Am I not enough?
I'm treated like an unloved,
Avoided of touch.

Aura is a powerful thing.
#love   #haiku   #time   #thoughts   #575   #unwanted  
You made me feel unwanted
Blackheat deShanti
Blackheat deShanti
Sep 20, 2014

You made me feel unwanted
by all the things you did not say,
a simple goodnight, how was your day?

sometimes silence can break one down. say something!!!!!
#sad   #loss   #hurt   #goodnight   #say   #unwanted   #goaway   #micropoetry   #nanopoetry  
6 days ago

Please don't take me for granted
While I marvel in your mystique
Revel, I'm dazzled,
            I find you unique
Yet I'm certain
Quite certain
Though you are my peak
I am not the one you seek.

I am not the one you seek.

#love   #desire   #crushes   #unrequited   #unwanted   #seek  

These words
Will never
Fully express
The pain
My chest
When I
That you don't
Want me

you probably won't even read this.
I am among many unwanted but still wish *life.*
Oct 31, 2014

Thrown back, like unclean
Not even as a second look,
Features great the cold ground,
Feeling more in this moment
Of contact, than in life
Feelings upon show, not opening
That emotion that shows,
I have hands out, as if trying to cup
Of others, not wanting to go back,
"I will not look back"
They shut that door, and ended it.
A new harder chapter in my
Walk of life, But the ground is
But it is upon this I now rest a
Weary head,
Curled up,
Protection of self,
For predators of the night greet darkness
I hope that a new day awakens my eyes,
For I am among many,
Vacant emotion upon many faces
As if the world has won over them,
I just wish to open my eyes and greet a new day
I am among many unwanted but still wish life.

#feelings   #darkness   #day   #new   #wish   #emotion   #homeless   #unwanted   #charity   #unclean  
is what it feels like to be unwanted.

Alone, cold, and mislead
is what it feels like to be unwanted.

After a while the feelings are accepted,well actually any feeling.

Maybe this was planned maybe if I keep going I will see a light.

Through this darkness I will come.
Feelings of acceptance creep in, slowly, but they still come.

Laughter seems so far away, like it is foreign where I am.

Where is that I ask? Why does it even matter because I know what darkness feels like.

I know what being unwanted feels like.

Because no one can help me now. Now that I know what it feels like and what it means.

Now I know what it means to be

                                              Darkly Unwanted.

#dark   #unwanted  
Jul 20

My heart is racing violently,
Yet I stay seated silently.
Please not now, anxiety.
I need to remain calm.
I lightly touch my temples,
I can't keep myself from gasping.
I look towards the door,
My eyes begin to sting.
A tear drops past my cheek.
Fuck this, I need to leave.
"Don't say such things."
I swear.
These emotions have me snared.
As I stare at the door in tears,
I finally run through it,
Down the hall; and stairs.
They put me through this.
The reason I'm so anxious,
Is simply because of you idiots.

Life is at times an unwanted gift.
Dec 23, 2014

Life is at times an unwanted gift.
The sentiment is nice
but sometimes I think  
having the receipt would be nicer.
Maybe then it could be returned.
Maybe then enough money would be given back
for a new one.

#depression   #life   #unwanted   #gift  
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