Love or hate
A silent fate
Beyond what most hold true.

Ignorance, wisdom
A silver lining and then some
Concepts living frayed among my mind.

Soft or hard
And bleeding scars
Rushing movement constant every single day.

Life and death
But all depress
Into stardust, ever mournful without cause.

Ope or closed
A worshiped host
With little understanding of it all.

This or that
It all comes back
Till black and white collide in total chaos.

ope n al l t h e smal lt hin gs (between)
th ei rmiddle s i swri th e ge n tl         y
m yst er y (that which tiny wanders
awe) brigh tfast bl indl ingly w i t h e r s

                   faceshands

into dust stumbling minutely though
g   r   a    s  p in ga nd b    i   t  i n       g
so open all the small things (boys and
girls open them they have empty which
like you have and faster more colorful
nothing they) s                                        o
open all the small things boysandgirls
spilling from them running rivers of
poppies splayed out in raw pallid eve
rushing through cambered fragility
(that instantly with precise mess flair
with the curving orange of death       )

YOU LIVE YOU LEARN YOU MAKE MISTAKES. YOU LEARN YOU OPE YOU MAKE DIFFERENT MISTAKES. SO YOU LEARN AND YOU LEAN BUT JUST TO EN UP MAKING THE SAME MSTAKES YOU THOUGH YOU LEARNED FROM AND PUT BEHIND YOU. YOU HOPE , YOU CRY, YOU LIVE, YOU LOVE, YOU HOPE, YOU PRAY. YOU END UP IN A PLACE THAT IS TAKING YOU NO WHERE. WHEN WILL YOU LEARN WHEN YOU CANT LEARN FROM THAT MISTAKE ANYMORE. I KNOW I NEED TO WAKE UP AND REALIZE WHAT I NEED TO LEARM FROM THIS MISTAKE AND NOT DO IT AGAIN. WHEN YOUR YOUNG AND YOU DONT WANT A MAN IN YOUR LIFE. TO MESS UP THE BALANCE YOUVE CREATED IN YOUR LIFE. AND YOU TAKE THAT CHANCE ANYWAY. YOU WOULD THINK YOU WOULD HAVE LEARNED ONE HECK OF A LESSON. BUT IT TAKES TWICE OR MORE TO LEARN THAT LESSON. I HOPE I LEARN IT SOON.
                                                                               THE END.