
thoughts
sometimes i dont like whats inside my head
tina lombardo Sep 2018
Inside my head a lot of things are going on why i am alive, why i'm not dead
Why do people ta;l about me like they know me when they dont
Why do i feel depressed
Why do i feel suicidal
Why do i feel lonely and loved so many things run through my head
I'm here for some reason just don't know what it is
just made it up one day wasn't planning on writing anything but came to me so i wrote it down on paper
International women's day

Spended time apart
when time came became mother
When time came became aunt
When time came became a sister
When time came became grandmother
When time came became work
Whe  time came became loving
When time came became whole
Sometimes its was rough
Sometimes  nothing works out  right
Whe  time came woman took it all day or night
Known as  *******
Known as crazy
Known a ******
But always got the job done
Over time the world became to take that woman are strong a s wonderful
A d the men would be lost worh out them
Smarter
Loving
Caring
Stronger
Queens
Princess
*******
Woman we are
tina lombardo Sep 2018
brown eyes  the look you love
Fair skin  tan colour
Long hair  beautiful
Crazy  attitude
Loveable that what i do
Body basic on you
Mouth what i say
lips  you wanna kiss
tina lombardo Apr 29
jealousy **** word
doesn't know when to stop
make the change
hating for no reason
trying to find away
jealousy **** word
not my fault
cant hide it
making rude marks
making up lies
jealousy **** word
stomp off
silences crys
jealousy **** word
karma got you back
wanting pity where you go
not falling for it
jealousy **** word
tina lombardo Dec 2018
im old
but young
kids i have
but none with me
people lie to over up their *******
lies lies lies
loved ones gone
to soon no time to retry
cry cry cry
have friends but feel alone
have family but feel alone
sad sad sad
been abused
been *****
been lied to my men
depression kicks in
i try to feel alive but i wanna do is died
sleeping all the time wishing time would go by
drink
smoke ****
i use to cut to feel alive
days go without talking
fat
pretty
big thighs
music
movies,
tv
walking
pink
thoughts
afraid of highest
poor
italian
so here why don't you tell them  something they don't know about me
tina lombardo Jan 20
Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry
tina lombardo Jan 18
Dancing with me not to talk about it
yea true I wont be able use it much
Italian prime time for the first time since the last night of my life
I'm not perfect but I'm still waiting for my own life to be founded
Come up with him I dont need any more then you
Can you tell me what you think
Hell no one around me is a ****
But you know what hurts me
Hide myself away from him
I can trust you
No one know's here
That's so sweet and he said
Around here you can find out how much I love you
tina lombardo Jan 23
Walking alone on dark road
Hearing wind blowing
Hearing silence
Then a car drives by
It stop and a man grabs you
Now what
Your fighting for you life
Your all beaten up
Dont know if your make it
Dont know if he let you  go
Times go by
Days go by
Then you espace
You run and run
You come up to long ***** road
You see a house up a head
Go there for help
Knock on the door
Tell what happens
Hes caught and your free
But are you really
You seek help
Now you  feel like crying and dying
Nightmares from time to time
Family friends near by
Helping you to stay clean
Maybe one day she will be fine.
tina lombardo Sep 2018
A  kiss can say so much
A kiss can  say i love you
A kiss can say i get lost when your around
A kiss  can say i am here
A kiss can say time to move on

K  is for kind soul
I is for innersoul
S is for soul looking for another soul
S is for seeking words to say
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Knockin on heavens door
Yes can I help u
Take me away from here I can't do this anymore
I try I try
I feel like I need be here
No u dont ppl love u
Ok well it don't feel like it
Yes they do
Well why don't tell me
Well probably cause they think you know and don't need tell ya
Well they should I need them to
Well tell them
Why should I
Cant I come here so peaceful and quiet here
Cause it's not your time to he here
Well I think it is make room for me
No I can't
Why
Cause I told why
But
No go home
But
There no buts I said go
But I wanna cry
Well cry then it will help
You will see me
Yes I'll be watching
Ok
Please don't forget me
Oh I won't
tina lombardo Sep 2018
The wind blowing is you saying i'm here
The rain is you crying
The sun shining is you saying I am happy
The clouds is you saying I m sad
The flower is you saying i miss you
The birds is you saying hi
The butterflies is you saying I m always here
The trees is you saying you are never alone
The feather is you saying  I was here
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Life
Born to live
Child to live
Teenager to live
Adult to live
Motherhood to live but gone
Couples to live but not never happen
Beaten an abused looking for love but all I found was a fool
Had one but gone to soon
Friends to live but only found a few
Taken by pain I cried
Take by angry I will rise
Taken by love to survive
Sleeping at night to cry to feel alone I want to died
Happy but sad
Sad but happy
Everyday is a struggle
Time pass by
Lay here wanting for what I cant hide
Talk is cheap but why you lie
Honestly trustworthy I could cry
Why why why
May never know why
Live laugh love is a crime
Age old but people think I lied
Poor but pretty is that a crime
Again though no answers why
Time for sleep so the day can arrive
Bad thoughts try to climb
Good thoughts try to jump high
Come on you must know why
Death....
My story not over with guys.
tina lombardo Nov 2018
listen to the moon
for it knows all your secrets
listen to the moon
for it knows your dreams
listen to the moon
for  it knows your pain
listen to the moon
for it knows how you feel
listen to the moon
for it knows you cried
listen to the moon
for it knows how hide
listen to the moon
for it knows  all your memories
listen to the moon
for it can follow you
listen to the moon
for it understands you
listen to the moon
for it knows how to handle
listen to the moon
for it will never leave you
listen to the moon
for it can do no wrong
listen to the moon
i no it sound so stupid but
listen to the moon
my sweet baby boy
not so small no more
my handsome man
my only boy
my first love of god
my everything
i now your smart
i know your great
i know your happy i couldn't ask for more
when i feeling blue your face is what i see
when  i want to cry i do for you
my baby boy
my handsome man
my only boy
tina lombardo Oct 2018
Iam the girl who's there for people
Iam also the girl who faces many things alone
Iam the girl who needs you but there's no one to be found
Iam the girl who wants to talk but no one around
Iam the girl who wants to be free but never could be
Iam the girl who loves to sleep for it only thing that doesn't leave
Iam the girl who wants to break free from this world
Iam the girl who demons are in her closet
Iam the girl who sit alone
Iam the girl who's lonely
Lonely girl Iam
tina lombardo May 21
love is fear
love felt
love is in the air
love desires
love saves
love warms the heart  
love changes
love  is hidden
love choose
love forever
tina lombardo Sep 2018
The mask you wear said a lot about you
It can say
im scared to show you the real me for you may not like what you see
The mask can hide your feeling for people who  do not understand
The mask can help to find yourself while looking for yourself
When you find someone wearing a mask let them take it off and show you the person they are  the world is full of fakes and snakes
so take off your mask
ME
tina lombardo Oct 2018
ME
Me young
Me old
Me sad
Me happy
Me up
Me down
Me walk
Me run
Me stand
Me sit
Me cry
Me smile
Me sleep
Me awake
Me talk
Me quite
Me go
Me stay
Me dressed
Me naked
Me *****
Me clean
tina lombardo Sep 2018
I miss your laugh
I miss your voice
I miss your smell
I miss you smile
I miss your heart
I miss holding your hand
I miss you so much
I wish you were here like your suppose to be
Sometimes I feel like your still here and that makes me happy whenever I feel like crying I think of you and I feel all right again
tina lombardo Dec 2018
Miss you
I miss you  as  I sleep
I miss you as I eat
I miss you  as I talk
I miss you  as I walk
I do not talk bout it cause it wont bring you  back
Other year with out you here as people take a drink to remember you
You smile down an alot as we due our daily duty
If I could turn back the time I would never have let you  read what I wrote it stills to this day
But I know you never want me blue
So happy birthday to you
For lance rip
It's my bf bday tomorrow he passed away last yr
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