My eyes laid upon you for the first time today.
Every time I glanced in your direction;
You took my breath away
And if you haven't left when you did;
I would have passed out.
I could only imagine how I would have felt if you noticed me.
But you and I will never be.
I know it was your time
And I know it had to be
But He took you too soon;
You meant so much to me.
I miss you.
I've been trying to remember,
and trying to forget
The memories we made together
The prayers that were said.
I miss you.
May they see You in me.
© Melissa Carlson 2015
She selfishly took from me what I wanted most.
Broke my spirit, Every bit of it.
As I watched it all fly away,
I wondered if I could stand again
If my spirit could be rekindled.
But today, I looked back and am glad she did...
Am grateful she took it all
And savoured it all
Without a second thought.
It could have been my downfall
To a bitter pit
Not sure how deep and dark the pit would have been,
But am sure she saved me
From a lifetime mistake.
Because now I can fly..
Far beyond my imaginations.
Now I see clearly
That such a dream couldn't have been enough for me.
I want more
I deserve more
And I won't stop flying
Till I find a nest
Bigger,better and for eternity.
Am finally free
To love and live again
To reach for my dreams.
I loved you with all my young heart.
All I could see was you and I. You were what I thought would be a permanent part of my every day.
324 days I spent in your embrace.
Until one day you grabbed my poor heart and tore it apart.
She took you from me. But did you know, she wanted nothing to do with you?
You handed me to a boy who only saw me. But did he know, I wanted nothing to do with him?
And now you have become my closest friend. And do you know, that even though I will never forgive the boy for his actions, that I have fallen for him?
I miss you my love, my first, my best friend.