Above all else,
Guard your heart
For it is
The wellspring of life
And the most fragile thing
You could ever have.
All I wanted was love
All I wanted was happiness
All I wanted was you to see that I care about you
All I wanted was my heart to be whole
All I wanted was to not be Heart Broken
All I wanted was you.......
But the first time when we fight and I want to show you my emotions aren't TOYS and to teach you how to fully love, you take it to far...
So my heart is broken I hope you understand and your stupid fucking ex can go DIE in a hole!!
My heart is once again shattered and its bleeding everywhere....
Do you even care?
Do you even really Love me?
If not just know........I still love you and will always love you <3
It quivers and aches
It burns and it breakes
Consumes you inside and out
Its rythm can torture
And deliver exposure
To an inhumane growl
The body is bloody
And this burden is shady
Without its energy
Life is gray
Pulls in the harvest
Lights your way
Its nothing to degrate
A light beat
Desides your fate
And it will imitate
A greater hate
That's meant for the opposite
Unless its broken
I swear up and down ill never touch it again and really I've tried
But every time I feel down its the place that I hide
I relapse and relapse each time leaves me hollow
Each score brings the high then depression to follow
Dependent on you this fleeting obsession
The fear and self loathing too deep to mention
I keep coming back though I know it's unhealthy
I say I just use it till I'm happy and wealthy
Every time a new prick a hole to a world apart
My love seeps out in blood from the track marks on my heart
I trust you with my son, my secrets and my life
But I can't trust that i would ever be healthy if you were my wife