I want to draw the mirth from your mouth
Touch the merriment on your tongue
And share in its sweet taste
The laughter on your lips is nectar
The light in your eyes is youth
And with the joy you set upon my lips
I'll anoint every part of you
I keep catching your scent
Due to the week minus a day that we spent
Having our hearts on our sweatshirt's sleeves
While hoping this love never leaves
For this week minus a day
My feelings for you grew in every way
Every time your finger tips brushed through my hair,
While our bodies were nothing more than bare,
I laid my palm on your chest over what matters the most,
While our eyes began to get close,
Your heartbeat was signaling my fingertips
to tell my lips
Not to be afraid or shy
But to kiss his lips or else he'd try
So with my hands trembling to the beating of your heart
My worries and my desires began to grow apart
And I slowly, but without hesitation, felt your kiss
Along with your kiss I felt your passion and bliss
All while feeling and sharing the increase of your heart beat
And as we pulled away, we became tangled from our thighs to our feet
And I pulled the warm sheets over my face
To hide my blushing while feeling your embrace
Your body spoke to me as if it was reciting a love poem
Your arms saying "this is your home"
Your lips saying "you're beautiful, lovely"
And your eyes saying "come show the love you have for me"
And I fell for you
What a silly thing to do
love is a storm at sea
leaving me lost and alone
surrounded by something
I thought would never hurt me
and your cyanide lips
burnt in a way
that I could never resist
addictive wounds, inflicted by you
love is a quest of who can win
your heart first
me or him?
I'm losing, I'm falling behind
love is a game of how many
can you lead victim
to your locked up heart
but open lips
so free willed, so meaningless
each kiss to you
is nothing more
than brushing skin
each kiss to me
is a painful sin
like letting myself in
to Hell's open door
it is like opening the walls of my heart
making myself your willing victim
allowing you to make your way
and tear out all my vital veins
so that I feel nothing
nothing but you
inside of my heart, blood and being
but that's nothing new
your nonchalant ways
are driving me insane with
sadness, happiness and jealousy
the rage and fire of you being
the only thing that occupies
my mind and my heart
and I will tell you just one more thing
I wish I was inside of you too
Somewhere in the sockets of ours skulls
we ache to be buried in a coffin that leaves us room
to kiss, and when your six foot schoolboy frame is
six feet below the soil, our bones will make love but
our skeletons will not know it as intimate.
We will be found with ink stains inside the
dents in our pelvises or somewhere between our wishbones.
Tell me how you want to go and I will nod calmly and slip
a will beneath your tongue with my lips, then
let the smoke of fires and recurrences
Don’t let funerals scare you,
they are more for the living anyway and
when you feel that the ropes around your wrists
are tightening and the ropes within your wrists
are loosening, we'll count to 3.
I've always wondered how I'd go,
And sharing the toxins seems less
Scary then swallowing them on my own.
You tried to shove the words back into my mouth
but they had already slithered into your ears
and coiled around your brain stem,
that carry the taste of blood
on my lips,
the blood I spat out in the shower
carried no metaphors
or remnants of sympathy
no remorse for the simple truth.
honesty without hesitation,
tastes a lot like rusted iron
when the recipient
smells of a blurry night
in a hotel mini bar.
"What's on my mind? The same thing that's been on my mind since our first blessed encounter... the day we met. There is nothing I want more, and nothing I wouldn't give... but not out of greed or lust or obsession. but out of pure and honest love. I want her... no... need her. She's the air that I breathe, yet now I feel so breathless. Poisoned by torturing pleasure, sweetened by blissful pain. She is my life." -Y.M.
Why do I cry? Is it because you'll never know? Is it because I can't tell you everything that's deeply carved in my mind and in my heart? Or is it because I know that even if I did it wouldn't make a difference?
For her are the tears that slowly roll down my face, gently resting on the corners of my quivering lips. For her are the countless hours spent reminiscing. Hers are my every thought, every effort and every intention of my days. For her is my breath. For her is my heartbeat. For her is my very soul. She is my everything, for she is all that I am and all that I lack. For her I cry every night. I have met my demise.
"Trying to forget her is like trying to forget vital functions... Forget how to walk, talk, breathe. It's simply not possible. So I stay here and wait. Forever if I must. Forever is a long time, but whats the point of living if it can't be with her? My heart will never be at rest until it is with its other half, even if it does take forever. Forever waiting for my life to begin. Forever waiting to complete my soul. Forever waiting to love you forever." -Y. M.
i never knew my bones could ache,
until i met him.
i haven't eaten in three days
and my ribs are poking my stomach
and hips are sticking out.
my touch is faint
and my head is pounding.
my knees are boney
and they clack together as they tremble.
my lips are dry and scabbed from picking at them,
im cold and empty,
i can't sleep.
we're not in love,
could we be.
1) you know you left your favorite pair of underwear at my house, do you want to come and get them?
2) I miss you more than I miss my home
3) you're like a part of me that left and I really want that part of me back
4) you use to call me beautiful, I looked at myself In the mirror and I cried because it wasn't your voice saying "you're beautiful"
5) I miss your voice running through my skin
6) remember all those times you would call me and tell me you miss me? How come you don't do that anymore?
7) I hugged this tall boy that reminded me of how you would slouch to hug me and I smiled so widely I was as happy as how I was when I was with you
8) the boy next to me smells like you
9) my brother came home and your name slipped out of his mouth or it sure seemed like
10) I miss you.
11) I saw you staring at me and when I went to smile you turned away
12) it got me sad like how when you told me you didn't like me
13) remember that time you kissed me? And you said you hope it doesn't change anything? You lied
14) it's been almost 4 months and my lips still ache your touch
15) I wish you were here
16) we were never in love but oh boy, how we could have been in
As darkness placed its crimson cloak
At the feet of ageless dunes
And dancing flames were brought to life
I sneaked into the roughness of your beard
And stole the nectar of your crescent moon lips
Everytime I see your face my heart skips a beat
Your lips so soft and sweet
I long to cradle you in my arms, to hold you while you weep
Trade your heart with mine, it is yours to keep
How I wish I could fix you up and make you whole
If my misery equaled your happiness it would be my goal
Soon the song of a blade will be the only answer I seek
To dream of you forever, in my lonely sleep.