I live in a world where everyone is the sun who rarely co
m  z
m z
May 29

I live in a world where everyone is the sun who rarely comes out in our British weather, always sitting in their fluffy clouds of :)'s and silly abbreviations like lol.

I live in a world where the girls wear too much perfume and the tightest jeans, trying to fool the bloke who live down the street that they’re eighteen not 14.

I live in a world where the boys who beat and beat and beat are regarded as men and when they pick the flowers up and then trample on them, nobody says anything to them.

I live in a world where infatuation is classed as love and where beautiful people think they are just autumn leaves drifting to the dull grey concrete floor.

I live in a world where everybody would rather not go to school because who wants to go to a place where you judged on things that are out of your control?

I live in a world where smiling at strangers is frowned upon and when someone does a small act of pure kindness it is talked about like they had an ulterior motive.

I live in a world and this world is still beautiful, this world still has good despite the bad that is always talked about, I live in a world where people still have hope.

#world  
I ask my self why I'm in this world
My love
Aug 22

I ask my self why I'm in this world
And I ask god to why I'm in this world but there's no one  can answer my question
I even try kill myself today

#world  
Only half the world is round
WM
WM
Sep 28      Sep 28

I can't defend a single friend
Only half the world is round
I get no deals from sugarmen
Only half the world is round
Things aren't as weird as I once thought
Only half the world is round
I might confess before I'm caught
Only half the world is round

Tomorrow might reveal the past
My droopy mind is going down
The D train's getting here at last
My droopy mind is going down
The lessons aren't always cheap
A Cobweb University clown
I pray for an hour's worth of sleep
A Cobweb University clown

Anecdotes and cigarets
Only half the world is round
Foxy and terribly sly girls
Made sure I was first to drown
The full moon lights my empty arms
Only half the world is round
My mind is choking mute alarms
The devil cannot hear the sound

Juxtaposing foreign trends
My mother swore I'm jailhouse-bound
A sheepish smile can't make amends
My father swore I'm jailhouse-bound
I cracked a bottle open with my teeth
Only half the world is round
I cannot feel my underneath
The world spins 'round and 'round

Only half the world is round
There's no more sermon on the mound

#world  

A chaotically crooked place
Filled with agony
And ostentatiously sunny days
With scrapheaps of misery

It's the only place we have
And the only place that ever will be.
In wrongness, are we to remain as slaves
Till we go down in history?

#world   #misery   #crooked   #slaves  

All independence is lost
In contradictory
With our fathers on bills,
Portraits with no rights.

Her hair flows behind her
As she runs in circles around me
I can tell she's breathing hard
Her heart's beating right out of her chest
Same as mine every time I see her
Once I tried to talk to her
And words just flew out of my mouth
Like I didn't have a brain and nothing made sense
But I kept on going
I know that I love her because
I want to kiss her in the rain
I want to hold her tight during the scariest part of the movie
I want to be the one she comes crying to when nothing's going right
I want her to tell me secrets, and whispers, and things hoped for
I want to hold her hand as we're walking along the coast
I want to be her first love, her first kiss, her first sitting together watching the sunset
And most of all,
I want her to know me as I am
Take me as I am
And if she must,
Leave me as I am

lost
lost
Oct 27      Oct 27

The old me wouldn't cry for you.
I wouldn't mind you.
The old me would be in short shorts and a see through shirt.
The old me would have converse full of dirt.
Do you remember that?
That girl who went through drug test and all of that.
The old me would get in fights and answer back.
Be with boys and sit in the back.
Than I met your eyes in history class.
I didn't get in trouble anymore in class.
I started to wear what nice girls wore.
No longer the whore.
Than on Valentine's day you asked me out.
I freaked out.
I couldn't be committed to be with you.
I was scared to love you.
Treated you like a game.
Now the burn hurts from the flame.
I take the blame.

#love   #ex   #stupid   #hurt   #boy   #him   #sorry   #enough  
I want to write poems about the world
LN
LN
Apr 23

I want to write poems about the world

print them on sheets,

wrap them around me,

so that I could immerse myself in its wonders

trace its iridescent imperfections

and marvel at the enormity of this reality.

#world   #nature   #wonder  
 
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