Wound me with tenderness
as I embrace Your living flame of love.
Burn away my fears and self-pity
that holds me back from being
consumed by the flames of Your love.
Ignite the hearth of my own heart,
so I may share Your living flame
with tenderness to spread the flame of divine life.
Melt away my insecurities and dishonesty, so
I can stand before You as a living flame burning
wildly to embrace everything as a gift from You.
I have been in the shade far to long.. Even walking in the sun this darkness looms over me.. Yesterdays haunt me to a point of seeing no tomorrows.. I can still hear the bell toll its one note song.. It was 12,000 years later, 12,000 years of being in such shade.. That I finally saw the sun above this sky.. The ghost and dreams of my children have brought me here to this place.. A sun sized planet that is home to the divine gear.. A technology built by a higher being.. A technology that can take an immortal to the next realm, to heaven.. The divine gear will complete my star drive.. And there it spun.. Driving the life on this huge planet.. I knew I could not take it with me now.. As taking it from this place would end all life on this beautiful planet.. I could feel it calling to me.. I closed my eyes.. It begun to spin in all its divinity.. It made me see, feel, hear, and make real all of its dreams.. For the moment I moved throughout all of the universe, I saw what it wanted me to do.. Then I would be awarded the passage to heaven.. When I opened my eyes I felt different.. I saw things different.. I heard things different.. I felt things different.. Through the eyes of a God I could see emotion.. On my right hand there was now a tatoo of the divine gear itself.. But this tatoo spun within my hand guiding me on where to go next.. It was time to bring life to this vast dead universe.. It begins with me.. Heaven awaits..
LEARNING every day
i am a mystery to myself.
endless corridors that seem to never end.
my soul burns bright, thank God,
the wretchedness of my mind does too.
human yes, the love of light and dark energy.
Divine in my unholiness.
KT May 7, 2014
At last the final visit..
For over 12,000 years I have been building a machine..
The main purpose at first was to simply have this machine get me to point A to point B..
I discovered all the secrets and codes of the planet I had forever lived on..
The ones I had truly loved were taken from me..
Death took them away..
You do not understand lonelyness until all is gone..
On a planet where I out-lived all other forms of life..
I had forgotten some emotions..
Love being almost one of them..
As there was nothing else to love..
I did however loved that I missed them ..
But hated that I will never see them ever again..
You see I am forever..
I cannot die yet I cannot live..
It was then I had to have this machine somehow get me off this old lifeless planet..
To find what my thoughts had hope to build..
After 2000 years I had finally built The star drive..
I travelled from planet to planet adding on more and more to my Star drive..
I met other races, some beautiful, some horrible, some welcomed me while others wanted nothing to do with me..
There were times where I stayed at certain planets because it reminded me so much of home..
I travelled on through what is known as the Tao Nebula..
This Nebula made all of your dreams real..
I was with my family again or should I say the memory of them..
I got to relive these memories over and over..
For 200 years I did this..
Finally I was ready to leave when both my son and daughter came to me...
They had with them a beautiful floating gear of some sort..
They called it the divine gear..
It was then I thought of building something more than a vessel able to jump me across the stars..
I needed a vessel that could take me to heaven..
So that I could meet them again..
This was just the message I had been needing for so very long..
This sun sized planet is the home of the Divine gear..
This will be my final visit in this realm..
The Universe is just as it says..
Uni for only one..
And the verse for the spoken word of the creator whom built it..
This divine gear will drive me above and beyond it all!
Sex is a divine act.
Done right, it is beautiful and wondrous.
The intimacy between two people.
Knowing each other so fully.
Exploring every detail of each others bodies.
Enjoying each others bodies.
Giving yourself completely to each other.
Receiving and giving pure pleasure.
Whether it's long and slow
With plenty of foreplay.
Or an intense quicky
Full of fun and excitement.
Sex is sensual
Sex makes me happy
(It's scientific - endorphins)
Human contact is beautiful.
Skin on skin.
Touch... Kiss... Stroke... Lick
Wrapped around each other.
One inside the other.
And the orgasm
The only thing powerful enough to stop the divine act of sex.
a hummingbird’s wings can move
up to 200 times in one second
in every desert and beach in the world,
there are seven quintillion, five hundred quadrillion grains of sand
our universe is likely to contain
more than 100 billion galaxies,
each of those galaxies is likely to contain
more than 100 billion stars
now, i’m not religious,
but i think the utter grandeur of these figures
were plucked from the universe
by a hand so clearly divine
and then dropped somewhere between
the curve of your lip
and the small of your back
i think this higher power
somehow garnered anything that would leave
the rest of us awestruck
and embedded them in your being,
carefully lacing your dna
strand by strand
now, i’m not religious,
but god damn do i really stop
and wonder why i’m not
when i look at you