I look up at the millions of twinkling dots in the sky.
I whisper under my breath maybe someday, I can reach out and touch the beauty the possess.
I've always wished to have such beauty, as the stars did.
The mysterious gestures they command lovers to do,
the physique and romance inter-wound with their mere existence.
I promised myself, that I would never sing again, if i could for one day, contain as much as an acute palm full of the wonder these little specks hold among themselves.
And yet, as I ponder these continuous thoughts, I catch myself smiling, as if I was one.
You haven't seen me yet.
I turned off the lights
In fear of your eyes,
Has anyone seen us yet?
If I let them,
Will He love me more?
Will He squeeze my chin
Dig into my chest
with a clawed fist
And proclaim it's my blood He
to someday feel that pain.
"By God's grace I'll never be
what He intended."
Thats the reason
we live on the surface,
It's too hot inside.
But one day the Earth will open up
And swallow us all with its
Scorching tongue and
Steam ripping through flesh,
We'll all be seen.
I gazed at the moonless night brightly lit by a thousand stars
Listening the silent hum of my heart worn out by inner wars
Lost in a thousand thoughts spell was broken by a gust of air
Was surprised when realized my head bowed down in prayer
Thoughts were not accompanying my lips it all seemed a lie
Perplexed distraught opened my eyes to gaze back at the sky
I try God, I try taming my heart but doubt finds ways to creep
Telling it daily that He gives to His beloved even in their sleep
Following that path of righteousness when things go wrong
This world keeps mocking that for its tricks I am not strong
And then I saw a shooting star next moment it was no more
Realized strife’s are temporary our boats always get to shore
Remembering the times You got me out when things got rough
Forgive me God for my blessings I can never thank You enough
I need not
for starry nights.
and you show me
How beautiful blue the night becomes
at the stars
that reside just under your skin
gleaming through your pores
an entire galaxy that I