Last night I had a dream,
Nothing made sense,
Nothing was as at seemed.

I was supposed to get married,
To someone that hardly cared,
So I ran.

I ran directly into a stranger,
Someone I knew,
But hardly knew.

We looked into each other's eyes,
Suddenly,
So suddenly nothing mattered.

He kissed my lips,
As I drew infinity on his neck,
I woke up.

I woke up with that scene in mind,
His face still burning so clearly.
All I can think about is infinity.

All I can think about is finding him,
I wonder if he too had that dream,
If he too is trying to find me.

Run you clever boy,
And remember me,
Please.

Like a paraplegic dog,
on two feet he stood alone.
Like a innocent fog,
by the slightest breeze, he was blown.

Like a permanent infinity,
he became an endless query of himself.
Like an unholy trinity,
he fed on blessings with unclean delf.

Always clueless to the placement of the sun,
he could not discern his today from tomorrows.
The fatherless one, an only son,
he could count on none but his sorrows.

Lost in the tempo of his affinity,
he did not realize the passing hours.
Cursed with time's irregularity,
all things the clock devours.

Like a blind man missing hands to feel,
he pressed his cheeks against the ground.
The hot surface made him squeal.
His face was burned and browned.

It's unfortunate he was fearful of  every sound,
the only things that truly worked where his ears.
Always hungry with no food around,
the only salt he tasted was his tears.

He walked in circles like rings around Saturn.
Though his mind wandered him to a different place,
His feet had memorized the pattern.
His past mistakes where all he could chase.

Moonlight, sheathing the earth,
lost its heart to a shining smart satellite,
"moving speck of light, inching forward to infinity,
alas! our love lasts, not even a cosmic minute"

The most beautiful thing in the world is disappearing.
Eyes half-shut,
Eyes, half-shut,
Infinity.

The most beautiful thing in the world is your
Hungry,
Still-searching eyes,
Always unsatisfied,
Only ever somewhat watching anything other than the reachable nowhere.

I don't see anything in your eyes
And I think that's the point.

Famished,
Poor, and
Crawling
You exist,
Stomach curling
And stirring bones in its wake.
You exist but only over the horizon.

Searching for the furthest thing you can see,
Searching for what lies beyond that,
Looking for the grayed creatures above your touch
But
More than that,
Raining thoughts upon them like a curious god
Only just remembering
His own power,
His own creation--
Wondering how they're holding up away from you.

You miss them,
And you've been dying to see them.

Sitting on this raft with knees up to my chin.
I am Floating to nowhere out in this big ocean of strange things.

Water underneath rocks me slowly.
Moisture tickles the hairs on my legs, as I clash into the uneven rhythm of the waves.
Bringing me closer to the sunset.
Beyond the horizon all I see is blue infinity.
No one around me and nobody knows where I am.
Seagulls screeching above my head, flying together as a group.
Where do I go from here?
Do I keep going or let go?

I keep drifting and searching for others out there like me.
Who am I looking for?
I'm getting fatigued, my eyes slowly closing shut.

I am holding onto my only hope,
Myself.

Grey and vast, it comes to me
The darkness of the flowing sea
Strong as storm, hard as stone
Dark as midnight, white as bone

The end of all, the finite shore
Gives birth to salty desert swells
Infinite as breathing sky
Earthbound as the turn of years

It screams, it scorns, its wrath outpours
It cradles, soothes, and lends a home
It is the end of all that was
It is the birth of something gone.

Ancient years mar not the deep;
Waves drown human sentiment
Flashing, pouring, burning tides
Know not peace or lenience

As sea aches for the shore, my love
So I reach evermore for you
Shroud of infinity, beware;
You fall short of the human soul.

For the eternal, I will strive
For the gold I've buried there
Across  paths of the shining sea
I will return, and find You there.

Alpha.
Devise Your Own Philosophies
Of Revelatory Self-Comprehension

Beta.
Time Is A River,
Memory Is A Fountain

Gamma.
What Is Intangible Shall Remain

Delta.
The Existential Is Ours To Warp As We See Fit

Epsilon.
The Eyecon Watches

Zeta.
Dichotomy Continuum

Eta.
Rapturous Olympus

Heta.
Exile Vilify

Theta.
Those Who Seek Will Find

Iota.
Neo-Lambda In Half-Light

Kappa.
Wake Up "Mr. Freeman"

Lambda.
Dopamine Fix For The Data Addict

Mu.
Not All Those Who Wander Are Lost

Nu.
Our Paradoxism

Omicron.
The Right Man In The Wrong Place
Can Make All The Difference In The World

Pi.
November In The Void

Qoppa.
I Have Riven Time Asunder

Rho.
Be The Compassionate Arbiter

Sigma.
Humanity Is A Joint Effort

Tau.
Slyck

Upsilon.
Welcome To Wonderland

Phi.
Breathe

Digamma.
Some Daze Inspiration Takes Me

Chi.
Infinity:
I Can't Give It Up,
Because It's Not Enough

Psi.
Ion Chaser Ate A Hurricane

Omega.
Doomsday Kiss

You know what you did?
You took my heart,
and stepped on it a 1000 times,
even though I said I would walk a 1000 miles just to see you smile.
I'll offer 2000, 3000, and up until infinity, I'd keep walking even if I hit eternity.
But love is just too damn complicated.

It's a 4 letter word that has 1000000 meanings and yet, only 2.
You and him.
We have 2 arms, 2 legs, and yet 1 heart.
That's because you need that 1 person to complete you.
So I guess you're that missing puzzle piece that will never fit into my life.
I'm not giving up it's just like my heart.
Lost.

Because love is:
Literally losing yourself to that 
one person who can make the word
voluptuous mean nothing in comparison to
everything she has.
I'm lost.

Honestly, I care about your feelings more than my own.
So I'll leave you alone.
Sometimes you have to run away, just to see who will follow you.
Although I have 100 friends calling me an inspiration,
I still don't have that 1 opinion that will make me smile..

Love is just too damn complicated.