WITH BLOOD ON ITS HOLY HANDS, THE MONSTER REACHES FOR HEAVEN AND BEGS FOR REDEMPTION
ALAS, GOOD INTENTIONS MEAN NOTHING TO A BENEVOLENT GOD THAT JUST WATCHED THE MONSTER **** THE INNOCENT IN THE NAME OF SALVATION

We're all just puppets being controlled by our demons. Who will cut our strings?
  Will no one set us free?
I fear we've been here so long we've turned into a creature of darkness, the very creature banning us from our own free will.
They told us that beings of great power are free. They were talking about angels.
Even demons are marionettes.

My eyes are glowing red,
My lips chapped and faded.
My skin like porcelain,
My life being wasted.

I have cancer,
I'm leaving you.
Words cannot express the guilt I feel,
I can never be made new.

You said I'll be okay,
Truth is I'm the ****.
You said you'll never be the same,
Just promise to come visit me upon my hill.

Imagine what it will be like when I'm gone,
I have to think now before it kills my brain.
Dear brother promise me one thing,
Think of me often,even when your old and lean upon your Cain.

I can feel Death surround me,
Slowly choking out the life.
I wish I could do it over agian,
To take out all the strife.

I close my eyes as the darkness floods in.
I feel my heart skip several beats,
I cough harshly, I'm wearing thin.

My breath starts to leave me,
"Please don't go! Doctor we need help!" You scream.
I'm tortured enough, I wish you'd leave me be!

My breathing becomes heavy,
My heart starts to stop.
You sit here holding my hand,I have no more levy.

I have no more reason to live,
Not even you can save me.
So into the darkness I give....

                                    "Why did you give up?
                          Didn't you know I need you?
                                    Why did you leave me?
                    Now all I am is down and blue."

You cry as you try to understand.
You don't know why I let go,
You never once let go of my hand...

Silence is my greatest strength,
It's my strongest weakness,
My weakest cry.
Though my cry's are loud,
Silence is my loudest plea for help,
I plea because I'm scared.
I'm scared of being heard,
Because it really hurts
when someone you care
about hears you,
But isn't listening.

Why are you so cold?
                                                       I'm not cold,
                                         I've just lost interest.
Why won't you look at me?
                                                      I can't look at
                                                    what I've hurt.
Why is it always my fault?
                                      It's not your fault,I just
                                           Needed an excuse.  
What did I ever do to you?
                                                  You never did a
                                                  ******* thing.
Why are you leaving me?
                                           Because I can't stay.
Why are you condemning me
to a world of loneliness,
pain and sorrow?
                                         You've got it wrong,
                                  Your pain and suffering,
                               The loneliness and sorrow                                   your feeling will be gone
                                              as soon as I leave.
You said I was an angel.
                                             You ARE an angel,
                                Which is why I'm leaving.
Why than,have you
abandoned your angel?
                      I wasn't supposed too love you,
                                    dEmoNs aren't allowed
                                                   to love AnGeLs.

As I lie here I see now that I am dead.
You say I am awake and alive,
But no. I've died and cannot revive.

I only fool myself if I believe you.
I'm here so down and blue,
I'm sick of it. All this **** you talk about.
You say I can be new, but I cannot.

For dEmOnS don't get second chances.

I, the star, scintillating in Morse.
Millenniums, I wait for a response.
"I love you," I cried to souls alive.
Searching for love, my heart's deprived
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Flickerin­g, I saw you,
the dark blue,
as you cried, as you replied:
"I love you."

I, the star, scintillating in Morse
said: "Who are you?"
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Light-years,­ my message traveled
Millenniums, I waited once more...
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Flickering­, once more, I saw you,
the pale blue,
as again you cried, as again you replied:
"Who are you?"
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Then I realized,
only on your dark horizons we met,
only when the sun has set
only on your indigo oceans do my messages
reflect.