Creaming leaves, dripping
off her spiderweb branches
as we eat dinner under the mustard sun,
I feel her nervous as I eat slowly, she glances
at my spiderweb branches and grabs my web.
She spins her prey in my web and moves it slowly
down, among her roots, where I feel gnarled and leafless.
My autumn colors have vanished in her winter
frozen stems, frozen in time, I stare into her
mustard reflected eyes.
אל disinherits His kin, and hides the Crown.
אלהים discards His creations, and curses the Snake.
אהיה dispatches His laws, to punish our Power.
יהוה disavows His cruelty, and blames Sin.
אדני disowns His sin, and scapegoats Man.
The Father denies his failure; it is the Child who suffers,
swallowed alive ere the seed becomes mustard.
I mean no disrespect to Jews, however disinclined they may be to humor Thelema. I don't suppose I get any brownie points for siding with Babylon. ;)
אל - EL (alef lamed) - ancient Semitic word for God (31)
אלהים - ALHIM (alef lamed heh yod mem) - God or Gods (646)
אהיה - AHIH (alef heh yod heh) - "I AM" (21)
יהוה - IHVH (yod heh vav heh) - "Yahweh" - Tetragrammaton (26)
אדני - ADNI (alef bet nun yod) - Adonai - The Lord or "My Master" (65)
somewhere in your
unkempt hair there is a tingling
a notion that erupts
across your spine and
touching the tips
of your fingers
along your nerve
it makes you want
like an instinct
a starving mindset
fuck me nice
twisted with a little spice
Maybe so I willed
In half sleep’s ethereal stream
In January’s mustard field
She hugged me in liplocked dream!
What now she said eye on eye
I’m come past all fear
So our lips never go dry
Nothing stops us from here!
I put my tongue on hers
Rolled in her saliva filled
Her eyes blinked million stars
Traveling time in the mustard field!
Bloomed yellows thunderous bright
Rained sky a sweet redress
Dream came at end of night
Wept wet in her embrace!
I tiptoed on her bedside
Her lips quivered moist filled
Maybe so she willed
Same dream in the mustard field!