it seems easy to believe,
in you and me
when the promise of the light in your eyes,
seeps through my indecision.
my fingertips sliding across the palate of your every inch.
the spaces i have touched painting, colors tracing my every outline,
intertwining between all the small details that define us.
red, like fire, conviction,
spreading across my chest with blinding heat.
echos of animosity, as the lingering flames crawl across the embers they once drew upon.
blue, breaking against waves of progress,
aches washing away with each pull of the moon.
White froths of inspiration.
the sun lay just above, you see?
forrest green, branching through my veins.
spinning life through my every corner.
your skin like spring,
leaves falling to my feet as you pull away once more.
tears, wrong way signs, fails and falters,
dancing themselves into a web,
tangling me into your response.
deep rust, connection.
iron lending to our foundation.
a place to plot the seeds of what could be.
a place to rest our old souls,
once our bodies can longer be seen.
and when the world threatens to break me,
break this beautiful chaos of color,
i will lay here,
in a sea of lavender,
with you my love,
singing songs, with melodies like rainbows, and clocks that run on shades.
while you fill my dreams with sweet memories of our painted past.
You said you would always love me,
Joke's on me
I believed in love,
and believed in you.
You promised to never leave my side.
Never is a long time.
I should have taken out insurance,
on loneliness and solitude.
You weaved your way into my web,
now we are all tangled up.
I can't live with you,
can't live without you.
Am a dripping mess of tears.
You took over my heart and filled it up,
with beautiful lies and silent promises.
I assumed too much when you said it was something,
I should never have listened to my soul,
when it whispered your name.
Words are powerful,
so choose them carefully.
Words are your fate,
sentences to your destiny.
but the lies you tell
make up the spiderweb of your life.
Spin a web of lies and catch some flies
Flies are friends and foes.
So be careful and watch your nose.
I've gotten so good at being alone
now it's a great time on the couch
surfing the web on my phone
singing with a wide mouth
letting random melodies pour out
throw in a shout or a laugh
chilling with myself like a dumbass
but it's fun, acting exactly how I
want to act, patting my own back
I'm glad I didn't let myself as a best friend
slip through the cracks.
I am that helpless fly struggling to break free from a spider's web.
The one that awaits inescapable predetermined death.
I am the moth who quietly hovers above a candle's open flame.
The one who could care less about if its wings caught fire or hadn't.
I am the girl.
The one who silently sat by as her heart shattered within her chest;
pain filling her.
Pain that bore a familiarity to the first time she gained hope that everything would turn out for the better.
I am the girl.
The girl who would carelessly make the mistake of letting you back into her conciseness.
The girl, who no matter what she progressed through, continues clinging to the fondest fleeting memories.
Ones that only, with imitational happiness, shroud the grief and agony she has been put through.
I am that foolish girl,
who even after all this time still welcomes you with
open arms and tear stained cheeks.
can you please go away?
i don't need you
you aren't who i want
but you slam into my mind
at the most inconvenient of times
and i remember all we had
lost in a limbo of
of when i was living
in your spider's web
Is it really fake?
The way we smile on the web and pretend things are great
They way we search for the lost relationship we know we won't get back
But in the the curves of the letters we can act like it's okay
Pretend that those years weren't lost and that you were there
Because photos speak a 1,000 words and they're everywhere
On the web it may seem like its peachy keen and that we always had a love that was true.
But the truth lies in what's unseen
And there's nothing to change so for now I'm threw.
Is anyone out there?
I'm all alone.
Can anyone hear me?
Is anyone there to find me
And tell me everything's going to be okay
The one lie that everyone wants to hear
The one that makes everything a little bit better
But it is yet a lie
It's false hope
Nothing gets better
The world is a lie
And we are all trapped in its web
Spiraling down into darkness
No one is there
Just your false hopes
Your dreams soon turn to the unimaginable
Your happiness turns to bitter loneliness
Your life turns to ash
All thats left of you sits in a pit of despair
Still believing in the little lie
Burden of one thousands sins
you will not win again
hiding broken dreams with care
they too have done their share
life for the past few years
bringing nothing but tears
window broken beyond repair
gold and diamonds, rubies rare
your blood is warm, yet your heart is cold
secrets that have never been told
bloody roses everywhere
deepening wounds that are not there
web of lies and defeat
you're a liar and a cheat
wishing upon a starry sky
caught yourself living a lie?
evil deeds come out to play
in the end it's yours to pay
twinkling star in the night
trying to do all that's right
let love bleed red
by the end you'll be dead
one, two, three, four
lies at you to the core
Icy dread conspires against my voice.
She’s graceful, bold, deep (living), but she’s not my crush.
She creates the fountain, symbolizing the winter of my dreams.
Her web gleams, softly crushing me in sleep.
Ethereal souls have their grandeur wither in death.