No one considers Jack:
Faithful and reliable,
Always there when you need a laugh.
The well worn crank beckons,
But poor Jack's old and rusted spring.
What's it like for him to
Pop! and Pop! and Pop!
Time and time again?
Then when his job is done
He's tossed in a corner
And forgotten about,
Untill the storm clouds gather once more.
What about Jack?
Who's there for Jack when he's down,
Or feeling blue,
Wanting to just give up,
When will Jack get his turn,
Or is he to spend forever
Trapped in the confines of his little box?
Stop spending your MONEY!
Money should only be used to get what you need
Only spend a few dollars here and there to feed
And clothe the family and buy other things like
Deodorant, shampoo, soap, and toiletries alike
You don’t have to have the best and newest
Making a fool of yourself is not the coolest
Down grade your services, shut off the cable
Start paying off the highest bills if you’re able
Shop at places like Goodwill, and the local Dollar Store
Consignment shops, places like that there are many more
I've bought many brand new unopened, clothing, appliances, furniture, toys and electronics
At places like the Dollar Store, consignment shops and Goodwill really I’m being quite honest
Everything in my home looks new, because places like I mentioned above
Takes all the end of season items and sends them to Goodwill with love
Don’t forget to clip all those wonderful cents off coupons
Look for sales in stores on those items to use them on
I have many nice things in my home. I didn't spend a fortune and I have no outstanding debt
But I have things that I enjoy and that make me happy, and no loans or credit card bills do I fret
If you must have a credit card then get just one, that you can use anywhere either a Master Card or a Visa
All those other store credit cards are just quite useless and will mostly add to your worry
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I wonder how many suicidal exes does it take for you to finally understand that it's not the dimples in their cheeks that you should be looking out for, but the pimples and blemishes vaguely hidden under powder and cream, the plasters over her arm screaming out for attention that you couldn't care less to give, and the invisible wounds slashed across her heart that only serves to remind the ever forgetful you that you are all human beings, extremely vulnerable, and always, always, needing love.
//We are no longer thirteen when you first met the boy that you thought was your world, or sixteen when you ran down the stairwell just when he kicked open his door, inviting. Sex was never an option, but a choice.
///You need to understand that there is no Utopia in Ethiopia when humans are raging war on the pretext of peace
Or maybe it's just the myopic us because really, what measures happiness?
////"Happiness is a mediocre standard for a middle-class existence", but you know what?
it's not okay to be fucking mediocre, but even worse to just be average.
stones in my ears, rolled up kings
warm thoughts in my heart
is what i need
to get through today
can this get me through
until friday, or july
or when sympathies are expressed
do I need more warm thoughts
to keep on keeping on
can i influence the masses
they make me crazy
can i give love away
and take none in return
will i have someone feel me
the way i feel them
when do i
i have made it this far
without anyone seeing me
You are 3 am yawns and
6 am grumbles,
you are mid-day stretches and
all day smiles.
You are off-key notes and
you are midnight dreams and
early morning air.
You are everything that I
have taken for granted
you are everything
I need to keep going.
How to fit it?
Put on a pretense.
Like those anchor peoples on the newscast.
Hold your opinions.
They don't like opinionated folks.
And if they are they called personal commentaries.
How to fit in?
Put on that smile.
In life we all are actors.
It's a trait of our character.
Unless we get selected to heaven.
Then that's another matter.
We required to be real because the love of God is there.
How to fit in?
Embrace the concept of your surroundings.
Just sit back and take it all in.
Like a shy person you'll be able to describe everything.
From those that fake to the backstabbers.
Now, you can be a rogue.
Just realize renegades doesn't last in the fakeness for long.
But that's how you fit in?
You just need to ask yourself?
Is this your quest?
Lovers,of God's world, I say to you.
For hurt doesn't come to you blindly to be hurt.
Love your enemies, do good by loving them.
Love those that blast you for security.
When there's really no need.
Because of being hurt by insecurity.
Hunger for wisdom to stand strong.
When you're the only one right.
And hosts of others are completely wrong.
Love attitudes, comes from knowledge.
And who know you better?
Laugh at your pain, instead of cry.
When you do you realize later you're wearing a smile.
Rejoice in joy, your life will shines more when it does come.
Happy is anyone that has someone.
Not that being lonely doesn't make you that way.
Remember and admit that love is a dangerous weapon
Against those that drive themselves to be evil.
Humble yourself in God's teaching.
His words that's written has a powerful meaning.
Find nothing that He hadn't predicted to be false.
Cause in reality they have appeared.
God gives it.
Do good and your reward shall be great?
Even among the unthankful.
Remember God does this.
The measure of your graciousness will determine your heart.
When we must answer to the Lord.
I'm always in a rush
Cause I don't ever wanna stop
Cause if I stopped I'd realize
How meaningless things are
I like the adrenaline
So why would I stop
Cause all the new people I meet
Are pieces of everyone I knew
And there's a tiny piece of you
I can tell what ya'll ganna do
And I hate repetition
Cause I've got too much of an intuition
I can read through you
You hear me but you don't feel me though
I feel you but you don't hear me
So, There's no need to understand nor comprehend
lets just rush things
And never stop
Rush it until we drop
What happened to always being there whenever I needed a "friend"?
Guess that was bullshit and came to an abrupt end.
I really need someone to talk to and u always made feel better.....whenever I was feeling bleu..,
Guess that was just pillow talk so u could gget what u wanted to...
Its just heart breaking cus I really need someone who isn't gonna be all judgmental and mean.....,
Ur the only one I know....who will listen and be positive when helping get thru the pain....
I need my friend more then ever today....but I don't think show.....cus his luv for me went away.
Anxiety is not
Only sweaty palms and racing thoughts
It's thoughts and thoughts and thoughts and thoughts and thoughts and oh my god I need to stop but I can't because if I do what if my world stops too?
Anxiety is not
Because there are things and things and things and things and
That need to be done and you can't just stop at one.
Anxiety is depression's friend
The friend that springs you out of bed fifteen minutes before your alarm, wrenching you from depression's arms and shattering your sadness.
But upon impact with the floor,
Your feet are cemented down and your goals are just out of reach because god you have the will power and you swear you're trying but why can't you be perfect and perfect and perfect and perfect.
Anxiety is the feeling
That pushes and pushes and pushes and pushes and pushes
Until it pushes you over the cliff
And you land amongst the lives anxiety has claimed that litter the bottom of the canyon that surrounds you and stops you from achieving what you wanted because god forbid you're actually trying.