There's something about everything about nothing about how we were created, tiny blips in a system of "Nothing Even Matters" starring the worst producers in the universe. One could catch a glimpse of us as they pass by to get to somewhere better and laugh, and shake their heads and they would know our only purpose in existence was to make them feel better inside. But whoever writes a book in the view of the indifferent? Whoever directs a movie where nothing different happens? That's like asking who remembers the forgotten, it's possible but ever so unlikely, and sure as sine is undulated, under appreciated, somewhat very deflated, and though we aren't remembered, we sure aren't too terribly hated.
There's something about anything that could be distributed as significance in this underrated little beauty, flourished world that runs about full of life and clarity, streaming with disparity, slow depreciating, and sometimes we're defeating the purpose of why we're unique, and we slowly take the filters out of our little selfie, loosing all this isn't healthy, and we diminish all signs of any significance and we become as lifeless as a meteor, and I sometimes think "What is this for?" And then I simply sigh and take my sunglasses outside and stare into the sun, and wonder if anyone in the entire world has gotten off their iPhones or TVs and stared at the sun along with me.
There's something about how I feel when the little things get to me, like grades or dating drama, getting larger, more dramatic, oh it's such a ceaseless phlegmatic, and I sit at my stirring house and wonder how I can bear to live it anymore. But then I start to realise the person passing over is really staring us in the face and watching this world run in place. I'm not going to think about it anymore, it's all part of Earth's perpetual cycle, I'm not going to stop this utter nonsense now because it's time for me to go to my next class.
without you in my life,
the world becomes nothing,
a colorless place where life ceases to be happy.
the sky goes gray,
clouds shift over.
all the colors of the world leak out,
away from everything.
the most beautiful flowers loose their brightest hues.
air grows thicker as it gets harder to breathe,
almost like loosing a lung,
though assured my body is whole.
trees leaves look dead in spring,
brown and dry.
the sun beams down hotter than ever,
the moon brings the coldest weather.
the stars dim in the sky,
like they have lost their inner fire,
so the darkest clouds cover them,
as a thick woolen blanket.
all beauty dies or despairs,
hidden away for better times.
when you are around.
....
i sit at home alone
refreshed and rested,
wonder why i'm alone
take look at the birds nest
try and learn something
compare and contrast his life from mine
found im spending my time
where i spend it best
and only beausei havent found you yet
the prawn we picked is loosing color
and the desert winds might blow it all
if the chicks dont make it
it will reassure that i want all to live
my bands website is www.loudwithlove.com
the sign on the bus says save water
nothing leaves
nothing enters
get your feet wet
dont be scared
lessons from loosing
leave you unprepared
you say when it rains it pours
I'm excited for you
At the same time I'm not.
I'm scared of loosing my best friend,
I'm scared of you leaving me.
I want you to be happy in college.
When and if you go
A piece of me will go with you.
You'll always be my best friend,
Maybe even something more
But we'll never know.
I'm staying here
And you're not.
You don't want to
But we want you to.
You could do such great things here,
But you don't want to stay.
I do t care what other people say
Or what they think;
You are who you are
And that is amazing.
I've know you all my life.
This year we got really close
And I loved every second of it.
When you told me you got accepted
I was secretly hoping that you wouldn't go.
I want you to be happy,
But I don't want to loose you.
You made my senior year so much better
And I can't think of you not being here.
I don't know what I want to do in college
You do, and I don't want to keep your from that.
I'm too scared to tell you all of this,
I really don't know what you'll say if you see this.
I don't want you to see this.
I broke down once in front of you,
And I don't want to do it again.
You are my best friend.
You'll always be my best friend,
Maybe even something more
But we'll never know.
Chaste Love,
Youthful but so careful with fear,
Of falling too far,
To only be stricken with tears.
A chaste love,
Far and far fetched,
Falling quickly for the ideal,
But never so quickly for the catch.
A boy I had always sought,
Never knowing I had sought one at all,
Until, like thunder, you came crashing,
Tearing, and annoyingly ripping,
At all these stone built walls.
A boy I had known,
A boy I had known to never be the end,
A boy, only if I’d known,
My heart would always give it’s best to defend.
A stupid boy.
Dumb in many sorts.
Who threw around accusations,
And judgement of many sorts.
A boy who struck fire,
To an often dead and frosted heart,
And at many time,
Tore it and ripped it quite apart.
Stupid boy, who came quite frankly,
Stumbling in my world,
Who danced on my patience,
And laughed when my anger curled.
Who understood my indifference,
When I did not,
Who looked at my inside,
When I could not.
What stupid boy.
That time can’t seem to forget.
What stupid boy,
That’s place no one can fit.
What stupid boy.
Whom abandoned the only heart who knew him best.
What stupid boy,
That brought a broken heart to it’s best.
What stupid nights,
That poison my once chilled heart,
What stupid feelings,
That tear and shred this world apart.
What stupid man,
As you moved on to bigger things,
What stupid man,
Loosing a love you’ve never seen.
What a stupid girl,
I’ve quickly become,
Surrendering to a heart that’s once again cold,
Instead of the heart,
That stupid boy ..taught you to become.
-K.B
Anti-wrinkle cream
Great for self-esteem
Preparations against cellulite
To remove that awful
Orange peel look alike
Lotions for tightening skin
Great for the fat
Below the chin
Pills for loosing weight
To help you deflate
Concealing cosmetics
To hide blemishes and scars
Or bad genetics
Botox injections
For astonished smile
The list goes on
Longer than a mile
Selection is huge
Fight against aging
Has never been easier
Just empty your wallets
And keep on applying
At least you will die
Trying
~Natasha~
Is it time for the earth to move yet?
I've waited 40+ years: watching,
hoping, and hearing.
Wind's whisper, roaring
and rustling by my side;
brushing, fanning
Fire's crackle, popping
pool of spilt blood,
soon cleansed away;
Water's cool trickling
rain, refreshed, turning
into torrents down
worn brown fissures,
broken etches arching
back to the origin,
the granite faced dirt.
Is it time for Mountain to move still?
If I'm lucky I have 40 more,
if not maybe 20, or blind
luck may rob me tomorrow.
Is it time to Move? Will I be
lucky enough to tremble
at new loosing ground.
Your safe and you are warm
got a break from the storm
then it's visiting time in the past
and you just reach the part
were you are loosing your heart
and your sprit is leav'in you fast
which feels like a fist punching though glass
and the only way out is to fight
so you shout
and fight your way out in a scream
shout
scream
give me back my dream
i need one to get though the day
but if it lost
then the storm will just blow me away.
The future might look bright and sunny
Yet the past was dark and cloudy
The people today
Don’t know what to say
Some show hate
Others fear
I don’t know what to say
This might be the end my dear
I’m scared of loosing you
You’re my whole world
We may have our fights
But you’re worth the hurt
Through the years
Through the tears
Life will finally end
I’m only leaving
From this world
If we are hand in hand
