Audrey Marie

Audrey Marie Dec 2016

Gone

Just a normal day
Sun came up and nothing more
our daily lives go on.
Telephone rang, better pick it up.
Voices trembling
whats wrong?
finally, they get the words out..
"Shes dead..Your best friend..is gone.."
My hands start trembling
my eyes started watering, but not to the point where i can cry
It felt like..
everything went black
Everything i had done, built and known,
was gone faster than a blink of the eye.
**My befriend was gone

#love #death #dead #gone

Audrey Marie Dec 2016

The feeling

Hand trembling
feet shaking
Children screaming
babys crying
Telephones rigning
Adults yelling
Girls crying
Boys fighting
Dogs barking
Wind rushing
This feeling
make it *stop

#stop #feeling

Audrey Marie Apr 2016

As I stood there

As I stood there with my jaw dropped open,
I thought someone had slapped you, But it turned out it was fake
As I stood there with my jaw dropped open,
I saw you walk over to her
As I stood there with my jaw dropped open
I saw her walk over to you
As I stood there with my jaw dropped open
I then saw you lean into her, and she leaned into You
As I stood there with my jaw dropped open
You both kissed but it was quick, But loud
As I stood there with my jaw dropped open

I remember how you kissed me like that
I remember How you put your hand on my Hips
and pulled me in and all I could do when you kissed her was
Stand there with my jaw dropped open

Audrey Marie Apr 2016

Him

When she thought it was all over
When she thought she couldn't do it anymore
When she thought that they wouldn't stop
She stopped thinking,
And the only thought on her mind; was,
*him

#heart #dance #iloveyou #him

Audrey Marie Apr 2016

Pray

He asked me to pray to the gods he doesn't believe in.

He wants me to pray to the gods I don't believe in.

He wants to pray but can't find the floor to kneel on soft enough for his bruised knees and trembling hands.

He needs us to pray to the gods we cannot comprehend but reach for with hands cupped in offering of nothing

not mine

Audrey Marie Apr 2016

As i sit

As I sit here and do nothing but wonder,
how could I let it get this far...
I wish I could've just told him how I felt about him still..
maybe im not in love with him, maybe im just in love with the feeling...
What if he still loves me...?
Do I really want to risk saying I need him back wall he's dating her?
Could I ever say I didn't mean any of it and that I hate him?
No, I could never hate him...
I could never hate you, Brown Eyes.

To my first, Love

#love #relationships #iloveyou #me #imissyou #nohate #comebacktome #heatbroken #thisway #loveley

Audrey Marie Apr 2016

He

He saw you.
He met you.
He wanted you.
He liked you.
He chased you.
He got you.
He had you.
He got bored of you.
He left you.
He broke you

#love #heartbreak #had #him #he #left #bored #broke #got