Call me Isabella or Years. Come find me. I am desperate to express all of these feelings that drown me, they are my tormentors and I must expose them. If even just one person can see a glint of themselves in my words then on that day, I won. I feel things deeply, I feel the smallest things into the depth of my soul, I feel their grip and in that moment, it feels like they may never let me go. Maybe they won't. Brace yourself, for a waterfall of love, and heavy rain showers of heartbreak. None of it will last forever, but that is what I am feeling to my very core on that day. Thank you for listening to the bits and pieces of me that make me who I am.

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Call me Isabella or Years. Come find me. I am desperate to express all of these feelings that drown me, they are my tormentors and I must expose them. If even just one person can see a glint of themselves in my words then on that day, I won. I feel things deeply, I feel the smallest things into the depth of my soul, I feel their grip and in that moment, it feels like they may never let me go. Maybe they won't. Brace yourself, for a waterfall of love, and heavy rain showers of heartbreak. None of it will last forever, but that is what I am feeling to my very core on that day. Thank you for listening to the bits and pieces of me that make me who I am.

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Gears come in all shapes and size,

Your hips move along with mine,

We'd make a perfect machine.

We'll show the world what love looks like,

Baby, you can grind my gears anytime.

#love   #lust   #relationships   #romance   #beauty   #sex  
Isabella Rosemary
Isabella Rosemary
Nov 23, 2016

I used to think love was when someone gave you a warm tingly feeling,
If cherry chap-stick erupted into an emotion,
If cotton candy could bleed.

Now I know that love is heavy.
Love is heavy and sweet, with occasional bitter layers in between; love has a mouth on it.
Love will keep you in line.
Love will blur the lines entirely but still expect you to remain inside
them.
When you feel love, you become drenched in it, you are simply sopping wet with irrational decisions spawned out of love.
It is a weight I will gladly carry.
I will walk into the ocean with no stopping in sight carrying armfuls of love.

Isabella Rosemary
Isabella Rosemary
Nov 23, 2016

I have cried so many tears for you that you will never see.

I have prayed so many times for you to a God that neither of us actually believe in.

I would’ve sacrificed my life,
my dreams,
every single one of my fingers that you’ve called ‘adorable,'
all just to make you happy for a moment.

And yet,
you still left.

And yet,
I wasn’t surprised.

And yet,
I’d do it all again.

And yet, I miss you every single day knowing you took me for granted
Isabella Rosemary
Isabella Rosemary
Nov 23, 2016

Did you see the same beauty I saw while looking through the camera lens?
Did you feel my heart beat to the speed of fluttering butterfly wings as we held hands?
Did you feel me break like a crumbling tombstone?
Something to acknowledge what is gone, now gone for good.
Did you feel my ribs shatter with the velocity of a car crashing into a liquor store, torso thrust forwards, collarbone hits the steering wheel and for the first time you hear the silence.
Did you understand how I felt?
Do you now?

#love   #heartbreak   #sad   #depression   #happy   #change   #gone   #youth   #breakups  
  Oct 11 2016  Isabella Rosemary
Reilyn Aileen Sanderson

You taste like static
and your eyes look like hot coals
Let my body fizz
Ease me into your skin
I want to know what dying is

Isabella Rosemary
Isabella Rosemary
Oct 11, 2016

You led me to safety, with white knuckles and wobbling knees

No matter your state of being you always put my peace of mind first

You were open and straightforward, telling me every word of your life story, omitting no nitty gritty details

You told me you were only honest with me

And I had no reason to think differently

But if that's true, I think there might be more to pursue, I think we might be exploring the wrong avenues

I admire so much about you, your generosity, your intentions, your honesty and ambitions

You are my safety net, an angel on request

You are dependability when no one has stepped up yet

You're one of the best I know, and I'm so glad to have you in my life, no matter what's in between the lines.

I won't long for more than I have, because not many are lucky enough to have a friend as good as mine.

i really do value you as a person, and value our friendship more than you could ever know. ily bud
Isabella Rosemary
Isabella Rosemary
Sep 21, 2016

I choose where my roots grow.
I choose what paths they follow.
"Don't forget your roots."
What if I haven't laid them yet?
"Don't forget your roots."
What if they were dying and broken?

Sometimes we all need a bigger pot to grow in.

"Don't forget your roots."
What if they were slowly creeping around my neck, becoming my noose, could I cut them then?
"Don't forget your roots."
Not all soil is alike, not all soil is fertilized for every plant to grow right.
"Don't forget your roots."
What if they're why I'm like this?
"Don't forget your roots."
Don't you understand they're why I'm choking?

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