Past didn’t last
          Spell
               Cast
                        Super fast
Hell
       Real
               Can you feel
  Last meal
                 Sealed deal

****** your wife
          Take your life
                  Grip on knife
                            Stuck on hypfe

I shall decree
                                   She is C
  The dark one is B
                                   hear ye
                                            hear ye
          I am your death
            closely related to ****
I'd never cheat
                             steal    
                                       or lie
C is unfaithful
                           She'll miserably die
she'll come in disguise
                              Catch you in her grasp
        every time you'll collapse
                            Trick you to relapse
perhaps you enjoy dealing
             w/ such a feeling
                                  look at you pout
Eyes filled w/ great doubt
every night
                  a new fight
                                        no sign
                                              of any light
GOOD ******* NIGHT

I used to be compliant
No longer will I stay silent
This was supposed to be our families life
Instead you caused much strife

""If I had a better
               choice":
                                             I'd B+ tears;
                              Formed,
            Forceful­ly,          
                              Fornixated;          ­                                            In your ansestors hearts.                                                          ­ Carressed,
              Lovingly,
                          Plea­ding,
                                       Begging,
                                                      As­king,
                                     Wanting,
                  Desiring,
Only You.
                Smart,
                           Strong,            
                                         Handsome;
                   Elegant soul.
Displayed;
                Only
                        In your greens eyes.
Staring,
             Me back,
                              Stuck;
                      ­                 In a trance.
Lost;
         In your glance.
                                  Running
                      ­                          Gently
                                                          Down. ­              Your cheeks
                     Landing softly
   In the creases
                           Of your
                                       Amazing smile"

Filled with such
                             sorrow
    No longer need time to
                                             Borrow
Just waiting on
                           Tomorrow

Half part of me
All that I see
To my heart she holds the key
Together we will be

Words
                    Lies
                              No emotions
       In between worlds
No
      Words
                   Lies
             Only emotions
Feeling
              Loved
                          Belonged
                                           Beautiful
       Here
                Now
                         Us

Dancing with the demons
                             playing with fire
                 On an eternal Circle
                               Unlimited
                                  Imagination
     ­                ; it shall be tainted
                   redefined
                               remaked
                                        renewed
          to the inbetween
               of worlds
                 dimensions
                         lives
                            end

No pain
               No gain
                              Get in your lane
                                                           It ain't bout fame
                        One big
                                       Stupid game

Your life was a fast track
                                got you under attack
The system is hacked
                                       Some sick act
I'd told you I'd come back
                        I'm too late matter of fact

Looking for something to fulfill
                                                        T­ime to ****
                    Ghastly puppy mill
                                                       Not the blue pill

Experiencing domestic violence
Sitting here in the silence

unique special handsome strong Devils
sending a kiss through words everyday I miss you lil turds send pictures
fend for your sisters
stand and lend a helping hand
don't demand and life will be grand
I love you Tayber,  Kaellum, and Devon

Finding a pure path, one untraveled.
                                             Made to be sacredly ones own.
                       Unexpectedly finding serenity and peace.
Hidden in the most unsuspected places.

What would I do
Who would I be
Where would I belong
If I didn't have you

I can see in your eyes
                          nothing that lies.  
Cost paid in one glance
                          confused in a trance.
Suffering cries I can't deny
                           pleading wishing to die.
Extremely sad
                   remember better times had.
Courage deep
                     take a decent leap.
I won't leave you behind
                           you'll find I'm kind
                          even easy to your mind.  
    We'll work on the grind
                                                fast forward
    rewind.
                             Strange Beautiful Mess
too much stress
                             very intense.
           Time to take on a little less.
                       Recreate
             bypass all hate
       redefine your fate.
                                         Go on
                                                    open
                     Heaven's Gate.

I ******* miss you
Wish I could kiss you
I'm furiously mad at you
Tried to be good for you
Feel ******* sad without you