I look up to a pale blue sky
With apologetic eyes
And a heart so very filled
Take me back
To the empty box I was
Before I began feeding myself
Gin and jokes of grim.
God, please wash me off my sin,
Or take this foolish thick layer
Take a picnic to a meadow,
A walk next to a creek.
Spend a day in the mountains,
Swim in the ocean so deep.
And tell me there isn't a God.
and there should be a tune attached to it that sounds like ochre :DDDD
I'm sorry, ok?
I'm sorry that I acted that way.
I acted irrationally,
Because I thought it was you I should've hated.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
It probably doesn't mean that much.
But I mean it with all of my stubborn, fucking heart.
Will you ever forgive me?
I'm not all that I could be;
That I can clearly see.
I am surely incomplete.
I don't know why you stand to hold onto me.
Sorry if I hit a little to hard,
Once the fighting starts I go for the heart.
I'm giving in;
I've given all I got.
If you can't forgive me then maybe we should restart.
I know boys,
And lots of boys know me it seems.
He goes by many names by where it counts he is unchanged.
No, two hearts are exactly the same.
symphonies and orchestras
played for us,
and when the music came to an end
I found my head.
I am not apologizing.
I felt the blood, rushing through me
as I swayed through a dream of lust
not once with a
I am not sorry.
I have recently found out,
that I can use the word "I"
and not be afraid of
deeming "us" dead.
I am not worried.
to the raw nerve you had
to request such out of my mouth,
I applaud it deeply.
without you, I would have
never brought myself
"I don't love you anymore"
I am non-apologetic.
There is a trip one can take to a place called Apologetic.
At this destination regret is the norm,
Lamentations are fashionable,
and apologies in high demand.
In this place contemplation is all the rage,
Reflective thought is du jour,
and repentance is propagated.
I can attest, testify, or bear witness if you will,
That such a place exists!
I have been there countless of times!
I can certainly certify!
You have been there yourself already?
In which case you can corroborate what I say is true!