I know that insecurity isn't pretty,
which is how I also know that I'm not beautiful
All of you were my whole existence
My life line – my sanity
You didn't know my inner world
I may have spoken of dancing
Wanting to stand on mountain tops
You put me high on a golden pedestal
“You can do anything!” you said with admiration
I wasn't the one you believed me to be
I wasn't your savior or your superhero
Inside my fears were magnifying
Like a bubble that would burst
A ticking time bomb
Nothing to hold on to
Rolling down hill
Faster and faster
Scratches, cuts and bruises
Black and blue
Inside and out
I was never coming back
but I am still here
...terrified you won’t like me anymore...
Oh, woman, dear, don’t be so insecure;
You’re only hurting yourself when you are insecure.
Look at the mirror and see how beautiful you are,
You don’t need to feel bad and to be insecure.
When you see others smile and happy in their lives,
Can’t you just smile for them and not feel insecure?
When someone deserves a prize, an award for his deed,
Would you aim to claim it because you’re insecure?
When someone stands now in a place where you dream,
Would you pull him down there when you feel insure?
When someone’s being praised for an excellent work,
Would you make some sour grapes- deeds of an insecure?
Yes, you are stealing a moment of your own joy,
Every moment that you’re jealous and you feel insecure.
A Ghazal is a poem that is made up like an odd numbered chain of couplets, where each couplet is an independent poem. It should be natural to put a comma at the end of the first line. The Ghazal has a refrain of one to three words that repeat, and an inline rhyme that preceedes the refrain. Lines 1 and 2, then every second line, has this refrain and inline rhyme, and the last couplet should refer to the authors pen-name... The rhyming scheme is AA bA cA dA eA etc.
Credits to: http://www.shadowpoetry.com/resources/wip/ghazal.html
When I was in the darkest places
I would just shrug it off like nothing.
When I tripped and scrapped my knees
I would walk it off like nothing.
When I heard hateful words towards me
I wouldn't care like it meant nothing.
But now, all of this has changed…
When I'm in the darkest places
I cry and want a hug from you.
When I trip and scrape my knees
I lay down and wish for a kiss from you.
When I hear hateful words towards me,
I sit alone in darkness and make myself bleed
All because of you.
When I hear
Those despicable words
Out of your mouth
When you make that
Spew from your lips
"If you think you're ugly and fat, what does that make me?"
My brain wants to snap
You know me well
So you should know
That I see beauty in everyone
Everyone is fine the way they are
Sparkling with wonder
Radiating with elegance
Especially you, my friend
Just not me
I'm the exception
But you don't seem
To understand that
And take it
As a personal attack