I rode fast down
the empty sidewalk,
immune to the
traffic stopped alongside.
Zeppelin screamed "Heartbreaker"
through my buds.
I was moving and shaking,
felt free and alone,
on two wheels than on four,
an unknown bicycle-warrior
dressed in army fatigues,
I jumped curbs,
watched the other zombies
heading home from work.
It struck me as odd,
the number of solo drivers
in gas-guzzling coffins
enslaved by dark forces.
I wondered what they
thought about me
as a zipped by them
at high speed,
trapped by the red light.
the oddness of your lips stained across my chest
unable to move
by the blood that flows there
my frantically beating heart
gives me away to how humane i have become next to you
i have lost my wild
thorn filled hair now hangs lifeless at my side
and the electricity that i once felt at your touch
has been dimished
i am in love with the idea of you
that i may not roam forever alone and free
is equally as terrifying as being with you
part of my hate for the way you are able to penetrate my iron wall
is also the reason why i am unable to forget you
yet i stand here
where you left me last
and i remember how hard your heart beat too
i could not fathom that i would be the one stuck
while you are able to move so freely
for i am the breaker of hearts
here i stand
the jagged edges of my heart protruding from my chest
hungry to devour another
so that i might heal from their pain
and one day
when i am free again
i will look back on this moment
through the forest
allowing the wilderness to consume me
by your beating heart
Let it be SHOUTED across the rooftops,
I need to let it out.
Let my heart break free of these chains.
Chains created through my former silence, my inability to act.
My inability to think.
My refusal to be me.
Me, the wild, crazy child of a split family.
Me, the quiet, well-read boy in the corner.
Out there somewhere
There's a girl with soft hair
That falls halfway down her spine
She dances with the stars until they're aligned
She sings with the moon
Convinced that the sun will come back soon
But she's always left in the darkness
She says "that's ok"
Because things always go astray
Yeah sometimes things get in the way
She's innocent and unaware
Quite frankly she doesn't care
She just want to be free
That's why baby lives for the
Take your tiny bone body to the backyard,
shovel the guilt from the dirt,
from your stomach;
replace is with biographies that have taken to your holes.
love your voice enough to lay it to rest,
scream into the earth that you,
Bury your 1997 and 2003 regrets and depression,
it will grow like a seed from the dirt,
from your stomach.
It seems I'm incapable,
Of being fully aware.
Today I was outside,
Lightest of clothing,
Despite the arctic front.
Ive bared colder,
But my hands
Went just a little numb.
And I loved every cold,
When I'm obsessing of my,
Inner nightmare made of pain,
Im numb to all else.
When Im lost,
Hopelessly in every detail,
Of this massive world,
For just a small while,
My emotions are blank.
A dull empty slate.
Most of my nights,
Moments of waking,
It all rushes and hits me.
But I turn my head,
Shut my eyes,
And wish it away again.
When that doesn't work,
I settle for what nothing,
Or even blaring pain,
That I deem worth finding.
The word escape,
Is my ever eluding fantasy.
Just another animal at the zoo.
To die caged,
Or be set free.
Until fate makes its decision,
Of which it will be,
I still have the cold to keep me.
While part is seemingly at a standstill,
The other part of my brain rages its war.
Physically or emotionally,
No two sides will see each other
On the same side of peace.
I am dirty,wretched, a poor disgrace
Not worthy of your loving embrace
But you still love me our the only one
Who didn't leave once my troubles begun
I know I'll only hurt you
Make you as miserable as me
I am only broken
While you are whole and free
You should have left when I wanted to die
Or when tears clouded my ugly eyes
But know I feel empty, It's pointless and dumb
How my pain went from unbearable numb
I am only a monster
The guilt of the world in my hands
I know you'll still try to save me
But you can only delay my plans
Dancing is a beautiful thing
Your whole body becomes free
Let your heart guide you
Let your spirit seep through
And come alive
Then ask her name, she will tell you to earn it.
She fills her glass, straight up no rocks.
Handling every shot cupid can manage,
Leaving men to lick their wounds.
She counts no money,
Only the free drinks and failed attempts.
Her face is easy on men, which makes men easy.
A surfers perfect wave are those hips.
She smoothly lights her cigarette,
Leaving ashes in the wind.
From her mouth she wont blow smoke up your ass,
Just cigarette smoke in your face.
When the light from the darkness shine's in bright like a diamond, paralleling your face is the
reflecting the moon light off your, sparkling eye's, My heart starts to beat. Our eye's
locked in love, embracing holding each other, separating only with a tug, only his arm's do you ever feel,so much love affection dreams paragliding,in forever changing winds inside my mind, Blank pictures began to feel, with seductive images that cloud the mind like a stormy day.
pillow's began to pop! as the goose feathers fall down like snow flakes on a
white Xmas,our body's began trusting sweat start to poor,we breath simultaneously as one hot oiled up hands wont stop moving across your tight but fluffy frame that keeps calling my name echoing between the sheets/ free at last/ free at last/ thank God almighty we are free at last .