my sweet angel girl
my heart
i miss you
i miss your laugh
i miss your jokes
i miss your smile
my sweet little girl
when i'm upset i think of you
your my sweet baby girl

Leaves turn colours
Leaves fall down to say hello and good bye
Air is cool
Air is fresh
Rain falls down and down gets everything wet
Sun shines but not as bright but is a delight
People drive not walk
Hot chocolate saves the day
Heat comes out to play
Bed is nice a warm
Fire are growing higher and higher
Chairs come out to play
Fall stays only for short while doesn't want to stay
Fall looking for a friend to keep  for company
Oh no winter is coming

FAT
YOUR UGLY
YOUR BEAUTIFUL
YOUR CRYING
YOUR SMILING
YOUR SAD
YOUR HAPPY
YOUR DEPRESSED YOUR PAIN
YOUR NME CALLING BULLY
YOURHIDING TO STAY INSIDE
YOUR BREAKE UP
YOUR REALSHIP
YOUR ANXIETY
YOUR PILLS TO HIDE

Few Things

A face ugly or beauty
A man who wants to be
A tear cry out for help
Stay not knowing anything but waiting
Years some are good some are bad
Care for what you have
Empty no time feel that
Living sharing , loving , happines
Sound of a voice
Held on to things and people
Alive when you feel this let me know
Breathe something we must do
Memory holding on tight
Burning down the bridge you build up to walk over
Path making what yours
Heaven with wings
Share is caring
Wings fly
Smile to hide to shine
Goodbye not forgotten
Breeze  i hear your name
Comfort knowing your safe
Reget why not
Songs to save your soul

As I sit in the fields of flowers n grass
I pick the smalls one
I look at it
I keep it
I let it go
Where ends up no one will ever know
Could grow again you never know
It could lay there wishing someone would hold it tight and never let it go
That poor little flower will never know
I feel bad I let it go
I go and find it
I pick it up
And hold it tight
Telling it I will never let ya go

when your lost just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you can't find your life just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you cant see just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you alone just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't stand still just follow my footsteps i will lead you home
when you need me just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't hear just follow my footsteps will lead you home
when you just wanna talk follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you are falling just follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you can't sleep follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
or if you just wanna follow me just follow my footsteps i will lead you home.

Forgotten girl  

You know  that girl who calls herself ugly
You know  that girl who  feels not good enough
You know that girl who everyone replaces
You know that girl who cries herself to sleep
You know that girl who trys to stay positive
You know that girl who would love you until death
You know that girl that would move mountains for you
You know that girl that everyone call names
You know that girl who would rather see you smile then herself
You know that girl who would rather lay in bed then sleep
You know that girl who drinks
You know that girl you forgotten about just dead in her sleep

I 'am a loser
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
beautiful is a lie
I'm rich
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
pretty
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
sad
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
good.

i want to sit with you
i want to talk with you
i want to lay with you
i want to hold you
i want so many things in this life but some will never be
as i write an think of things to say your what i think of and want to say
the universe has brought us together for a reason  i don't know what it could be but would love to find out
i know there's no change of it but a girl can dream can't she ?
but then again your in my dreams
i will not hurt you
i will not abandon you in your time of need
i will not run away
i will not walk away
i will not just will not that's not me
you will take a chance on me ?

Lone
Gaining points
Gaining characters
Gaining clothes
Being champion
Killing time
Learning skills

Making friends
Playing online
Playing all the time
Killing time
Gain new roles
Gain champion
Gain new skills
Help with stressed
Help with anixety
Help with depression
Gaming is life for some
Your gaming is just fine
But some time you just need your time

girl sitting on bench by herself
girl sleeping by herself
girl walking by herself
girl talking by herself
girl laying by herself
girl watching herself
girl looking by herself
girl thinking by herself
girl loving by herself
girl dieing by herself

iam the girl who sit alone
Iam the girl who stands alone
Iam the girl who crys alone
Iam the girl who talks alone
Iam the girl who walks alone
Iam the girl who  speaks alone
Iam the girl who runs alone
Iam the girl who sleeps alone
Iam the girl who eats alone
Iam the girl who crazy alone
Iam the girl who drinks alone
Iam the girl who smokes alone
Iam the girl who wishes alone
Iam the girl who loves alone
Iam the girl who shops alone
Iam the girl who lays alone
Iam the girl who texts alone
Iam the girl who listens alone
Iam the girl who showers alone
Iam the girl who plays alone
Iam the girl who calls alone
Iam the girl who swears alone
Iam the girl who paints alone
Iam the girl who lonely alone
Iam the girl who happy alone
Iam the girl who sad alone
Iam the girl who angry alone
Iam just a girl.

Goodbye my love
Goodbye  my friend
Goodbye my happy
Goodbye  my sad
Goodbye  my depression
Goodbye  my sun
Good bye my night
Goodbyemy nature
Goodbye my drink
Goodbye my drug
Goodbye  my woods
Goodbye my life
Goodbye again.

Good girl

I am smart
I am petty
I am loyal
I am trustworthy
I am good listener
I'am caring
Iam loveable
I am honest
I'm a good girl

The flower whisper to me come here my child let me show you something that you could not see before
I will take you down a path which only you and i can see the rest will wonder where you'll be  
But do not worry my child you will be safe me for i am your guardian angel.

i love you happy birthday
you came when i wasn't looking
you came when i was feeling lost
you came when i needed you
you came when i couldn't love myself
you came when you were losted
you came when the timing was right
i wouldn't change a thing
i will not leave you for another
love is real
we found each other when  we both didn't know it
you make me happy
you love me
i love you
you protect me
i protect you
you may be younger than me but doesn't matter you'll all i need
hope you have wonderful birthday
loves alots
happy birthday

I love you
I was lost and unloved
I was crying at night
I was crying in day
I was felted left behind
The longer I wanted the longer I hide
Sun shine
It rained
My Heart didn't wanna
The one day I found you
And my life changed
You make me smile
You make me laugh
You make me happy
You made me live again
You make me safe
You make me beautiful even when I wanna cry
I love you until the day I die.

my babies times two
my love times two
my fight times two
my life times two
your smile times two
i miss you times two
i love you times two
i know you're alright
part of me will always be with you times two
dont cry
don't whine
be happy times two
i love you times two
i miss you times two

I wish heaven had visiting hours
I wish heaven had a bench
I wish heaven had a phone
I wish heaven had visiting hours so I could visited for hours
I wish heaven had a bench so I could sit with you for hours
I wish heaven had a phone so I could talk to you for hours just to hear your voice
I wish I had more time
I wish god would turn back hands of time.
I just wish....

If heaven had a place where i could go to visit you i would go in heartbeat
just to hold you again
to talk to you again
to kiss you again
to hug you again
to say i love you again
so i'll just sit here staring up at the sky knowing that  one day i'll see you again.

Hello my love
Hello my friend
Hello my happy
Hello my sad
Hello my depression
Hello my sun
Hello my night
Hello my nature
Hello my drink
Hello my drug
Hello my woods
Hello my life
Hello to all
Hello again.

Lost soul was walking around through the darkness passing person by person to have her light touched she needed to live other day but all she could find was lonely girl who felt nothing at all but longing for her light so she could be free from her pain
Maybe one day she will find her light but until then her soul will play with her demons.

Home alone

Thinking your home alone
Talking to yourself bout why
You start watching and wondering why
You hear a sound
You hear a bang
You start to think you have to fight for your life
But still wondering why
You dont see anything
You keep walking and watching
Turn the lights on
Nothing there
You hear a knock you get scared
Again nothing there
All the noise you heard was a from a ghost name mel
Now you find the time to settle down
Sleep now

Walking the streets
Hiding from the cold
Hungry all the time
Sleeping anywheres
Feeling like you  want to died
Some do with out knowing
Clothes are *****
Water supply
Blanket pillow to hide
Panhandling for money
Eat from time to time
People calling you names
People afraid of you
Now you  really wanna cry
Shelter to shelter
Pimping sometimes
Money tight
People lie
One day everything will be fine

Hurt
As I lay here
I wonder why
I wonder how
I wonder how long
I wonder how much more
I wonder nothing
I feel it
I see  it
I dont want it
But it always follows me like a stalker on full moonlight night
Time doesn't let it heal
Times doesnt know how just let's it stay
Crying seems to help but what are you  crying for
Love?

i sit and think of something to say
i stand and think of something to say
i walk and think of something to say
i lay down and think of something to say
i talk and of something to say
you make me nervous
you make me laugh
you make me feel happy even if its for one sec
you look my way
you walk my way
you talk my way
but yet you don't come my way

I
I wonder how life will be in years to come
I hope for a better world
I hear birds chirping
I hear dogs barking
I think Ian beautiful an I know I'm kind
I write poems
I worry about my own death
I cry about life
I understand life
I know love is rare
I am lucky enough to found it
Be beautiful be kind

IAM
Iam loveable and caring
I want a house
Iam thoughtful and happy
But I wonder about death
I understand ****** and lies
I believe in love
I dream of happiness
I am sweet , caring , helpful and loveable
I love to help
I wonder about days a head
I touch hearts
I worry about getting old
I wonder how People think this way
I hear birds chirping
I hear bees buzzing
I see red and yellow birds
I want to take thier picture but they fly away
I pretand nothing borthers me but it does
I feel like I'm swimming around people
I worry that everyone will leave in the end
I cry when I hold things in
I try to please the world
But I'm just me

I BELIVE I CAN  
accomplish my dream one day running my own business
cause to change my life
define who I am
encouge myself to shine
help others feel great
experience positive attitude
influence people to write, photography
create better life
change the world
imagine being happy all the time
improve life
lead by example and lead by mistake
decide to go big or don't go at all
make better different in the world

I close my eyes to the world for no one wants to understand me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one wants me around
I close my eyes to the world for no one want needs me
I close my eyes to the world for no one see me laying down looking up at the moon and the stars
i close my eyes to the world for on one takes time to say what needs to be said
I close my eyes to the world for no one has tame me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one can take down my wall
I close my eyes to the world for no one can hurt me
I close my eyes to the world for no one will ever be true
I close my eyes to the world

I cried inside
Poem by me
When you hold me I cried inside
When you told me I cried inside
When you  talk I cried inside
When you walked on by I cired inside
When you held me I cried inside
When  I say hi I cired inside
When I talked I cried inside
When I asked why I cired insdie
Only time I didnt  cry was when you hold me tight and then I asked why and then I cried.

I dont care

You think I care what you think
You  think I care what you say
You think I give a **** I dont
Jealousy is ugly word
You  wanna be ***
I can be a *****
Fake is half this town
The rest of them are clowns
The real gets hated
The fakes get horned
I hear alot
I see alot
Jealousy is a bad word
Karma a *****
So sit and wait
Maybe I'll  be there maybe I wont
Cant make them stop
But I'll sure as hell will stop them
Jealousy is not my friend

Words mean nothing
Words are lies to hide
Words go from time to time
Words can only go so far before they die
So why we do cry
We try and we try  to believe at that time
Vribes when you are around dont lie
They dont hide
They stay around from time to time
Never having questioning it
will never die
Vribes know each other even when you dont want to
Engery is everything
Engery is what two people have
can lie all you want it will not hide.

I dont wanna feel

I dont wanna feel it
I dont wanna see it
I dont wanna know it
I dont wanna talk it
I dont wanna say it
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Numbs it for a while
Maybe numb it for good
Days and nights
I dont want feelings
I wanna be nothing

I don't wanna be here no more
I don't wanna feel anymore
I dont wanna deal
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna love no more
I dont wanna hold on no more
I don't wanna say it
I don't wanna be here no more come take me
I don't cry for help
Maybe I should **** myself
Maybe I'm not listening
Maybe I should run so far away to scream
Maybe maybe maybe
But we know I wont
Maybe i can be where people know
Maybe just maybe but who ******* knows
Time heal what heart wants nope not mine i rather died then feel this
Maybe maybe sleep will help

IF I WERE IN CHARGE THE WROLD
if I were in charge of the world
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel hungriness'
I'd even cancel ****
if I were in charge of the world
there would be money every where
there would happiness around the world
there would even be free food every day
if I were in charge of the world
you wouldn't have to steal to survive
you wouldn't have to died
you wouldn't have to cry all the time or wonder why
if I were in charge of the world
a person who is loved
and sometimes tries
would still be allowed to be in charge of the world

IF I WERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD
if I were to change the world
I'd cancel ****
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel lies
I'd even cancel racist
if i were to change the world
there would be homes for the homeless
there would be money for everyone
there would free health care around the world
if i were to change the world
you wouldn't have negative
you wouldn't have bullying
you wouldn't have death
you wouldn't even have loneliness
if i were to change the world
a person who cares
and sometimes cries
would still be allowed to be to change the world

I know that you  are nervous
I know that you are werid
I know that your smile makes me happy
I know that all eyes are on me
I know that your lips are mine
I know that you put blame on yourself
I know that your damaged with pain
I know that your quite
I know that you have unspoken words to say
I know that you want to rebuild
I know that you love hard
I know all of that and still have love for you .

i like that your lonely  like me i must be a fool
i like that your broken like me i must be a fool
i like that your sad like me i must be a fool
i like that you're happy like me i must be a fool
i like that your angry like me i must be a fool
i like that your ugly like me i must be a fool
i like that your listening to music like me i must be a fool
i like that your hungry like me i must be a fool
i like that your liar like me i must be a fool
i like that your fighter like me i must be a fool
i like your warrior like me i must be a fool
i like your emotional roll raster like me i must be a fool
i like your like me i must be a fool

I love you

I love you
I love you more
I love you
I love you near
I love you
I love you  far
I love you
I love you  before
I love you
I love you now
I love you
Days and nights go by
I love you
Sun turns to moon
I love you
I dont think I ever will stop
I love you

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU
THREE YEARS TOGETHER
I LOVE YOU
SEVEN MONTHS MARRIED
I LOVE YOU
ON SAD DAYS
I LOVE YOU
EVERY MORNING ,NOON AND NIGHT
I LOVE YOU

I'm happy.
I'm sad
I'm glad
I'm mad
Im confused
I'm laughing
I'm lost
I'm found
I'm loved
I'm hated
I'm pain
I'm scars
I'm abuse
I'm beaten
I walk
I sit
I lay
I stand
I cry
I dont
I sleep
I dont
I feel like I have no one
But yet I  do .

I make no ******* sense
I feel things
I know things without knowing anything
I make no ******* sense
I talk an it comes true
I can tell an it comes true
I make no fuckimg sense
I'm loving
I'm caring
I'm not far away
I make no ******* sense
I see things in my dreams
Feels things in my dreams
I make no ******* sense
I write what I feel
I write what I see
I write to be free
Again I make no ******* sense
I'm kind soul
Sweet heart
***** when need be
I dont need a crowd to be free
Smoking trees
Drinking holy water
I make no ******* sense
Alone time
Walking free spirited
Thats is where I'll be
I make no ******* sense.

I'm always Right

I'm never wrong im always right
every time i speak its like i know
days go by and finding out
im never wrong i'm  always right
i speak few listen and wishing that they did
i'm never wrong im always right
tattooed it proudly
days or nights
i 'm never wrong i'm always right

i'm becoming more of a homebody
im becoming more open
i'm becoming more  silent
im becoming more happy
i'm becoming more sad
i'm  becoming more not caring
i'm becoming more watching
for my eyes see more than i speak

I'm here
Not for a long time
I'm here to help
I'm here to see
I'm here to talk
I'm here to love
I'm here to like
I'm here to feel
I'm here to hold
I'm here
But not for long time
I'm here prove
I'm here to hide
I'm here to play
I'm here to fight
I'm here to live
But not a long time

i'm more then my hair
im more than my skin
im more than these lips
im more then these eyes
im more then these hips
i'm more than this body
i'm more than this talk
im more than you know if you could the time to see

i'm only human don't get mad when you ask for my opinion
i'm only human don't get mad when i wander off
i'm only human don't get mad when i make mistakes
i'm only human don't get mad when i walk away
i'm only human don't get mad when i  turn the other way
im only human dont get mad when i say how i feel
im only human dont get mad when i take time
im only human dont get mad when i do something different
im only human dont get mad when i kiss
im only human don't get mad when  i love
im only human dont get mad when i yell
im only human dont get mad when i think
im only human don't get mad when i drink
i'm only human don't get mad when i stop
im only human don't get mad when i had enough
im only human

In a stoner's mind
**** in hand
Pipe on time
Smoking a rise
Laughing all the time
Muchies all around
High as clouds
Dont make a sound
Passing out
Wake up
Bake  up

in my dreams your there
in my dreams you're talking
in my dreams you're laying there
in my dreams your standing there
in my dreams im watching you there
in my dreams im watching you sleep
in my dreams i'm holding you there
in my dreams i think how lucky i am
in my dreams im happy
in my dreams i have no worry
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
in my dreams i with you there
in my dreams i don't wanna wake up
but in my dreams i do n its back to reality and i wait for night again hoping to have the same dream