I AM SLEEPLESS
MY EYES ARE BLOODSHOT
I AM TIRED
MY BONES' EMOTIONS ARE UNSTABLE
I AM ANXIOUS
MY TIME IS RUNNING OUT
BUT I AM NOT DEAD
AND I AM ASKING HOW
WHEN I AM FEELING MISERABLE
I AM ASKING
WITH A QUESTION MARK BIGGER THAN THAT OF "WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME?"
I AM DEAD BUT NOT REALLY
I AM CONFUSED MOST OF ALL
You don't love me!
You love what I have,
What I can do.
Don't yell at me for my heart trembles if you don't speak softly.
Don't yell at me because I don't deserve it,
Don't yell at me for my walls would thicken if you do,
Don't yell at me for I haven't yelled at you.
Don't yell at me and then tell me I misunderstood,
Do yell at me that lonely 'I love you.'