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 Oct 2023 Phillips
rishita
arc.5
 Oct 2023 Phillips
rishita
May 5th,2023
Friday
7:01 p.m.

A month has just passed and the other is on its way but what I've been doing after my exams ended . I feel like I'm absolutely lost and don't know where do I belong. And it's not alright because I've been doing nothing for a month. Maybe I should've been more careful about my future during my highschool but I don't wanna sit and regret about it now. It feels like everything is happening so fast and I'm just stuck at some point and watching everything. Everyone seems so busy and I know it's good that they know what they want unlike me who's just watching , scrolling the  screen and over-analysing things.
I know I should study but I am not able to focus. I'm not ready to face anyone. I know people have expectations from me and I'll feel so guilty to disappoint them.
Basically a diary entry that copied from my notes ...
May 5th,2023
Friday
7:01p.m.
( Never give up . Even if you are at your worst phase , trust me it'll get better only with time . You just need to be with people who love you unconditionally and do things that make you happy.)
 Oct 2023 Phillips
BeeVaishnavi
Mere saath bandha har Rishta,
Andar se thoda toota nikla,
Meri chahat ki har manzil,
Mujse thoda roota nikla,
Kya hai ye zindagi,
Aakhir mai mere sajai hue quaabo ki shehar,
bohath hi Joota nikla.
 Oct 2023 Phillips
Benzene
stories
 Oct 2023 Phillips
Benzene
Within our souls , we carry love's greatest stories, unspoken but forever true.
 Oct 2023 Phillips
irinia
light
 Oct 2023 Phillips
irinia
it must have been light
that invented my mind
the light terrorizing my eyes so
that I walk obsessed by beauty
I am trapped inside the circles of time
they grow and revolve in my tissues
it must have been love like a pocket of darkness
like the gravity that is so simple
that we can't understand
 Oct 2023 Phillips
Nat Lipstadt
Why Men Cry in the Bathroom

For so many reasons.
I will tell you the why.
I think you know,
Or perhaps, you think you know.

Men are always O.K.,
Even when not.

We expect the worse,
Accept the worse,
Nonetheless,
We are forever unprepared.

Wearily, we cry,
In the bathroom, in private,
Lest sighs slip by,
We be unmasked,
Early warring, strife signs warning.

Copious, tho we weep
Before the mirror confessor,
It is relief untethered,
Unbinding of the feet,
An uncounting
Of beaded rosaries,
Of freshly fallen hail stones,
Of night times terrors
By dawn's early edition's light,
and welcomed.

But look for the mute tear,
The eye-cornered drop,
*** tat, that never drops,
But never ceases formation and
Reforming, over and over again,
In a state of perpetuity of reconstitution,

The tippy tear of an iceberg revealing,
And I see you peeping, wondering,
What is beneath


Look for:
the torn worm-eaten edges of spirit,
thrift shop bought, extra worn,
grieving lines neath the eyes,
where the salt has evaporated,
discolored the skin.
worry lines,
under and above,
browed mapped, furrowed boundaries.
the laugh line saga,
where better days are stored,
recalled, as well as recanted,
publicly, privately.

Why just men?

I don't know,
Perhaps,
it is all I know.


Jan 6, 2013
your effusive and lengthy comments are each a poem in their own right.  

Tinkered with June 22, 2013
With a push from Bala,
A serial peeper, thank God!
 Oct 2023 Phillips
Ariana Bagley
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

Now read from bottom to top.
 Oct 2023 Phillips
Benzene
In the depths of my heart, a longing resides,
A yearning for you, where love abides.
Across the miles, I feel your embrace,
A bond that time and distance cannot erase.

Where are you, where do you dwell?
In my dreams, I hear your voice so well.
I search for you in every passing face,
Hoping to find you in this vast space.

Memories linger, like whispers in the breeze,
Your laughter, your touch, like melodies.
In the silence of night, I hear your call,
A beacon of hope, guiding me through all.

Across the oceans, across the skies,
Our hearts connected, no matter where we lie.
In the tapestry of life, our threads entwined,
A love that transcends, forever enshrined.

Where are you,  where do you dwell?
In my dreams, I hear your voice so well.
I search for you in every passing face,
Hoping to find you in this vast space.
 Oct 2023 Phillips
Ciel Noir
Power
 Oct 2023 Phillips
Ciel Noir
you only know one kind of strength
armed to the teeth
you call us weak
but take our words for weapons
as if we should be afraid to speak

you want us to be decorations
pretty little flowers
but I know that you would sell your soul
to have a shadow of our power
 Oct 2023 Phillips
rishita
arc.3
 Oct 2023 Phillips
rishita
The one who's trying to fit in with everyone
Why it's always me?
Now I just run from situations where a group of people are talking...🫡
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