No one gets it.

Why do you act different in school and outside, a classmate might ask.
He would see me everyday at school then when he talks to me via phone, he doesn't think it's me, except my voice.

At school,
I am cool with my friends,
Respectful to my teachers,
Laugh just as hard as them,
Go out sometimes to Panera or the movies,

With family, however
I do chores,
Mostly playing video games for 5 hours a day with friends.
Cuss so much that I'm glad there's a door
And seem so relaxed that I'm a whole 'nother person.

Some wonder why.
Some never payed attention and will after this poem is published.
Some question how.

Horrible poem, could've tried harder...meh.
Split-ends of
Silas T Williams

Life Consists of
Thousands of
Split-ends of

#split   #ends  

You need to do it.
                            I don't..
Yes you do- and you know it.
                            Stop. Go away.
Just do it already you big baby.
                            I'm scared.
Why? You've done it before. It's not a big deal. Fucking go.
                            What if Mom hears me?
She won't. Do you want to lose it?
What are you waiting for then?
You need to do it.
                    ­       (Gives in)
Feel better?
                           No.. Yes. I don't know
You do.
I win again.

We are our worst enemy.
Split in two,
Aug 22      Aug 24

This is a hard battle,
I'm trying my best not to rattle,
Split in two,
Who do I listen to?

One says wilt,
And fills me full of guilt,
The other says bloom,
And escape this doom.

A constant game of tug of war,
I'm not even sure what I'm fighting for.


I hate this feeling of being split in two.
Jun 2

I hate this feeling of being split in two.
I just want to go buy some glue.
Shit a needle and thread would do.
anything to be one piece.
I hate this feeling of being split in two.
What am I suppose to do.
I am an honest person so everything I say is true.
I hate this feeling of being split in two.

#love   #feelings   #sad   #life   #living   #hate   #pain   #confused   #happy   #people   #two   #and   #sucks   #gone   #person   #honest   #tired   #everything   #split   #learning   #awake   #dazed   #buy   #needle   #thread  
how in a split second
Sep 30, 2013

It's incredible,
how in a split second
the foundation that is you
can crack in an
irrepairable manner.

Aug 1, 2013

I just feel like
A soul
Dragging a weight

That is my body

And while pulling it
Fighting to keep

On track

Not let that
Take over

**Split** into different pieces
Colette Williams
Colette Williams
Sep 20, 2013

Split into different pieces
Trying to put them together,
I fail and feel so defeated.
A caring friend is all that I needed.
They weren't there, so here I am,
Feeling bitter and cheated.

There's the me that smiles even when it's not real
There's the me that can do anything but feel
There's the me that only wants to cause pain
There's the me that refuses to accept blame
Yet deep down, I have come to meet the true me.
She's lost and confused as can be.
She's blinded by her own suffering.
She forgot the meaning of truly living.

Caleb Pendleton
Caleb Pendleton
Nov 26, 2013

that’s the difference
between here and there:
here I am alone
at night
and there
I am alone

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