She will not stare into
the locks of your
deep brown eyes like
rays of jupiter sky,
instead
she will laugh at the
way you walk with
your hands in your pockets
She will shake her head
every time you
talk about that zombie
apocalypse, sigh at the mess
you've made, after all the cigarettes
you've smoked, all the instant noodles
you've eaten. But she'll constellate
the freckles on your skin and
pick up the pieces, just so you won't
break her heart, quite terribly.
She will cry silently, hold her
like the wind has never
wrapped the clouds
so tightly.
She will not say, "I love you,
I love you" instead, she will
smile at you like the shape
of flower petals, and say
"You are so stupid"
I do so hope you're not as lost as I,
My young, beloved warrior.
Why that tear bedims your eye,
As you charge forth to your death
I hope you know what you're fighting for,
My passionate, silly lover boy
Why you chose to end your life before
Any of it had even started
I want to know why, naive, young man
You went and left me here alone,
To sit and wonder how I can
Bring you back to me
But every time you hear that name,
I see you burn with anger,
I see your heart burst into flame
With a passion I'll never understand
I don't know what it did to you,
That one inglorious monster,
Of the pain you feel I have no clue
Or of the terrors which came after
So come back to me once more my love,
Don't let it ruin all you care for
And I will help you rise above
The anger and the pain
I was born of fire,
of a simple flame.
I save many worlds,
yet I take no blame.
It all dwindles away,
into my dark past.
What applause I do get,
it will never last.
I was born of ice,
frozen, cold, and blue.
I am a burden of frost,
a very bitter one, too.
A man of lost love.
A man of lost friends.
My companions die
as my life never ends.
I was born of rage,
war, cruelty, and hate.
That never really changes
once I regenerate.
In this war I face,
I'm a truly lost soldier.
But, you see, I won.
The Time War is over.
Once you have seen me
I will never be a blur.
For my true name is lost,
so just call me The Doctor
New Beginnings
Poems fuck up
Just the same as marriages, juries, and pop tarts
The thing is
You can either move on
Or spend years in divorce court
Shout at the judge
And look back wondering if you might have been better
Leaving the pop tarts, not trying to make them better (in the way that annoyed her)
Get your keys
Make it to court on time
And not spill filling on your shirt so you look like a fool
Life with the Ponds
There was a girl
that I knew for years
When young, she was strong
And had little fears.
When older, she engaged
to a man with such glory.
But she waited so long
to tell me of Rory.
Then we started, with time,
to bring him along.
And in less than a minute,
her Rory was gone.
He vanished from time
and Amy forgot.
While, as my curse,
I sadly did not.
But then with a bang,
the boy did return,
when he was desperately needed,
when life wouldn't burn.
A brave soldier he was
with little to no fears.
He sat there with Amy
for 2,000 years.
Then we saved the world.
Reset, it would be,
but, in return,
it would lose me.
On my way back
through the turning of time,
I took notice
of this cursed life of mine.
Soon through the flashback,
which showed little glory,
I stopped in my path
to tell Amy a story.
It brought me back
into the world.
In time for a wedding
of a boy and a girl.
I had a calling
from the groom's bride.
"Oh Doctor, my doctor,
you cannot hide
You're not imagined,
you are so real.
Come back through the crack
so that it can heal."
And soon I did
as the wind blew
I arrived in a tux,
and brought something blue.
After awhile,
we set off again
Me, happy as ever,
with my two best friends.
And, after that,
It didn't take long
til we went to war,
til they had River Song.
Her life was confusing,
and converged into mine
I didn't realize
she was a lady of time.
When young, she was stolen.
Being trained, was she.
All of that work
just to kill me.
She almost succeeded
but it wasn't too late.
She gave me her lives.
She'd never regenerate.
Later, we'd marry,
when I was to die.
That's what earth needed
to move forward in time.
But yet I survived
in a robot of me
"Oh, clever Doctor,
how could this be?"
I know it confuses,
but one must not know.
It could fill up your brain
so much it might blow.
Now, on with the story,
it's soon to end.
I do not like it,
but it's hard to pretend.
We found Dinosaurs, cowboys,
we held the power of three,
but then came the angels.
They took them from me.
My sweet little pond,
and one of her boys.
I was so broken.
I lost all my poise.
Before all of this,
we ran, and we ran
But now there's no running
"Goodbye, Raggedy Man.
Attached too easily broken too fast
Till when will this soft heart last
forgiving the unforgivable trying to bury it in my past
Cause am playing a fool for you In a movie that you cast
Roll the film keep'm entertained
by the greatness , her bast
The moon glows like the sun
Can't be seen if its not night time hun
Ur not awake and the mornings coming soon I guess I better run
Cause if you can't see me now then my life feels like its no fun
So I better run
fast
I keep playing a foul for you
In a movie that you cast
Roll the film keep'm entertained
Hope your entertained
by the greatness her bast
Cause nice girls finish last
All I know is some things can never be replaced
they've been misplaced
Left there to linger
Confusing and tying me up with a lace
A lace strengthened with time
So sour and bitter like lime
Trying to unlock the secret with my rime
But I've pasted so many signs
Found myself in nowhere waiting for nothing
Hoping for something
Have I lost control
Or have you stole my soul
Or is it resentment of getting hurt
Or is it defending my own avoiding the dirt
Can't see the reasons
I see through you
Why can't you see through me
I've listened deeper
Why can't you listen to me
Let me enlighten you
Indulge your senses
Guide you through my map
Put down the fences
Soak you up with loads of me
Then spin you in rinses
Am ties and twirls
So open your mind
And let me flow through
No I don't go with the flow
That might bother you
Been long since I've glimpsed the though of you
Got me wondering
am I hurt or have I never known the truth
I've forgotten am I hurt
Or am just too layered for anyone to dig through
We spoke of many things
While Adventure Time blared in the background
And my heart throbbed
And my head filled with fear
If only I lived a little more with my heart
And a little less with my head
I might know that she’s mine, for sure
Mine.
Ha.
She’s not anyone’s girl. She won’t ever be, probably.
That’s why I like her.
Wild as wheat in an abandoned field under beating sun
And her hair was soft as a cushion
And I used her stomach as such.
Oh Lauren.
I can’t help myself.
That’s a lie. I can, slightly, but I don’t want to.
I don’t know if you’re sleeping or leaving or nodding (that’s unlikely - is it?)
You’re probably not gone
I’m probably just freaking out
At least I have art as a consolation
Even your sweat smells good
Lauren
Who I don’t know and I know too well already
I want to grab you and fuck you until we’re one
And have lost you to the world by spring.
Time
unseen, unnoticed
surreptitiously slips away
and I fear
there will never be enough
to experience
the magic
of my dreams
took a step into a crowd
felt a wave through the ground
as she lost her friends
with the beat and the sound
then the mad man pulled her by her hand
into another land
spoke the words of youth
gave her an option to choose
leave the confusion and the blues
he said with his eye fire waiting to set loose
burn her alive with the madness
that's what she choose
the fast cars and the clothes
she told him light my way
take the wheel
cause I've been driving for so long
and my vision is unclear
take my hand indulge my innocence
so he drove her over the clouds
wrapped her in metals of distance
twisted her existence
swirled her in a galaxy of imagination
her own heaven in creation
till one day his heart changed
as he pushed her down the stairs of heaven
and broke her every bone
the ground was cold hard stone
she was left twisted broken and all alone
reaching for a phone but there's no connection
in the black hole of confusion
time passed as she painted every perception expected
hoping to find a solution
that's when she realized it was all an illusion
the words the thrill the charm
she was about to burst but she just stayed calm
as she reached out but there was no arm
so she got herself up and walked into the hazy clouds
she had strength in herself but she also had doubts
then she heard a voice so sweet and tender
he said lead your own way and never surrender
