There must have been millions of raindrops falling
Loud drops plummet from the place where the sky overflows
The infinite pitter patter is painfully counted one by one
These moments are that rainy night
Splashes splatter, showers flood,
Shards of water blind the fogged windowpanes,
Catching the candle light’s dull flicker on the dancing trees
Waves of sentimental silent reverie grasp a fragile heart,
Only learning to sing the soul’s most poignant sentiment
Eyes wide open to see you walking in my dreams
Broken silence filled the aching moment with a boisterous sigh
The daunting fading hush of unspoken breath exhaled
Marks a secret place no one else can go,
One drop at a time…
That Night Of Youth,
We Met .
I Did Not Expected.
It Was That Drunk Grin Of Yours,
That Got Me Captivated,
The Way You Looked At Me In Your Bedroom,
That Silly,Idiotic Laugh You Gave Me.
Soon Enough Without Trying I Embraced,
I Never Think Was A Mistake,
Though To Everyone's Eyes It Was.
Fights By Tears,
Tears By Fights,
We Went On.
You Couldn't Change Until You Realized,
That My Love Was Blinded,
And I Have You Deep In My Heart.
You Stupid Moron,
The Man-whore You Are,
I Love You Always,
I Always Had.
Sculpted and shaped
Moulded and smoothed
Beauty with a pulse
Beaten and raped
Carved and bruised
Violence to repulse
The same hammer used to make
Used to smash, to break
The beauty of an icy heart
"You're beautiful."
Thank you but I'm not. Really.
"Yes you are."
I'm not, I swear.
"Why not? Why are you not beautiful?"
I have no heart. No soul. Everything and everyone who loves me, I hurt... I am a monster, nothing more.
"To me your beautiful... Really."
Ok. When I hurt you don't sat I didn't warn you.
"I love you. You cannot hurt me."
That's what they all say...
"Tell me you love me,
Tell me you care.
Tell me my heart isn't blind to see,
The love that we will forever share.
Tell me that no matter what they say,
We will forever stand strong.
Tell me that with me you will forever stay,
So that my heart will never again sing a sad song.
Tell me that my love you shall forever hold dear,
And your love to me shall forever be true.
For them I shall never cry another sad tear."
My older brother was extremely rich,
but he was quite rude to an evil witch.
The witch then cast a mysterious spell,
my poor brother had hoped she meant well.
The spell was forbidden in society,
but the witch did not stop as her heart was icy.
A little wait and the result,
was that my brother only then had salt.
He moaned and complained, he became insane,
while the witch was sick beyond humane.
As he did not know that she was ill,
he had a noose to hang himself made at the mill.
He then killed himself unaware of the fact,
that the witch was dead, his money was back.
Today is lonely as God cries over the earth with feverish passion. It would be a lie if I said I wasn't looking for Love on these days. Those leg kickin', back scratchin', tummy rubbin' days. Where the heat stretches for miles, and the storms flood for awhile. On those days I'm looking for Love. Walking down a road as long as time itself. Wind whippin' my hair, breeze kissing my cheeks, this is the time I remember you. The way you held my attention as close as you held my heart. I wonder where you are now, even when you are right in front of me.
I tried to fill this
empty bed
but his blues kept stirring
in my head.
I could not plea
more air,
more room,
snuffed inside
this midnight blue
stained tomb.
Twelve shades of blue
poured out of me
and channelled through
the threaded sheets.
A volcanic release
of ash and pain
filled a caldera
with tears
ink stained.
Unleashed from slumber
day broke through
and
embraced my heart
with sapphire blues.
Found this to be interesting.
Blue moons have very little to do with the color blue (although the moon can take on a blue cast if there is a lot of volcanic ash in the atmosphere).
Imagine if our pain was released as volcanic ash..... every moon would be blue.
***Need more blue skies and blue seas***
There is no birth, without death. I will not die. I am forever.
Undying.
I am the Grey Fog of the Heart.
Flowing endless. Endless River.
Endless stars in the Endless Sky.
All is Endless, Boundless Might.
I am akin to the Gods of Night.
I am forever.
There is this slightest aching in my heart,
As something is missing in life.
This poem is for that overlooked - unknown - unheard fairy.
Baby just come to me now,
Now this shortfall can only be relieved by you.
The air breezes past me but still I don't feel like breathing it anymore,
Lest I lose you somewhere I am certainly worried about this, but why?
But why could not you just look at me,
I have seen the world but my mind only liked you.
So now you must come as
I just keep my hopes alive,
When you come in my dreams,
I wait when you come to take me to that world.
So now you come,
Take me, take me away.
