It was that kind of night,
when your nose froze to your face
when you stepped outside.
But we didn't care anyways,
our kisses were warm
and our hearts were close.
A real man is mentally and physically strong,
Has a good heart and mind,
Moves away from sin,
Accepts and appreciates who he is,
Accepts and respects everyone,
Doesn't judge anyone because he knows that he isn't the one to judge them,
Shares the Love of God with His family daily and has strong faith,
Doesn't take actions or make decisions that confront his faith and beliefs,
Has dreams and ambitions,
Always speaks the truth,
Always thinks before making a decision,
Accepts his mistakes and knows that he isn't perfect,
Is able to control his rage,
Inspires others by being a role model,
Respects women and never man-handles them,
Loves his wife and remains faithful to her forever,
A Devoted father,
Is a great father figure to his son,
Has a special bond with his daughter,
Protects his family and always does what is best for them,
Keeps a roof over their heads,
Earns a living,
Doesn't care what others think of him,
Has emotions and is able to express himself,
A real man never gives up and is optimistic about the future!!!
Tell me how to hold you
Tell me how to care
Please, confide in me
Your secrets wont you share?
Don't just walk away
I can see the pain in your eyes
Don't say you're okay
Stop feeding me lies
I see the way they treat you
You walk with your head hung low
You're sweating and you're shaking
You think I don't know?
I want to stop the hurting
I want to end your grief
You're not worthless
Trust in my belief
Your smile dazzles in any lighting
You're always gentle with your touch
You're amazing to me
I hope that's not too much
I want to make you happy
I want to make you dance
I want you to live
And this may be my last chance
Sing with me to the heavens
Let's close our eyes with prayer
And when I wake up tomorrow
I really hope you're there
I just wish I could start this poem as lovely as all of my others,
But you are just someone I cannot write about in a quick sense.
It’s weird because at first I thought you were just sort of a brother,
But then the feelings I had for you got a bit more intense.
I hadn’t talked to you since second grade and then you pop up again,
The first thing you ask is if I remember going to your 8th birthday.
And from then on our friendship was rekindled and that year was insane,
You were one of the only people who never ran away.
We were so close and just loved to pick on each other,
And you jammed to the blues with me in your basement.
We were best friends to one another,
“Maxine, I love you.” you told me, drunk and blatant.
The night you said that was probably one of the best nights I’ve ever had,
When you tried to dance with me after drinking whiskey.
I felt such an odd sense of being happy and glad,
Watching you fall asleep across from me on the couch, still a bit tipsy.
After that day I looked forward to every day just so I could see you,
And I know you’d probably think that was super cheesy.
But unfortunately yes it is cheesy and its also true,
I had fallen hard for you and it was really easy.
Fast forward to Thanksgiving break and it seems we are closer than ever,
Especially when you asked me out to see a concert.
Grace seemed to get quite excited and proud of you for being so “clever”,
Which got me wondering if you weren’t just friendly but now you were a flirt.
That concert was so much fun and I had never felt closer to you,
Especially when you were staring and smiling at me.
It felt like something was going to happen, I almost knew,
And something did happen around three.
We were laying in bed together just watching a movie,
When I feel you stroke my thigh.
To be honest at first I thought you were just being goofy,
But I moved closer to you and I complied.
Your hand went up farther until you were just outside my bodily love,
And I felt how much you wanted me at the moment.
I lifted the garment off of my hips and your hands were shoved,
Down into my wet warm body and my legs spread open.
I loved the way you delicately traced the dripping skin,
And how your fingers slid in and out of me.
I loved how wet your cock made me because it certainly wasn’t thin.
You were so huge and that was plain to see.
I just had to touch it and take it in my hand,
And then I needed to do more and take it into my mouth.
I didn’t care if this was out of the blue or unplanned,
Because I just want you to enjoy yourself and I’m already down south.
You almost broke my jaw honest to god,
But I loved every goddamn second of it.
Maybe I’m fucked up, wrong, and flawed,
But I just had to show you I love you I must admit.
I know you feel so upset and full of guilt,
And it breaks my heart.
But this friendship can easily be rebuilt,
Because I can’t stand for us to be apart.
I just want the guy I’ve known for so long back,
I want to hear your voice laugh at me again.
It feels almost like an attack,
Having this constant worry and strain.
I can’t keep writing because the tears are starting to flow.
But I know it’ll all be ok soon.
We’re both tough as you know,
We will make it through this, we are immune.
There was my cat
On the front porch he sat
So peaceful and calm
I reached out to touch him with my palm
I pet him very slow
Even though it was time to go
Then he bit my hand
It was always a part of his plan
But I didn't care
I just sat there and stared
Unoriginal, uninspired, follower
are words that you know well.
You haven't a thought of your own,
nor do you care.
You do what everyone tells you to
You don't even notice that you fell
Down, down, down to the bottom of the sea
You didn't fight it, gave no pleads
It was just a jump
Down in to the abyss, it's what they
were all doing you insist
You poor, poor fool
You didn't stand a chance
You had no clue,
Lemmings never do.
I cried when you went off with amour on
I could not believe you would leave me
you looked back as you marched on
and in that moment I hated you
and wished you gone
Sweet love why let my love fade
why let me worry to age
please my sweet love
do not go back to war
was I just your whore
Please my love don't
don't temp one liken me
to help the follies of man
what you do is rather transparent
and I am not of human kind
I was there
I have been there
I have fought there
I do rule there
Come back my love
you do have a choice
for you my love.......
I promise to come right back
You know if they do
do shake my nest
they will feel my rage
let me go, I do it best
Oh should I love you
when all you do is destroy me
making me your words
I don't know if I love you
as you will leave me lonely
I'm hurting you bastard
But you don't care
I must not scream
as Angels scream
I must pray for you
you foolish man
Go and die
but bloody hell why
My heart breaks
and my heart aches
By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
They are gone
All of them
They are dead to me
Almost my whole family
I haven't forgotten them
But it's their fault
They couldn't accept us
They didn't like
Us being together
So I said fuck them
Me and my dad
We no longer talk
Me and my brother
We have drifted apart
Me and my whole family
No longer talk
I said fuck them
Ill choose you over them
I've gave all of them up
All of them
Don't make me regret it
I love you
I miss you
Ill go crazy with out you
You are all I have now
As far as I care
I have no family
We set the standards for love too high.
Love has no standards,
Love is more than an emotion,
to love is a lifestyle.
To love is not a choice.
It is an involuntary feeling.
It comes and goes as it pleases.
It can bring out the best in us,
and the worst.
Love can create,
love can destroy,
and love can kill.
We know nothing before love,
we are numb and blinded by the euphoria of false love.
It's not till you love when you realize this.
It is not till you love and lose,
that you realize,
you loved the person.
Not their eyes,
not their face,
not the memories you can't erase.
You loved the person,
the little things you didn't account for,
and you didn't care if they were perfect or not...
because they were perfect to you.
And I thought
That I got
But I was wrong
Just as always
So I will
Drink away these sorrows
'Cause fuck what comes tomorrow
I don't care anymore
And you can
Do whatever you please
Just don't ask for shit from me
I don't care anymore