when you were finally walking
hand in hand with your
Father on the sidewalk
safe from the reckless cars and
then you started stepping a
little to the left, then
to the right, walking a
somewhat crooked path because
so slowly but surely you
started creeping closer and
closer to the painted yellow
line between the street and
the sidewalk, that's why when
even more than usual
to step a little farther until
you started to teeter
over the edge
not caring now if you fall
over, completely pulling yourself
free from your Dad's loving hold
then if that wasn't enough,
to keep straying from safety while
inching closer to apathy
until both feet stood on
the rough concrete below
the sidewalk you
strayed too far from
now my only hope is
you don't dare
cross the pedestrian lane to
the other side where no
one can pull you back
onto the safety of
there was a place
where my heart grew
In a murky peace,
it was comfortably happy
But you ripped it away.
denied me my haven,
however broken it was.
And I bled for an age.
And my scabs became scars.
And my lips remembered how to smile.
And my heart ached for you no more.
But and but.
But then there you were.
My murky sunlight.
There you were.
And we laughed.
For a moment,
I was safe again.
And I was oh so radiant.
And I was oh so polite.
A vision of Over You.
But when the rain came.
And you faded into the mist.
I cried bitter tears of Not Over You.
For the cherished hollow I miss,
is the broken thing you escaped.
cold metal found on the moon
crazy about you it tastes like never knew it would
need to eat your face
horrible indicator of fate
push down the brakes
i've found the way to break you
on the wheel of hate
dont want to know what tastes
less like crossing lines with pins
favorably rich and not needing
a break today
finding the safe way
in one place dont have to hide
so take your chances step outside
like eyes and brights a chance encounter
dont need the fiber in the diet
a point of view creates more waste
be careful what you wish for
it may come to pass in the sky
take your chances step outside
your boots are taller than hell
you falsified documents
mattress found on the side of the road
you are the weeds learning to grow
favorable conditions for a way outside
you dont play games in the arcade
stark raving pale man
learns to know a day that doesnt end
forget the man in the way
you know the way to lend a hand
faithful monkey prince of the
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birds of paradise
not being the on
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poetry computer suck my dick
poetry computer this is eugene from 1979
poetry computer suck my words
poetry computer the future is yours
poetry computer make it squeal like a little bitch
we don't want these original projects in the poetry computer
i am the poetry computers slave
i will be the poetry computer i can be anything
forget that i said anything about the gulls and the bees
i broke the word on playing manipulating this sick little project poetry computer
this platform is right
this platform is a sad little thing on the edges of fuck
this platform is a sad little fuck on the edges of lost words generation
i'll fuck your mouth poetry computer
i'll fuck your mouth till all you know is nut
the biggest baddest project in the hood
i hope its good
up her in the dooh
i'm down and ready for more poetry computer
swallow girl its only nut
I am 18 years old.
18 years young rather.
I am still here to learn,
and for your guidance, I yearn.
I want to go fast.
Not to forget my past,
But to finally reach my moment,
and then make it last.
I look up to the sky,
And hope one day to fly.
And even when I slip,
I feel safe under your watchful eye.
In a world filled with hate,
Itís hard to not discriminate.
And although were all so different,
To you, were all so great.
Though shalt not that,
and though shalt not this.
But I have done them all,
and yet my life is filled with bliss.
Will I learn my lesson
Or will I just miss?
The sweet serenity of heaven's kiss.
To my dear —,
It's been cold for the past few days,
it's been dark a little longer,
and the sun takes it's time to rise.
The days are now slowly changing,
summer to fall,
Fall to winter,
I can't help but notice that I too am changing with it.
My heart is slowly freezing over,
my thoughts stay dark a little longer
and I to take my time to rise in the mornings, because I know you won't be there.
Everyone tells me to move on, even you.
The hardest thing that I heard you say is
"I'm not your girl anymore".
It was like a knife to the heart.
I still care endlessly
and my heart still has the same love for you.
I sit far, far away, miles apart but yet
I hope you know you are never alone.
I keep watch over you,
that my guardian angel watches over you too.
You won't ever know that I was there,
checking up on you everyday,
for as far as you know... I truly disappeared.
I'm not gonna pretend that you're alone in the nights,
I know he's there.
You're probably hanging out and making nice
and he has the nerve to ask my girl to dance
and you'll say yes,
but in my head you were always mine
and that's how I'll remember you.
As mine and me as yours.
I won't let go,
even if you have,
I'll keep the faith for the both of us right now
and if you don't come back like you're supposed to, well then..
You may be out of sight,
out of my path now
but you are never out of my mind.
I'm a man of my word and for as long as I can,
I'll make sure you are safe and sound
give you the lights,
all the lights to guide you home.
Collection from a long time ago..
Save your words, hold your breath, silence your swears
Thieves are upon us, stealing our prayers
No matter who, what, where, when, why
It's all the same, they don't care
Nothing is safe
No belief, creed, or faith
From liars, bigots, and sexists who use the bible to discriminate
Don't tell me you worship love when all you do is preach hate.
They repress our own nature saying it's "for God's sake"
Restricting each freedom, even just to fornicate
Saying love's only purpose is purely to procreate
But a man's love is only true if that man love's straight
Calling cancer, AIDS, and other heartbreak simply a blessing sent from fate
Man, that's some shit in which I will not partake.
Because we're all sinners deep down to the bone.
Though that's something you won't see written in stone.
The path of acceptance is the only one leading home.
Because we're all a part of the human condition
We all break when push comes to shove
We're all lost, searching for an answer
But I found the answer
and the answer
is to love
A dark river
The treacherous rapids,
and stretches of gentle water,
that never last.
Even the river ends,
spilling out into a lake
or an ocean,
or even another river.
Some rivers are underground.
Those are the darkest rivers,
one hopes they can cross when the time comes.
But from this position,
on top of a small pile of rocks,
in the gentle stretch of the river,
there are rapids ahead,
another battle to be fought.
But beyond the churning water,
is this mist.
it's so beautiful,
it feels safe,
but it's unknown.
And if the battle is won,
i'll be lost in that sparkling mist,
that hides all shadows.
When the sun rises
and the mist fades away,
will I fade as well?
Or, when the mist fades
will it clear my vision?
But I have to leave my island
and fight those dark, churning waters
Then I'll know for sure.
The truth is
I've never been so terrified before
In this life,
We never know what's in store
I'm a terrible mess
Left scattered on the floor
Because everything I've ever loved
Has walked out the door
So there I was,
I finally got the strength to build
Up some walls
They're made out of
Bricks and cement
They will never fall
But you came in
And somehow knocked them over
You promised me you'd be mine
Even when we're older
I fell for you so fast I can't
How wondeful you are
To take away my pain
I love you
As the sun loves the moon
You promised me
You'd be back soon
But right now you're so far
But I will always keep my door ajar
Just incase you come back home
For I don't believe its safe for you to roam
But I've never been so scared before
All I want is forever to be yours
I hope nothing gets in the way
I hope your feelings never fade away
I know for a fact you are better than me
Its so very easy to see
I'd give you the stars
Because you healed my scars
Please never leave me
There's no way I could breathe
I could never love again
My love for you is until the very end
You are my soul mate
And my fate
This is why I'm mortified at the thought of losing you baby
So will you always stay, maybe, just maybe?
To me you're like a breath of fresh air
I've been trapped so long in a room polluted with hate
Hate for myself and hate for love
You found me in this room and you opened the door
The pollution came pouring out
And so did I
I fell down at your feet
And you lifted me up
You hugged me and told me everything was okay
And I believed you
I could see it in your big blue eyes
"Keep me safe" I uttered
"It's the only thing I know how to do"
it's the fourteenth annual
Freeze Your Ass Off Day
but I don't participate--
I am a poet,
or a depressed
or overanalytical homebody
They are the same thing.
there are scoffers in Connecticut
who have scoffers in Alaska
I can hear laughing panhandles
shaking up a jambalaya.
what I'd give to be Hawaiian.
The breadbasket, safe Pennsylvania
wayside of nature's cruelest footpaths!
she turns soggy and blank in December,
and your joints do too.
The old coal towns have heaved their massive sighs of industry
and in dusty hills, many depressed farmers sojourn through frost at times,
they are the old moons of small towns
and the ice will not get in the calloused skin
And in the towns the people huddle just like penguins
fireside writing clubs and coffee and tea
And it's cute.
But God willing, one day I'll escape this ice-pack state
numbing where the laceration is
the one that needs to rip full lateral
so i can leave this dismal boy behind