I offer myself to you.
Bare and naked.
I rip my heart out for you.
Cold but still beating.
I work my fingers to the bone for you.
Nothing but scraps of what they used to be.
But you can't see what you don't want.
And you don't want what you can't see.
So you throw me away, bare and naked.
You step on my heart, cold - no longer beating.
You push my bloodied hands away from you in disgust.
You don't see how hard I've tried.
You ignore the tears I've cried.
I guess this is all I'll ever be.
I love you anyway mommy.
Take down the names of the unwanted
Make sure that I'm on the list
As rain pours down their faces
Remember that we exist
The sound of the marching footsteps
The death of an innocent man
Remembrance of what it once was
The times when it began
The poster of me is hanging in the Post Office ,
Of long ago ,
Now I am old and I stand close to my photo ,
Dark, gloomy clouds cover over me
And the rain is coming down strong,
I hope someone would look my way and recognized me ;
But everyone just kept passing me by with no hope in their eye's ,
With no purpose,
They just lingered waiting for the opportunity to say something ;
It's like time stopped still,
Unwanted then and Unwanted now is how I feel as the rain came down,
When I lost it all, I cried out to Jehovah God ,
Ah I guess I will take my walk holding your hands
Until my end ,Jehovah you did say you will love me ,
Well here I am for you to clam here is my name .
it all started with hi
just one word, two letters
i never, in that moment, thought you'd mean this much to me
but, surprises are always falling from the sky
i fell for you
and still to this day, i regret it
regret falling in love with you
but, silly me
how i turned out like this
the broken, useless, unwanted girl
but you never knew
because i wasn't important to you, she was
you basically showed me
that someone like I, cannot be loved
Ribbons in you hair.
Diamonds in your ears.
Magazine clippings line the floor.
Pictures clutter the desk.
Friends, lovers, family.
You feel like a faked orgasm, unwanted.
Clinging to what you know is right
and bordering what you know is wrong.
Playing Russian roulette with fate.
Rolling the dice and raising the stakes.
Neither will save you now.
But don't forget to smile and
Bat your lashes.
For when we leave you to rest in peace.